away from the norm
i feel great these days. just goin by one day at a time and not thinking of anything. i'm just kinda bored of how repetitive each day is.
i'm also curious to find out what its like to have a girl. i mean, its not like i ever had a legitimate girlfriend or anything.. i'm at such a point where having a girlfriend will be really out of the norm. maybe even enough to really change/mess things up in my life. i don't know.
i don't really know what i want to do either... life is such a business, you're either in it being an asshole businessman (which is how you get places in life) or you decide not to partake in the business and turn out being a person but one not having anything.
i'm calm about this though, and every part of me thats skeptical really isn't. good.
i'm also curious to find out what its like to have a girl. i mean, its not like i ever had a legitimate girlfriend or anything.. i'm at such a point where having a girlfriend will be really out of the norm. maybe even enough to really change/mess things up in my life. i don't know.
i don't really know what i want to do either... life is such a business, you're either in it being an asshole businessman (which is how you get places in life) or you decide not to partake in the business and turn out being a person but one not having anything.
i'm calm about this though, and every part of me thats skeptical really isn't. good.