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it's weird... one day (actually like 3 out of this week) can be so down.. and the next day can just be 100% better. how does that happen?
maybe it's the people i see, or the things i surround myself with... maybe it's the weather. i love the weather today, it's great.
i'm really nervous about recruits tommorow. Coach was supposed to open the gym tonight so I could kick a ball around and practice taking some shots but i guess the gym is being used. I havent played soccer in a while it seems.
so i guess you could say i'm really learning about just giving all my problems, and stress to God. It's amazing to see how much better you feel when you know you don't have to do it alone, when there's a God that cares enough about you to help you. I'm not alone, and that's great to know. i wish more people could see that they aren't alone either and that they can let go. i've been so stressed out the past few weeks it seems, and in just one day... things are completely changed. I am amazed sometimes too at how much music can affect the way you feel. last night at youth group was such a great experience for me. none of the other singers showed up, so i lead about 40 teens in worship. me, a guitar, and bongos. i needed that night soooo bad. to just sit there and listen to people singing, and worshiping, singing and praising. its such a great feeling. and to see people actually getting into the worship, closing their eyes, raising their hands in the air, crying on someone's shoulder, we're all singing to the same God. man... i'm in too good of a good mood. :)
You have my heart
And I am Yours forever
You are my strength
God of grace and power
And everything You hold in Your hand
Still You make time for me
I can’t understand
Praise You God of Earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
Unfailing love
And You never change God You remain
The Holy One
My unfailing love
Unfailing love
You are my rock
The one I hold on to
You are my song
And I sing for You