Homeless bitches
So yesterday after I got out of jail (and after I fucking posted on here) I walked all the way to my parents house and went back to my old room, where my computer was. Right now I'm on a laptop I stole right when I got out of jail. So I went into my room, and not only was my computer not there, but the walls were fucking pink. It was all I could do to not slice open my wrists and bleed on the walls to change the color a little bit. There was a fucking pony lamp, and a crib for a fucking baby. I'm not a baby.
So I screamed at the top of my lungs and located my mother. She was downstairs in the living room. That bitch didn;t hear me come home because I snuck in through my bedroom window, and she hasn't seen me since 6 months before I got arrested. She probably thought I was dead or some shit. So I walk up to that bitch, put my hand on her throat and pin her against the wall. I said "You fucking worthless cunt. What the fuck did you do to my god damn space?!" She was crying and said "Please! The baby!" Which made me realize there was a baby in her fucking arms. I said "I don't give a fuck about this god damn little fucker," and threw him onto the couch. It was just a fucking couch, I knew it wouldn't hurt because it was soft but for some god damn reason that little piece of shit started crying so my mom said "Look you made the baby cry! Please leave, Raina!" And I said "Fuck you bitch its your pussy ass that's making him cry. You're screaming and being such a fucking pussy ass bull dyke from hell. Or from heaven actually you fucking god lover." She said "I told you one year ago to change your ways or leave my house. You are kicked out. You are not my daughter anymore." I said "Fuck you and your baby. How do you even know it's crying? it always looks ugly and makes fucking annoying ass sounds." Then I left & on my way out I emptied a tank of gasoline in the driveway and front lawn. With any luck, when my fucking loser of a dad comes home from work, he'll toss his cigarette butt out there and that will be the end of his fucking worthless life.
So since I'm not allowed at my fucking parents gay ass home I just walked for a while, trying to find someone who could hook me up with drugs or sharp shit. I found this old abandoned building tht's really fucking disgusting and I guess this is where I will stay the night. It's really the fucking best place I could ask for. It's cold, dirty, it smells like shit, and I even have internet access so I can write here. I'm going to sleep on the fucking concrete floor tonight. I hope when I cut myself, all the shit around gives me some new diseases. That sounds painful and disgusting.
So I screamed at the top of my lungs and located my mother. She was downstairs in the living room. That bitch didn;t hear me come home because I snuck in through my bedroom window, and she hasn't seen me since 6 months before I got arrested. She probably thought I was dead or some shit. So I walk up to that bitch, put my hand on her throat and pin her against the wall. I said "You fucking worthless cunt. What the fuck did you do to my god damn space?!" She was crying and said "Please! The baby!" Which made me realize there was a baby in her fucking arms. I said "I don't give a fuck about this god damn little fucker," and threw him onto the couch. It was just a fucking couch, I knew it wouldn't hurt because it was soft but for some god damn reason that little piece of shit started crying so my mom said "Look you made the baby cry! Please leave, Raina!" And I said "Fuck you bitch its your pussy ass that's making him cry. You're screaming and being such a fucking pussy ass bull dyke from hell. Or from heaven actually you fucking god lover." She said "I told you one year ago to change your ways or leave my house. You are kicked out. You are not my daughter anymore." I said "Fuck you and your baby. How do you even know it's crying? it always looks ugly and makes fucking annoying ass sounds." Then I left & on my way out I emptied a tank of gasoline in the driveway and front lawn. With any luck, when my fucking loser of a dad comes home from work, he'll toss his cigarette butt out there and that will be the end of his fucking worthless life.
So since I'm not allowed at my fucking parents gay ass home I just walked for a while, trying to find someone who could hook me up with drugs or sharp shit. I found this old abandoned building tht's really fucking disgusting and I guess this is where I will stay the night. It's really the fucking best place I could ask for. It's cold, dirty, it smells like shit, and I even have internet access so I can write here. I'm going to sleep on the fucking concrete floor tonight. I hope when I cut myself, all the shit around gives me some new diseases. That sounds painful and disgusting.