the wick is burning returning what we have

[life_suks_balls]

eh these summer days are so frustrating.

i mean, i'm loving them because i'm relaxing and theres not a lot of stressful things on my mind. i just have a whole lot of loose ends which need to be tied because i just feel like i'm not accomplishing anything.

for example, i havne't been to nyc yet. i just wanna chill there in greenwich and go to the blue note or something and just have a really good day.

then, i promised myself i'd be jamming a lot and so far i've only jammed twice this summer. i really wanna change that.

i just set myself up for so many plans in one day, and always the same ones get turned down for various reasons (ie. goin to manhattan or jammin) and i always end up either hanging out with a new random girl (which does not happen that much anyway) or i just chill with like, james, boris, judy or something. and we do nothing. and i don't have that fun that ppl should be having in the summer.

maybe i'll try to do something about it.

hmmm having a MATH TUTOR KILL YOUR DAY TOMORROW DOESN'T HELP.

phalumpinkshoop.