life changes

[life_the_jurny]

so its time again

time has come around again where i'm looking for a new job.

saturday was my last day at utec
and it felt surreal
not good or bad, just odd

what's coming?

this weekend is leaders school training
maybe this is all happening at the same time on purpose
maybe it's the whole rejuvinatingness-of-silver-bay thing scream out for me to stop, prioritize and kick ass into gear again. pay attention. do good amazing karma-friendly loving things. be happy. productive. move forward. JUMP out of the rut.

make friends

do things

do good happy fun things.

are you reading?

of course not, you don't read this thing and that's good... you would feel weird about me writing to you in public.

well listen, i'm really glad we still talk a lot. i'm glad we're still cool and that you care when things are big for me and when they're not and i'm sorry i freaked you out on the whone the other day. i could feel you about to freak before i even asked about your stuff but i couldnt stop the words from coming out. it's not like when you're in front of me and i can walk away and then come back later and we're cool b/c we both know neither of us meant to put each other in a weird spot. it's different over the phone.

i'm sorry i made you feel weird

i just wanted to know about these things in your life that are awesome.

you know?

anyway

thanks for not knowing i wrote this

i'l tell you over the phone next time.