no cradle, no son, a mother of none
i have no idea what to do, Anthony isn't home and i wish more people lived near me. i'm real glad school is over, but it just sucks cuz i have nothing to do.
on monday after school i hung out with Anthony, Mike, Kait and Air. i haven't seen Air since she left school, so it was nice seeing her again i guess. i just can't take her all the time, and it could be the same with her. we went to Anthony's and had a pool party, that was fun. then we went to Air's, just kinda hung out. Kait left, we went in the woods. there was this moth thing and it kept following Anthony. it would land on his foot and just sit there, quite funny. umm Kait came back, then we went to my house, again just kinda hung out. Kait left again, a bit later Air left, Anthony stayed til like 12.
tuesday.. stupid tuesday. i went to go ride my bike to Anthony's house and i got hit by a car. She never stopped at the stop sign, i was gonna stop on the side but she kept turning so eventually hit me. it wasn't that bad, sounds worse than it was. i got scrapped on the inside of my leg, my phone screen is ruined but the phone still works. my parents weren't home so they had to take me to the hospital until they came and got me. Anthony and Val met up with eachother then went to the hospital, my dad picked me up from his interview. i had 5 people see me, some of them were pretty nice and joked around with me. and all i wanted to do was go to Anthony's, swim, have more people come over and enjoy my last day with Anthony home. after all that stuff Anthony stayed at my house all day and we had so much fun. no one was home most of the time so we were nuts. i love Anthony so much, no one could ever replace him.
yesterday i pretty much watched TV all day and slept. i got a lot more bruises from the stupid lady. from my knee down was pretty much all bruised, my ass and arm were sore too. i've had a cold for a couple days and all day yesterday was filled with sneezing, blowing my nose 324 times pretty much literally, and taking medicine. Kait came over sometime later and we went to the mall with Val. Anthony called twice and it made me so happy.
today i'm pretty much better. i've only sneezed like 4 times so far today. i'm Anthony sick, nothing is making me happy and all i wanna do is see Anthony. i went to the mall again but this time my mom took Val and me. i found a lot of movies so i'm probably gonna watch one of them later to pass time.
tomorrow i might finally get to see Dylan, Lorena's baby. we'll see what happens. i'm listening to all my music on my computer cuz i just don't care, some songs are pretty funny.
the first time i saw a body bent that way i realized you were more beautiful dead than alive.
on monday after school i hung out with Anthony, Mike, Kait and Air. i haven't seen Air since she left school, so it was nice seeing her again i guess. i just can't take her all the time, and it could be the same with her. we went to Anthony's and had a pool party, that was fun. then we went to Air's, just kinda hung out. Kait left, we went in the woods. there was this moth thing and it kept following Anthony. it would land on his foot and just sit there, quite funny. umm Kait came back, then we went to my house, again just kinda hung out. Kait left again, a bit later Air left, Anthony stayed til like 12.
tuesday.. stupid tuesday. i went to go ride my bike to Anthony's house and i got hit by a car. She never stopped at the stop sign, i was gonna stop on the side but she kept turning so eventually hit me. it wasn't that bad, sounds worse than it was. i got scrapped on the inside of my leg, my phone screen is ruined but the phone still works. my parents weren't home so they had to take me to the hospital until they came and got me. Anthony and Val met up with eachother then went to the hospital, my dad picked me up from his interview. i had 5 people see me, some of them were pretty nice and joked around with me. and all i wanted to do was go to Anthony's, swim, have more people come over and enjoy my last day with Anthony home. after all that stuff Anthony stayed at my house all day and we had so much fun. no one was home most of the time so we were nuts. i love Anthony so much, no one could ever replace him.
yesterday i pretty much watched TV all day and slept. i got a lot more bruises from the stupid lady. from my knee down was pretty much all bruised, my ass and arm were sore too. i've had a cold for a couple days and all day yesterday was filled with sneezing, blowing my nose 324 times pretty much literally, and taking medicine. Kait came over sometime later and we went to the mall with Val. Anthony called twice and it made me so happy.
today i'm pretty much better. i've only sneezed like 4 times so far today. i'm Anthony sick, nothing is making me happy and all i wanna do is see Anthony. i went to the mall again but this time my mom took Val and me. i found a lot of movies so i'm probably gonna watch one of them later to pass time.
tomorrow i might finally get to see Dylan, Lorena's baby. we'll see what happens. i'm listening to all my music on my computer cuz i just don't care, some songs are pretty funny.
the first time i saw a body bent that way i realized you were more beautiful dead than alive.