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I hate mom.
Mike shows up at my door with his friend Justin.. I don't know who he is but yeah. I haven't seen Mike in over 2 weeks. I spend most of the nights crying because I miss hom so much. They ask me if I want to go with them.. so. I asked mom... she said I could go and blah blah blah taker yer phone blah blah blah. Once we get out there.. seems to be he has a car. We get driving.. not more then 2 minutes.. Mom calls.
"ARE YOU IN A CAR!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! GET BACK HOME RIGHT NOW! YOU KNOW I DON'T WANT YOU IN CARS!!!!!!!!!! Now hunnie you can bring them in the house to watch a movie if you want"
but.. I don't know. It's suddenly a new rule as she sees it should be brought into play and when you have a car. WHO THE FUCK WANTS TO WATCH A FUCKING MOVIE!. So in the end of that argument. I have to come home. I didn't want to.. but I figured if I didn't listen Mike woulda made me anyways he's just that type of guy. I get home.. a lot of puking and crying and lectured which ended up with me going to leave again because I couldn't take it in the house. She told me to get in my room so I went to leave and then she told me that I couldn't because she figured that I was going to go search for them. She said that if I went for a walk that she would have to come with me. I miss him.
Catrina sent me some sandwich song. It's very enjoyable it's the only thing enjoyable right now. It's making me laugh.. but I'm still crying; my head hurts so much. my face is tear-stained and when I move my facial expression it's hard to move. I don't know anymore. I just want to see him again.
Mike shows up at my door with his friend Justin.. I don't know who he is but yeah. I haven't seen Mike in over 2 weeks. I spend most of the nights crying because I miss hom so much. They ask me if I want to go with them.. so. I asked mom... she said I could go and blah blah blah taker yer phone blah blah blah. Once we get out there.. seems to be he has a car. We get driving.. not more then 2 minutes.. Mom calls.
"ARE YOU IN A CAR!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! GET BACK HOME RIGHT NOW! YOU KNOW I DON'T WANT YOU IN CARS!!!!!!!!!! Now hunnie you can bring them in the house to watch a movie if you want"
but.. I don't know. It's suddenly a new rule as she sees it should be brought into play and when you have a car. WHO THE FUCK WANTS TO WATCH A FUCKING MOVIE!. So in the end of that argument. I have to come home. I didn't want to.. but I figured if I didn't listen Mike woulda made me anyways he's just that type of guy. I get home.. a lot of puking and crying and lectured which ended up with me going to leave again because I couldn't take it in the house. She told me to get in my room so I went to leave and then she told me that I couldn't because she figured that I was going to go search for them. She said that if I went for a walk that she would have to come with me. I miss him.
Catrina sent me some sandwich song. It's very enjoyable it's the only thing enjoyable right now. It's making me laugh.. but I'm still crying; my head hurts so much. my face is tear-stained and when I move my facial expression it's hard to move. I don't know anymore. I just want to see him again.