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so yeah...what do i do now....im lost for words..i can't sleep at night ..i crashed for about 2 hours and then woke up around 2 am ... i decided to listen to some johnny cash, thinking maybe it would clear my head. around 4am i bundled up and went for a walk around the neighborhood to get my mind off things. i walked around for about a half hour looking at the street lights and how calm everything was. Why can't this be easy?..why is it so hard to deal with? how do you prove to someone that you realy truly love them? I love you more than anything, why is it so hard to love me? No i don't want to stop being your friend, i can't lose you. i just want it all to go back like it was in the begining....just please believe me...i love you ... don't shy away because you think I will be better off, because i wont be..be my friend.
How quickly i forget....that this is meaningless...