You spin my head right round.
I don't even remember what I wrote in the last entry...so forgive me if I repeat myself.
It's 3am. I'm wide awake...this needs to stop. Seriously. I want to sleep like everyone else! Argh! My past is definitely coming back to me, it's so weird. I understand on my FB and myspace it says that I'm single now, but really...creeps from my past are like "OMG LETS HANG OUT NOW!"..whoa. Back up there, sir.
I was supposed to drive out to Staten Island tonight to go see Joe and hang out with him, but for some reason my father threw a shit fit and basically told me I can go fuck myself cuz I'm not going. wow. Too bad I told him yesterday that I was going, and he was like "alright, have fun with your new boo!" (yes, my father says 'boo'). Whatever. I explained everything to Joe, and I'm kind of surprised that he took it so well. He was very understanding and we agreed to meet up this upcoming weekend, since he lives in the real world and has a 9-forever job everyday. I really do like him, and I'm scared I'm jumping into something that's just going to get me hurt in the end. Our age difference isn't bad, 4 years. Idk what he's looking for, idk what he thinks about me, though it can't be that bad if he's still wanting to see me and hang out. I just want to know if I'm wasting my time here or not, ya know? It's just hard because he lives 1.5 hours away. It's a fairly simple drive according to mapquest..but I guess time will tell? I just want to be able to be single, but my feelings get in the way of this! ugh.
I have a very busy summer, and I'm super excited about it :) This Saturday I have Britneys baby shower and Melissa's graduation party, which makes me nervous..but that's a different story. The Saturday after that I have Colleen's 21st birthday at Hunk-O-Mania, lmaooo. I'm super excited about that...because WE CAN TOUCH THEMM<3!!! I might get arrested, you never know. In July, we're going to Atlantic City for Melissas birthday, whoo! Sure to be a shit-fest of a weekend...I don't plan on ANY of us being sober. I do want to gamble a bit too, haha. I was thinking about planning an Atlantic City trip of my own in August/September, since I can't remember much of my 21st birthday. We'll see what happens with that. Who doesn't like who and all that b/s drama.
3:30am..jeez.
I miss my rangers so much. Thank God Joe, Andrew and everyone else got me into the Yankees...it's holding me over, as well as the Stanley Cup finals (Go Detroit...again!) Hopefully this season is going to be awesome for my boys<3 Prucha is still missed greatly, he'll always bleed Broadway Blue! Le sigh. Zherdev is my man...but Idk if he's coming back! I heard he signed with russia and that just hurts..haha.
My eyes are starting to get blurry...which is a sign that I'm getting tired.
Goodnight LJ world!
<3
It's 3am. I'm wide awake...this needs to stop. Seriously. I want to sleep like everyone else! Argh! My past is definitely coming back to me, it's so weird. I understand on my FB and myspace it says that I'm single now, but really...creeps from my past are like "OMG LETS HANG OUT NOW!"..whoa. Back up there, sir.
I was supposed to drive out to Staten Island tonight to go see Joe and hang out with him, but for some reason my father threw a shit fit and basically told me I can go fuck myself cuz I'm not going. wow. Too bad I told him yesterday that I was going, and he was like "alright, have fun with your new boo!" (yes, my father says 'boo'). Whatever. I explained everything to Joe, and I'm kind of surprised that he took it so well. He was very understanding and we agreed to meet up this upcoming weekend, since he lives in the real world and has a 9-forever job everyday. I really do like him, and I'm scared I'm jumping into something that's just going to get me hurt in the end. Our age difference isn't bad, 4 years. Idk what he's looking for, idk what he thinks about me, though it can't be that bad if he's still wanting to see me and hang out. I just want to know if I'm wasting my time here or not, ya know? It's just hard because he lives 1.5 hours away. It's a fairly simple drive according to mapquest..but I guess time will tell? I just want to be able to be single, but my feelings get in the way of this! ugh.
I have a very busy summer, and I'm super excited about it :) This Saturday I have Britneys baby shower and Melissa's graduation party, which makes me nervous..but that's a different story. The Saturday after that I have Colleen's 21st birthday at Hunk-O-Mania, lmaooo. I'm super excited about that...because WE CAN TOUCH THEMM<3!!! I might get arrested, you never know. In July, we're going to Atlantic City for Melissas birthday, whoo! Sure to be a shit-fest of a weekend...I don't plan on ANY of us being sober. I do want to gamble a bit too, haha. I was thinking about planning an Atlantic City trip of my own in August/September, since I can't remember much of my 21st birthday. We'll see what happens with that. Who doesn't like who and all that b/s drama.
3:30am..jeez.
I miss my rangers so much. Thank God Joe, Andrew and everyone else got me into the Yankees...it's holding me over, as well as the Stanley Cup finals (Go Detroit...again!) Hopefully this season is going to be awesome for my boys<3 Prucha is still missed greatly, he'll always bleed Broadway Blue! Le sigh. Zherdev is my man...but Idk if he's coming back! I heard he signed with russia and that just hurts..haha.
My eyes are starting to get blurry...which is a sign that I'm getting tired.
Goodnight LJ world!
<3