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I guess I should thank her for her honesty. I've always had an inkling with many different girls about why they each felt that "they just didn't want a relationship" with me. I had always assumed it was because of what I lacked in aesthetics. None of them ever had the balls to come right out and say it. But she did. So kudos for believing me when I said I was ready to hear what you had to say. Folks, you know this is monumental because I haven't updated in god knows how long. My lungs are killing me but all I want to do is sit outside in the cold and suck down a cigarette or two. Maybe this will give me some motivation. Or maybe, this will just stop me from trying altogether. Who knows, right now its a 50/50 shot in either direction. So stay tuned to find out.