I'm almost happy. God dammit
I met my new Garnixx. It was betrayal, doom, and sex at first sight. I mean my drug dealer was a hot fuck, but I think it was mutually just fucking. He didn't even cut. He let me cut him, but still, Im not into people who love themselves so much. Anyway my new fucking love is Julio. He's part-mexican, which is a major no-no, but that's the reason he cuts a lot. because he hates his race. So at least he understands. And plus everything else about him is fucking superior. I hate to be sacreligious (no I dont) but he's almost as bad ass as Satan.
So I met him at an orgy that a few former friends of Fuckesha told me I should go to. He was the only one not using a condom, and he looked skinny, I thuoght he might have an STD or two up his sleeve.. Turns out he didnt. But he fucked my like crazy. He bit my nipple so hard I made him stop. And Raina, the fucking queen or filth, does not vey often make people stop because it hurts too much. He brought tears to my eyes, when he held an ammonia rag up in my face. I fucking am in love with him. And hes in love with me too. We met last night and already, we've fucked 7 times.
Noone will replace the black tar-filled spot in my heart that Garnixxxx had, but Julio is fucking amazing. Like outrageous how hottt and fucking life-hating he is. Sometime later I'll post some pictures of him. Youll die. (Plz take me with you)
So yeah after we fucked twice at the orgy he came over to my place, we burned some insence and fucked around (I sucked him off) and then just talked about our sick and twisted, and surprisingly similar, lives. He was abandoned at birth by his deadbeat dad, and his mom and him fled to America. Then when he was 15 his mom went to jail for murdering someone, and he was all on his own, so he went around foster homes till he was 18, when he went to live in Detroit. He joined a very small gang, but he's the only living member, because he murdered all of his gang members and their families. So then he moved back to Mexico for a year, but ran out of money, so he hijacked a car to Michigan so he could steal from his Grandma, poison her, set it up as a heartattack, and get all of her inheritance. But the bitch didnt die so fast so he knocked her out, which I thought was fucking tight. And now hes using her inheritance to pay rent on his tiny house. Oh yeah, and he's 33. The perfect age. hes not even twice my age, so hes not too old, but hes hairy as hell and more mature than any high school fucks. God damn.
Then after that we did the hottest thing, he took my nail and starting carving in his arm, then he told me to cut myself, and I did all over my body (we were both still naked) and then we rubbed together and chanted satanic chants. It was fuckng beautiful.
He's part wiccan part satanic part atheist. JUST like me!
Anyway he's throwing knived at my window. col. So I better go fuck him. Fuck you all bitches.
So I met him at an orgy that a few former friends of Fuckesha told me I should go to. He was the only one not using a condom, and he looked skinny, I thuoght he might have an STD or two up his sleeve.. Turns out he didnt. But he fucked my like crazy. He bit my nipple so hard I made him stop. And Raina, the fucking queen or filth, does not vey often make people stop because it hurts too much. He brought tears to my eyes, when he held an ammonia rag up in my face. I fucking am in love with him. And hes in love with me too. We met last night and already, we've fucked 7 times.
Noone will replace the black tar-filled spot in my heart that Garnixxxx had, but Julio is fucking amazing. Like outrageous how hottt and fucking life-hating he is. Sometime later I'll post some pictures of him. Youll die. (Plz take me with you)
So yeah after we fucked twice at the orgy he came over to my place, we burned some insence and fucked around (I sucked him off) and then just talked about our sick and twisted, and surprisingly similar, lives. He was abandoned at birth by his deadbeat dad, and his mom and him fled to America. Then when he was 15 his mom went to jail for murdering someone, and he was all on his own, so he went around foster homes till he was 18, when he went to live in Detroit. He joined a very small gang, but he's the only living member, because he murdered all of his gang members and their families. So then he moved back to Mexico for a year, but ran out of money, so he hijacked a car to Michigan so he could steal from his Grandma, poison her, set it up as a heartattack, and get all of her inheritance. But the bitch didnt die so fast so he knocked her out, which I thought was fucking tight. And now hes using her inheritance to pay rent on his tiny house. Oh yeah, and he's 33. The perfect age. hes not even twice my age, so hes not too old, but hes hairy as hell and more mature than any high school fucks. God damn.
Then after that we did the hottest thing, he took my nail and starting carving in his arm, then he told me to cut myself, and I did all over my body (we were both still naked) and then we rubbed together and chanted satanic chants. It was fuckng beautiful.
He's part wiccan part satanic part atheist. JUST like me!
Anyway he's throwing knived at my window. col. So I better go fuck him. Fuck you all bitches.