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A quick minute about me:
My name is Kitty, I have two wonderful adopted children I am currently also a foster mom for a baby until her life is figured out well at least her baby life.
My oldest daughter Lilly has unadopted me as her mother she is now 13. She continues to live in my house and I will continue to are for her and love her as my own. I know she has been through multiple parents and I use to babysit her so when I was old enough her adopted parents were killed while she was hiding in the closet so I just took her in knowing her personality and her life the best. I have had to give her up once on a special circumstance which she has never forgiven me for but it is getting better as she see how much we both need each other.
My middle daughter, Ariel, is a cute little redhead with a sweet attitude and a lot of demands she has also been through a lot and had lost her parents and wondered up on mine and my husbands( at the time) property. She brought me out of a great depression of not being able to have children and I am greatly appreciated of her everyday when she wakes up before I do and comes and lays with me her nose against mine staring at me until I wake up with those big green eyes.
My foster daughter, Anna Page, was born August 7th her mom died durning labor and she happen to be a great friend of mine, I am currently in custody of this baby but she is just a constant reminder of how I can't have children and I don't know if I can handle is so I am currently in debate and looking at the best options for her where she an have everything she needs to thrive and be the best she can.
I was married for 2 years to a marine when he was deployed over to Iraq and was hit by and IED ( improvised explosive devise ) and was killed. I will never forget the day when the two marines in suits came knocking on my front door how I just collapsed to the floor and was sick for months I lost a lot of weight got fired from my job just didn't get out of bed it was bad and I miss him dearly he will never be forgotten but I think what heed me the most was when one of his letters came in a month later telling me how much he loved me and missed me and my oldest daughter and explained how he was going to do a dangerous mission that he could tell details of and that if anything happen that he would want me to move on and be happy and are for the children and just thrive and be the best. I have copies of that everywhere and my current fiancé understands everything he lost his wife almost the same way we each have that part of our life that we hold onto that keeps us going besides each other.
my daughters have adopted my fiancé Ethan as their father and he accepts them as his own children unfortunately he does live in Ohio so it's a long distance for now. I love him dearly and the distance doesn't matter we talk all the time I think what bothers me the most is not having a picture of him. But I have accepted the fact he doesn't like pictures. He is living with my very best friend I think if her as a sister and trust her with everything.
My life has consisted of loosing a mother to cancer when I was 13 having a father who broke down emotionally after that and became an abusive drunk who treated me like a maid I lost a brother to a semi truck and the other brother to diabetes I am out here in the world on my own and I have done well even with the people trying to kill me
I plan on this being my life story/my thoughts of the moment.
Right now I am thinking how it is rainy outside I have cranky children and I wish my fiancé was here to hold me and make me feel not so alone. Oh and it is time to cook dinner. I will post about my family next possible later tonight.
any questions? Feel free to ask.
My name is Kitty, I have two wonderful adopted children I am currently also a foster mom for a baby until her life is figured out well at least her baby life.
My oldest daughter Lilly has unadopted me as her mother she is now 13. She continues to live in my house and I will continue to are for her and love her as my own. I know she has been through multiple parents and I use to babysit her so when I was old enough her adopted parents were killed while she was hiding in the closet so I just took her in knowing her personality and her life the best. I have had to give her up once on a special circumstance which she has never forgiven me for but it is getting better as she see how much we both need each other.
My middle daughter, Ariel, is a cute little redhead with a sweet attitude and a lot of demands she has also been through a lot and had lost her parents and wondered up on mine and my husbands( at the time) property. She brought me out of a great depression of not being able to have children and I am greatly appreciated of her everyday when she wakes up before I do and comes and lays with me her nose against mine staring at me until I wake up with those big green eyes.
My foster daughter, Anna Page, was born August 7th her mom died durning labor and she happen to be a great friend of mine, I am currently in custody of this baby but she is just a constant reminder of how I can't have children and I don't know if I can handle is so I am currently in debate and looking at the best options for her where she an have everything she needs to thrive and be the best she can.
I was married for 2 years to a marine when he was deployed over to Iraq and was hit by and IED ( improvised explosive devise ) and was killed. I will never forget the day when the two marines in suits came knocking on my front door how I just collapsed to the floor and was sick for months I lost a lot of weight got fired from my job just didn't get out of bed it was bad and I miss him dearly he will never be forgotten but I think what heed me the most was when one of his letters came in a month later telling me how much he loved me and missed me and my oldest daughter and explained how he was going to do a dangerous mission that he could tell details of and that if anything happen that he would want me to move on and be happy and are for the children and just thrive and be the best. I have copies of that everywhere and my current fiancé understands everything he lost his wife almost the same way we each have that part of our life that we hold onto that keeps us going besides each other.
my daughters have adopted my fiancé Ethan as their father and he accepts them as his own children unfortunately he does live in Ohio so it's a long distance for now. I love him dearly and the distance doesn't matter we talk all the time I think what bothers me the most is not having a picture of him. But I have accepted the fact he doesn't like pictures. He is living with my very best friend I think if her as a sister and trust her with everything.
My life has consisted of loosing a mother to cancer when I was 13 having a father who broke down emotionally after that and became an abusive drunk who treated me like a maid I lost a brother to a semi truck and the other brother to diabetes I am out here in the world on my own and I have done well even with the people trying to kill me
I plan on this being my life story/my thoughts of the moment.
Right now I am thinking how it is rainy outside I have cranky children and I wish my fiancé was here to hold me and make me feel not so alone. Oh and it is time to cook dinner. I will post about my family next possible later tonight.
any questions? Feel free to ask.