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Sometimes I worry that I'm too emotional at little things, but that I'm not emotional enough when I really should be. I'm pretty sure that's a result of living in the reppucci household(s), because everything was always stressful and some things were so ridiculous I just turned myself off to caring. Like, my mom would tell me to go to bed and I'd be so upset, but the next day she would yell at me for 3 hours while I lay on the floor looking at my eeyore hat and it's like I was ok, I put myself in a gina bubble.
My friend Yommy and I had a really good conversation about marriage and relationships tonight- just made me think how I hope I can actually know what a normal relationship is when I see it, and that I'm not afraid of something that's actually good.
She is graduating this semester and she's going back to Manhatten tomorrow, so we went shopping at the Pru after my two horrific finals and I spent a ridiculous amount of money. 300 bucks. 200 of which was on a coat- and it's pretty and I don't care that I am ridiculous. Then we went dinner at the Chili Duck (Mmmm thai) and went and chilled at her apartment while she packed. We said goodbye and I wasn't sad- it's not because I won't miss her, it's because I can never seem to grasp when something is changing. I really will miss her a lot- she lives in times square and wants me to come for new years, so we'll see.
My finals were really bad. I did badly. I don't care.
Boyfriend cravings lately.
Alisha's coming to pick me up tomorrow and maybe it will finally start to feel like christmas :)
My friend Yommy and I had a really good conversation about marriage and relationships tonight- just made me think how I hope I can actually know what a normal relationship is when I see it, and that I'm not afraid of something that's actually good.
She is graduating this semester and she's going back to Manhatten tomorrow, so we went shopping at the Pru after my two horrific finals and I spent a ridiculous amount of money. 300 bucks. 200 of which was on a coat- and it's pretty and I don't care that I am ridiculous. Then we went dinner at the Chili Duck (Mmmm thai) and went and chilled at her apartment while she packed. We said goodbye and I wasn't sad- it's not because I won't miss her, it's because I can never seem to grasp when something is changing. I really will miss her a lot- she lives in times square and wants me to come for new years, so we'll see.
My finals were really bad. I did badly. I don't care.
Boyfriend cravings lately.
Alisha's coming to pick me up tomorrow and maybe it will finally start to feel like christmas :)