Jul 14, 2004 14:42
I really am hurting this time.
A few weeks ago Steph and Chris moved in with me and things were fine. I didn’t have any worries in the world and everything was calm. All of a sudden my dad decided to kick the three of us out so we went out of town for the 4th. It was all right. Just the usual drama with my mother. We were there for a week and a half.
I love Stephanie more than anything in the world. I treat her like gold. I hold her on high. We got home on Sunday and things were ok. That night we went to a party and Mike was coming over that night to bring a new swing since the other one flew out of my truck. The next day when I kissed Steph I could smell an unusual scent.
Yesterday we broke up. She fucked Mike again. And again. It was his cum I could smell. It made me sick inside. She’s so confused. She says she loves me but loves him and ultimately wants to be with me but nothing will happen until she’s completely over him and that will only happen when he fucks another girl but he won’t do it since he knows that that is what will get her over him. It kills me especially cause on Sunday night before I left I fucked her. Later that night, without a shower, she fucked him.
She slept in my arms all night last night. She’s finally hurting cause I’m hurting. She’s took a piece of me out of my body and heart that will never be replaced. It’s lost and buried forever.