the old and the new

[life_of_jush]

I just went through and deleted old entries or deleted parts of old entries. It amazes me how much things in my life have changed. I felt like I was reading someone elses sad journal entries. I don't even have the same thought patterns anymore. It's like I have been rewired and all of the negative thoughts have be cut out. I feel like I have aged five years in the last two. Maybe its just me that feels this way? Even still, I can't beleive the things I used to care about or the things I didn't care about. It's a good thing I didn't keep up with my journal often, I would've been deleting entries for a much longer time.:)

Kara asked me to be a leader for Avalanche. That is such a blessing. It sounds, Im sure, like a small thing but that is a step closer to the leader that I've always wanted to become but was to afraid to go after. I'm feeling more and more content with just following my heart than ever before.

I'm getting antsy. I love Vancouver and I am head-over-heels in love with the people here but I feel that something is missing. I feel as if I could be doing something better, like I should be in Indonesia or something helping out with the thousands that are still homeless. I truly believe that we were all born for some sort of adventure. Maybe I should rearrange my room (...Daniel) or just keep my mind on Avalanche. That is a trip I really need. I can get away from my everyday routine and just focus on the really important things.

Jodphur, India is calling me