Nasty Me
Frankly, i cant really be bothered hw others think of me anymore. they dont think well of me anyway. have never. from my previous entry, there are ple who do not noe me well enuff, come and leave long long comments trying to explain hw good that person is, and it must be me who has misunderstood him, must be me too agitated etc etc. ask me to cool down, reflect etc etc. its really quite ridiculous. while i appreciate their effort of even be bothered to type so much, it kinda pissed me off as these ple think they noe wats going on. yes, a 3rd person who sees wats going on can judge better. but the thing is, do u all see what has happened? does a person whom u all noe or heard of that is nice, cannot change or treat other ple differently?
ple think im angry now, so anyhow write nasty things abt ple. No. over the yrs, i have mellowed down a lot. Now, whenever i wanna blog about someone and scold someone, i will cool myself down 1st and think if i shd do that. Ple who read my blog since yrs back will realise this change for sure. those who dunno me well, jus assume things.
i admit i m not a nice guy. i m nasty. especially these days, nastier than before. so if u cant stand me, simply ignore me. i m not here to please anyone. i cant even please myself. i just want to be who i m. write down hw i feel and wat i want. of cos, after thinkin of consequences. at least this is something i m proud of as its something i have improved over the yrs.
I try to be who i am, i dont want to care wat others think. i hope i can do dat. but i just cant stand it when ple misunderstood me. i could have just ignored and dont do anything. but thats not my style. i dun like to be wronged. i do have my reasons for doing certain things.
im tired. there are already many things in my mind. Just treat me as the nasty one.
ple think im angry now, so anyhow write nasty things abt ple. No. over the yrs, i have mellowed down a lot. Now, whenever i wanna blog about someone and scold someone, i will cool myself down 1st and think if i shd do that. Ple who read my blog since yrs back will realise this change for sure. those who dunno me well, jus assume things.
i admit i m not a nice guy. i m nasty. especially these days, nastier than before. so if u cant stand me, simply ignore me. i m not here to please anyone. i cant even please myself. i just want to be who i m. write down hw i feel and wat i want. of cos, after thinkin of consequences. at least this is something i m proud of as its something i have improved over the yrs.
I try to be who i am, i dont want to care wat others think. i hope i can do dat. but i just cant stand it when ple misunderstood me. i could have just ignored and dont do anything. but thats not my style. i dun like to be wronged. i do have my reasons for doing certain things.
im tired. there are already many things in my mind. Just treat me as the nasty one.