(no subject)
mood: drained
Life is a never ending cycle
of pain and hurt.
Life is a meaning less thing,
Why does it exisit?
Why Why Why,
does life give me
so much misery
and little happiness?
What have i dobe
to deserve such confusion?
Am I that awful of a person
to have little happiness?
I put on a smiling face
to please people and hide my feelings.
They really dont care,
so why do they try?
Death seems so good
but then again it dont.
What would happen to the
people that i truely love me?
I feel like running away,
but then i would be a wimp,
who never faces her problems.
Problems surround me
I feel like I'm spinning out of control.
All i do is cry and cry
But why, I do not know!
My mind is empty but some how full,
I have no emotions but the again i do.
Why is life so confusing?
Someone help me!
I guess you can say this is
a cry for help
But why should you care?
I'm nothing to you!
Crying and dying inside cuz
life as i know it,
MAY END!
I worte that is like two mins. I did nothing but cry today. Even at school. I didnt care who saw me. All i care about was letting my feelings go. My grandma is fine but i had no one to help me through it. I felt alone today! OH well i had no feeling today anyway!
Life is a never ending cycle
of pain and hurt.
Life is a meaning less thing,
Why does it exisit?
Why Why Why,
does life give me
so much misery
and little happiness?
What have i dobe
to deserve such confusion?
Am I that awful of a person
to have little happiness?
I put on a smiling face
to please people and hide my feelings.
They really dont care,
so why do they try?
Death seems so good
but then again it dont.
What would happen to the
people that i truely love me?
I feel like running away,
but then i would be a wimp,
who never faces her problems.
Problems surround me
I feel like I'm spinning out of control.
All i do is cry and cry
But why, I do not know!
My mind is empty but some how full,
I have no emotions but the again i do.
Why is life so confusing?
Someone help me!
I guess you can say this is
a cry for help
But why should you care?
I'm nothing to you!
Crying and dying inside cuz
life as i know it,
MAY END!
I worte that is like two mins. I did nothing but cry today. Even at school. I didnt care who saw me. All i care about was letting my feelings go. My grandma is fine but i had no one to help me through it. I felt alone today! OH well i had no feeling today anyway!