Jul 22, 2003 22:26
It seems like I can do nothing right anymore...everyone fucking hates me.
I hurt Nat, I feel like complete shit for doing that, it's not like I did that on purpose...i tried to be her friend and she doesnt even want that. She cheated on me and then she doesnt want to be my friend. Why is it my girlfriends fucking cheat on me? Im fucking sick of it.
Now nat and my girlfriend are all tight and its like she doesnt trust me or something....let's see Nat tells her to be careful and she says she will, like im going to fucking hurt her or something...she can't even trust me there...then Justin is mad at me...i dont even want to fight with him, this sucks.
I feel like shriveling up and dieing, my girlfriend and my ex, best friends while I sit her being pissed off, fuck it, fuck it all.