You ruined her, and she's ruining me
Superblonde2786 [11:00 PM]: i guess i still got time to talk, mike is here and i'm not allowed in the other room cause he's an immature asshole
Superblonde2786 [11:00 PM]: things are so bad between her and me
Fun size dragon signed off at 11:00 PM
Fun size dragon signed on at 11:01 PM
Superblonde2786 [11:01 PM]: I don't know what's gonna happen, like things were great, then i found out she fucked him, then i found out why and every time i tell her i love her it hurts more and more
Fun size dragon [11:02 PM]: why did she?
Superblonde2786 [11:02 PM]: she thought it would make him fall in love with her and she still loves him, but apparently she loves me, and she wanted him back
i don't know if she still does or what
Superblonde2786 [11:03 PM]: i really don't know
Fun size dragon [11:03 PM]: man im soo sorry
Superblonde2786 [11:03 PM]: she says that when she was with him she would forget about me and when she's with me she'd forget about him
i didn't expect her to get over him over night but it hurts for her to treat me like this, it's like she's using me sometimes i just feel that way, i know she's not but i hurt so much
Superblonde2786 [11:04 PM]: she says things are fine between us but i'm losing it
whenever i'm with her i just cry and i try to blame it on anything but that
Superblonde2786 [11:05 PM]: I care about her so much michelle, i really do, but for a while i couldn't tell her cause it hurt to much. i mean we were watching finding nemo and i just started to cry for like 2 hours on her couch
she just sat there. no emotion no nothing. and now that she's sick (prob. cause of him) is when she finally regrets cheating on me.
i feel sick right now, she's in the other room giggling with him
Superblonde2786 [11:06 PM]: i look at chris and i see mike and that makes me wanna cry to
Fun size dragon [11:06 PM]: y?
Superblonde2786 [11:06 PM]: i don't know, i'm not allowed in there
Superblonde2786 [11:07 PM]: maybe she's trying to forget i'm in the other room
Superblonde2786 [11:07 PM]: i do so much for her i really do
Fun size dragon [11:07 PM]: i know
Fun size dragon [11:07 PM]: i see it
Superblonde2786 [11:07 PM]: and i care about her
i mean she was in sav-on today and i was in the car with chris and i just started crying
Superblonde2786 [11:07 PM]: then she wants to know what's wrong
Superblonde2786 [11:08 PM]: i'm hurt, still that what's wrong
Superblonde2786 [11:08 PM]: and mike knows it, and i know he loves it
Superblonde2786 [11:08 PM]: btw, i'm posting this convo in my live journal
Fun size dragon [11:08 PM]: y?!
Superblonde2786 [11:08 PM]: just cause
Fun size dragon [11:08 PM]: brittany is a sexxxy bitch!!
Superblonde2786 [11:08 PM]: so she can read it
Fun size dragon [11:08 PM]: post that!
Fun size dragon [11:08 PM]: :)
Superblonde2786 [11:08 PM]: haha
i will do that
Fun size dragon [11:08 PM]: :-[
Superblonde2786 [11:09 PM]: the one night i 'hurt' her was when i questionned if she loved me or not
Superblonde2786 [11:09 PM]: go figure eh
Superblonde2786 [11:10 PM]: apparently all i do is stress her out
Superblonde2786 [11:11 PM]: i can' t be in the same room at him or it will stress her out
Superblonde2786 [11:11 PM]: that's bullshit
Superblonde2786 [11:11 PM]: ya knwo
Superblonde2786 [11:11 PM]: know*
Fun size dragon [11:11 PM]: ya it is
Fun size dragon [11:11 PM]: you should go in anyways
Superblonde2786 [11:11 PM]: then she'll get pissed and mike will interferr and i'll go off on his ass
Superblonde2786 [11:12 PM]: the fact that she's sick and it may be his fault you know, it was if she was defending him in the hospital yesterday sayin it wasn't his fault
Fun size dragon [11:12 PM]: then go off an his ass
Superblonde2786 [11:12 PM]: uh, yeah it was
Fun size dragon [11:12 PM]: she needs to pick , its eitehr u are him
Superblonde2786 [11:13 PM]: no cause that will wake chris, she's tell me to leave, he'll take her to the hospital, and float on his glory
Superblonde2786 [11:13 PM]: if it is that ONE THING, i could possibly have got it to, orally
Fun size dragon [11:13 PM]: eeg
Fun size dragon [11:13 PM]: ass!
Superblonde2786 [11:13 PM]: she hasn't even took that in to consideration, never even thought of it till i mentioned it today
Superblonde2786 [11:14 PM]: i mean fuck, the doctor thinks her and him are together and that he cheated on her
Superblonde2786 [11:14 PM]: that hurts more than anything, cause i'm just the best friend.
Superblonde2786 [11:15 PM]: hey, i'll talk to you later i think i might get sick
Superblonde2786 [11:00 PM]: things are so bad between her and me
Fun size dragon signed off at 11:00 PM
Fun size dragon signed on at 11:01 PM
Superblonde2786 [11:01 PM]: I don't know what's gonna happen, like things were great, then i found out she fucked him, then i found out why and every time i tell her i love her it hurts more and more
Fun size dragon [11:02 PM]: why did she?
Superblonde2786 [11:02 PM]: she thought it would make him fall in love with her and she still loves him, but apparently she loves me, and she wanted him back
i don't know if she still does or what
Superblonde2786 [11:03 PM]: i really don't know
Fun size dragon [11:03 PM]: man im soo sorry
Superblonde2786 [11:03 PM]: she says that when she was with him she would forget about me and when she's with me she'd forget about him
i didn't expect her to get over him over night but it hurts for her to treat me like this, it's like she's using me sometimes i just feel that way, i know she's not but i hurt so much
Superblonde2786 [11:04 PM]: she says things are fine between us but i'm losing it
whenever i'm with her i just cry and i try to blame it on anything but that
Superblonde2786 [11:05 PM]: I care about her so much michelle, i really do, but for a while i couldn't tell her cause it hurt to much. i mean we were watching finding nemo and i just started to cry for like 2 hours on her couch
she just sat there. no emotion no nothing. and now that she's sick (prob. cause of him) is when she finally regrets cheating on me.
i feel sick right now, she's in the other room giggling with him
Superblonde2786 [11:06 PM]: i look at chris and i see mike and that makes me wanna cry to
Fun size dragon [11:06 PM]: y?
Superblonde2786 [11:06 PM]: i don't know, i'm not allowed in there
Superblonde2786 [11:07 PM]: maybe she's trying to forget i'm in the other room
Superblonde2786 [11:07 PM]: i do so much for her i really do
Fun size dragon [11:07 PM]: i know
Fun size dragon [11:07 PM]: i see it
Superblonde2786 [11:07 PM]: and i care about her
i mean she was in sav-on today and i was in the car with chris and i just started crying
Superblonde2786 [11:07 PM]: then she wants to know what's wrong
Superblonde2786 [11:08 PM]: i'm hurt, still that what's wrong
Superblonde2786 [11:08 PM]: and mike knows it, and i know he loves it
Superblonde2786 [11:08 PM]: btw, i'm posting this convo in my live journal
Fun size dragon [11:08 PM]: y?!
Superblonde2786 [11:08 PM]: just cause
Fun size dragon [11:08 PM]: brittany is a sexxxy bitch!!
Superblonde2786 [11:08 PM]: so she can read it
Fun size dragon [11:08 PM]: post that!
Fun size dragon [11:08 PM]: :)
Superblonde2786 [11:08 PM]: haha
i will do that
Fun size dragon [11:08 PM]: :-[
Superblonde2786 [11:09 PM]: the one night i 'hurt' her was when i questionned if she loved me or not
Superblonde2786 [11:09 PM]: go figure eh
Superblonde2786 [11:10 PM]: apparently all i do is stress her out
Superblonde2786 [11:11 PM]: i can' t be in the same room at him or it will stress her out
Superblonde2786 [11:11 PM]: that's bullshit
Superblonde2786 [11:11 PM]: ya knwo
Superblonde2786 [11:11 PM]: know*
Fun size dragon [11:11 PM]: ya it is
Fun size dragon [11:11 PM]: you should go in anyways
Superblonde2786 [11:11 PM]: then she'll get pissed and mike will interferr and i'll go off on his ass
Superblonde2786 [11:12 PM]: the fact that she's sick and it may be his fault you know, it was if she was defending him in the hospital yesterday sayin it wasn't his fault
Fun size dragon [11:12 PM]: then go off an his ass
Superblonde2786 [11:12 PM]: uh, yeah it was
Fun size dragon [11:12 PM]: she needs to pick , its eitehr u are him
Superblonde2786 [11:13 PM]: no cause that will wake chris, she's tell me to leave, he'll take her to the hospital, and float on his glory
Superblonde2786 [11:13 PM]: if it is that ONE THING, i could possibly have got it to, orally
Fun size dragon [11:13 PM]: eeg
Fun size dragon [11:13 PM]: ass!
Superblonde2786 [11:13 PM]: she hasn't even took that in to consideration, never even thought of it till i mentioned it today
Superblonde2786 [11:14 PM]: i mean fuck, the doctor thinks her and him are together and that he cheated on her
Superblonde2786 [11:14 PM]: that hurts more than anything, cause i'm just the best friend.
Superblonde2786 [11:15 PM]: hey, i'll talk to you later i think i might get sick