a freshman once again, starving college student
So a lot of new things have occured recently.
I moved in to my dorm last Saturday. On monday the soccer team left for Iowa for a game on Tuesday. We won 4-0, and drove all the way home on Wed, 14 hours total. It was quite the drive, but i had a lot of good conversations with my confidante, Julie. It was also very good just to get to know some of the girls better. We had practice on Thursday, and a game on Friday, we lost 2-1. Today i went to the boys soccer game with some soccer girlies at Aquianas (sp.)
I learned after 14 hours in a vehicle that you have A LOT of time to think about everything.
So tell me how one night can be so "amazing," and then you choose to ignore someone from that point on. You have no idea how to treat a girl, and you have so much yet to learn. You cannot do that to me, pull me in for that amazing kiss, and then say you will call me, and don't. Who do you think you are? honestly. I'm done with it, and you. It's not worth it, you're not worth it, you never were. I am so stupid sometimes. I can't wait to meet a guy that IS worth everything, and knows how to treat a girl right.
We've only had 2 games, and so far its been very difficult to sit and watch. I knew it was going to be hard, but now it's actually happening, but i pray i can continue to deal with it with a good attitude. It helps to have some awesome, encouraging girls on the team, im looking forward to starting some new friendships, ones that will hopefully continue outside of college.
I'm also looking forward to Chapel. That may sound weird to some, but i miss the worship services, and i've heard their quite good here.
Tomorrow we're going to Westwinds for church, then in the afternoon we might go to Rob Bells church in Grand Rapids, we'll see.
i miss people.
I moved in to my dorm last Saturday. On monday the soccer team left for Iowa for a game on Tuesday. We won 4-0, and drove all the way home on Wed, 14 hours total. It was quite the drive, but i had a lot of good conversations with my confidante, Julie. It was also very good just to get to know some of the girls better. We had practice on Thursday, and a game on Friday, we lost 2-1. Today i went to the boys soccer game with some soccer girlies at Aquianas (sp.)
I learned after 14 hours in a vehicle that you have A LOT of time to think about everything.
So tell me how one night can be so "amazing," and then you choose to ignore someone from that point on. You have no idea how to treat a girl, and you have so much yet to learn. You cannot do that to me, pull me in for that amazing kiss, and then say you will call me, and don't. Who do you think you are? honestly. I'm done with it, and you. It's not worth it, you're not worth it, you never were. I am so stupid sometimes. I can't wait to meet a guy that IS worth everything, and knows how to treat a girl right.
We've only had 2 games, and so far its been very difficult to sit and watch. I knew it was going to be hard, but now it's actually happening, but i pray i can continue to deal with it with a good attitude. It helps to have some awesome, encouraging girls on the team, im looking forward to starting some new friendships, ones that will hopefully continue outside of college.
I'm also looking forward to Chapel. That may sound weird to some, but i miss the worship services, and i've heard their quite good here.
Tomorrow we're going to Westwinds for church, then in the afternoon we might go to Rob Bells church in Grand Rapids, we'll see.
i miss people.