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-he opens his journal and begins to type, tears running down his face-
Well I did some stupid shit tonight. I hung out with Ashlee telling her i still love her and want to be with her. Unfortunantly I thought she said she didnt love me and then i got really drunk and threw shit in her direction. I almost hit her and I feel really bad about it. I would never hurt her ever. I was just so hurt thinking that she used me for sex you know?
Well anyway I called her and she got mad so i went to her house to talk to her. There she informed me she dumped me because she slept with Nick. Wow that fucking hurts. I would never cheat on her or anyone for anything in the world and this woman that I really loved cheats on me. and now were not going to get back together because she'd rather be with him. I feel like my heart has been torn into a million pieces, stepped on and spit on. Like something wothless. Fuck it, Im going to just stick with guys. Theyre better anyway.... I feel like shit now and I think im going to shoot myself. Not like anyone cares...
Well I did some stupid shit tonight. I hung out with Ashlee telling her i still love her and want to be with her. Unfortunantly I thought she said she didnt love me and then i got really drunk and threw shit in her direction. I almost hit her and I feel really bad about it. I would never hurt her ever. I was just so hurt thinking that she used me for sex you know?
Well anyway I called her and she got mad so i went to her house to talk to her. There she informed me she dumped me because she slept with Nick. Wow that fucking hurts. I would never cheat on her or anyone for anything in the world and this woman that I really loved cheats on me. and now were not going to get back together because she'd rather be with him. I feel like my heart has been torn into a million pieces, stepped on and spit on. Like something wothless. Fuck it, Im going to just stick with guys. Theyre better anyway.... I feel like shit now and I think im going to shoot myself. Not like anyone cares...