the time has come
Ok, Its time for an update!
First off:
CONGRATULATIONS TO MY RIAH FOR HER WELL DESERVED PROMOTION! HORRAY!
ok, Last week, me and Omar talked it over and decided that we would do lil things with his parents to help keep them out of Patty's and Alex's hair. Since they arrived, omars mom has been driving everyone crazy! Especially patty and Alex, because they're staying in their son's room. keep in mind, me and Omar live above patty and alex in their in-law apartment. So last friday, we ask them if they would like to go out to dinner with me and Omar...and check out this answer his mother gives us:
Oh, NOOO! I can't miss my novelas!
What the bloodclot!?! Then, she better not complain about no one spending any time with her, like she was during her first week here. SO, instead, I decided to cook everyone a nice italian meal on Sunday. I cooked all day (literally) and made 2 fantastic lasagnes! We invited omars parents, and his brothers and their families. It was nice, except it was crowded. It was my first time cooking for his judgemental parents, and his brother kirby. It was a hit, everyone loved the lasagne i had worked so hard to prepare. And, Just when 4 people were commenting me at once, Maria, who's eye hadn't been bothering her all day, interupts by yelling, "MY EYE!!! MY EYE!!!! IT HURTS!!!!" Then, all the men jump to aid her. Im telling you, she cannot stand for anyone getting attention except her. Its incredible, the great lengths she will go to. *dont make me tell you about the time she threw herself on patty's kitchen floor while asking for an apology* lol But, im glad everyone enjoyed. I practically had a panic attacking while cooking. I was afraid of so many people depending on me for dinner, and the most people I had ever cooked for was 5. This was 10. My lasagne was the shit though! Horray!
This week has been pretty uneventful. Robert is back in my life, molesting my Im's. I have to admit, the man intrigues me. Perhaps, the mere fact that we stopped seeing each other those many years ago, becuase he didnt want a relationship. We had been seeing each other for like 2 months, and all of a sudden, he didnt want anything from me? Fishy. Then he had this girlfriend recently..and I was like..Ok why her? and not me? I know its lame, and petty, but..a girl has to wonder why! No one likes rejection, even 4 years later...omg its been 4 years. Thats insanity. But, I talked to Riah and she is bringing me back to my senses.
Things with michelle, still not right, will fix. Ill fix when Im in NY. Its just not worth the aggravation when we both have things to do right now. I know what I wanna tell her cannot change the way she does things in her life. part of me says, "Fuck it let her live her life, she will learn", the other part says, "tell her how you feel!" I want her to know how I feel, and knowing that I got that off my chest, will might not help her much, in fact she will probably tune me out, BUT at least I'll feel better saying what Im forced to hold in. "Forced to hold in" is kinda a emo-statment, so to clarify, by forced, I mean, "due to respect and politeness", nothing deeper than that. Im not that deep. Nor do I ever pretend to be.
Carlos will be in IL next week for a 3 hour layover at Ohare. Don't know If Imma meet him at the airport. patty said she would take me, but, Its kinda weird. I mean, in Ny im free as a brid to see who ever I cant. But seeing carlos in the state where me and Omar share our lives, is somewhat disrespectful, and I think imma ditch him.
For the record:
He can be a real douche bag, and his girlfriend is an ugly, plain, freakish looking teenager. Ugh, it makes me shudder.
End of record.
Nothing much else going on. maybe Im a shitty sister...My mom told me today how my sister dawn, 19, got hit 2 x by my dad yesterday. To be hit by my father is a big deal for a few reaons. He only hits when he's really REALLY REALLy angry. And when he hits, its a beating. I mean punching, lifting, throwing beating, and I simplify this by referring to it as a "hit". When i lived at home, I was the one with teh "Not taking any shit so I talk back" attitude. Which, earned me serveral bad bad bad beating from my father. Im talking bruises, cuts, the works. My mom called me today to tell me how upset she was that my father "hit" dawn last night, and after explaining to me why..I can totally see the reasoning. Yes, she is 19, and too old to be hit. However, like me, she doesnt know when to shut her fucking mouth, and be grateful for what she has in her life. Instead, she mouths off. Onmy visits home, I've noticed her attitude getting worse and worse, and bitchier and bitchier...so pardon me if im a shitty sister, but I actually told my mom..."well she had it coming, that will teach her" i dunno, I feel sorry for her, cuz I know shes hurting, but I think Now that Im an adult, I can say, well respect your fucking parents and life will be easier. Am I a shitty sister? Maybe.
Nothing much else to write..Omar got me addicted to SIms 2..that bastard! I played it all night last night. That makes me as bad as him! mmm..mmm..tonight we're doing THAI food! yes yes yes! I love it! Im such a sucker for thai food. Well this post has grown unusually long. So Ill spare your eyes and end it here. Love you all! <3333
First off:
CONGRATULATIONS TO MY RIAH FOR HER WELL DESERVED PROMOTION! HORRAY!
ok, Last week, me and Omar talked it over and decided that we would do lil things with his parents to help keep them out of Patty's and Alex's hair. Since they arrived, omars mom has been driving everyone crazy! Especially patty and Alex, because they're staying in their son's room. keep in mind, me and Omar live above patty and alex in their in-law apartment. So last friday, we ask them if they would like to go out to dinner with me and Omar...and check out this answer his mother gives us:
Oh, NOOO! I can't miss my novelas!
What the bloodclot!?! Then, she better not complain about no one spending any time with her, like she was during her first week here. SO, instead, I decided to cook everyone a nice italian meal on Sunday. I cooked all day (literally) and made 2 fantastic lasagnes! We invited omars parents, and his brothers and their families. It was nice, except it was crowded. It was my first time cooking for his judgemental parents, and his brother kirby. It was a hit, everyone loved the lasagne i had worked so hard to prepare. And, Just when 4 people were commenting me at once, Maria, who's eye hadn't been bothering her all day, interupts by yelling, "MY EYE!!! MY EYE!!!! IT HURTS!!!!" Then, all the men jump to aid her. Im telling you, she cannot stand for anyone getting attention except her. Its incredible, the great lengths she will go to. *dont make me tell you about the time she threw herself on patty's kitchen floor while asking for an apology* lol But, im glad everyone enjoyed. I practically had a panic attacking while cooking. I was afraid of so many people depending on me for dinner, and the most people I had ever cooked for was 5. This was 10. My lasagne was the shit though! Horray!
This week has been pretty uneventful. Robert is back in my life, molesting my Im's. I have to admit, the man intrigues me. Perhaps, the mere fact that we stopped seeing each other those many years ago, becuase he didnt want a relationship. We had been seeing each other for like 2 months, and all of a sudden, he didnt want anything from me? Fishy. Then he had this girlfriend recently..and I was like..Ok why her? and not me? I know its lame, and petty, but..a girl has to wonder why! No one likes rejection, even 4 years later...omg its been 4 years. Thats insanity. But, I talked to Riah and she is bringing me back to my senses.
Things with michelle, still not right, will fix. Ill fix when Im in NY. Its just not worth the aggravation when we both have things to do right now. I know what I wanna tell her cannot change the way she does things in her life. part of me says, "Fuck it let her live her life, she will learn", the other part says, "tell her how you feel!" I want her to know how I feel, and knowing that I got that off my chest, will might not help her much, in fact she will probably tune me out, BUT at least I'll feel better saying what Im forced to hold in. "Forced to hold in" is kinda a emo-statment, so to clarify, by forced, I mean, "due to respect and politeness", nothing deeper than that. Im not that deep. Nor do I ever pretend to be.
Carlos will be in IL next week for a 3 hour layover at Ohare. Don't know If Imma meet him at the airport. patty said she would take me, but, Its kinda weird. I mean, in Ny im free as a brid to see who ever I cant. But seeing carlos in the state where me and Omar share our lives, is somewhat disrespectful, and I think imma ditch him.
For the record:
He can be a real douche bag, and his girlfriend is an ugly, plain, freakish looking teenager. Ugh, it makes me shudder.
End of record.
Nothing much else going on. maybe Im a shitty sister...My mom told me today how my sister dawn, 19, got hit 2 x by my dad yesterday. To be hit by my father is a big deal for a few reaons. He only hits when he's really REALLY REALLy angry. And when he hits, its a beating. I mean punching, lifting, throwing beating, and I simplify this by referring to it as a "hit". When i lived at home, I was the one with teh "Not taking any shit so I talk back" attitude. Which, earned me serveral bad bad bad beating from my father. Im talking bruises, cuts, the works. My mom called me today to tell me how upset she was that my father "hit" dawn last night, and after explaining to me why..I can totally see the reasoning. Yes, she is 19, and too old to be hit. However, like me, she doesnt know when to shut her fucking mouth, and be grateful for what she has in her life. Instead, she mouths off. Onmy visits home, I've noticed her attitude getting worse and worse, and bitchier and bitchier...so pardon me if im a shitty sister, but I actually told my mom..."well she had it coming, that will teach her" i dunno, I feel sorry for her, cuz I know shes hurting, but I think Now that Im an adult, I can say, well respect your fucking parents and life will be easier. Am I a shitty sister? Maybe.
Nothing much else to write..Omar got me addicted to SIms 2..that bastard! I played it all night last night. That makes me as bad as him! mmm..mmm..tonight we're doing THAI food! yes yes yes! I love it! Im such a sucker for thai food. Well this post has grown unusually long. So Ill spare your eyes and end it here. Love you all! <3333