slept like a rock
i slept like crap last night. my throat is sore. but i woke up with that callus, numb feeling i was looking for. angry at everything and everyone. so angry, i just don't feel anything. fantastic. then i took a shower. i washed all that anger, all that pain away. i apologized to my wife for being grouchy, i smiled at the people on the train. today i listen to music for the first time this week. my guilty pleasure, random heavy alt rock. don't tell my friends i listen to stuff other than metal ;)