May 10, 2005 06:17
He did it again.. Even after not talking to him for 2 days last time, even after trying to explain why he can't do that. Alex thinks I have a valid reason, so does Cherice, they understand, my best friends understand me more than my supposed fiance... That worries me, that upsets me. Everyone I talk to says I should leave him, but I love him, and at times, I'm really happy. I just don't know what to do, where to turn. He's the first person my parents knew I was sleeping with... He meant enough for me to tell them... God, I'm so fucking confused...