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I can't keep a journal. Obviously. I'm sure many of you have given up on me, maybe even erased me from your livejournal friends list but hey, give me some credit. What does it look like I'm doing right now?
Something about reading peoples deapest thoughts is so much more intersting than me rambling on about my boring life.
Speaking of boring. I've come to realize that I hate routine. I get up go to school and learn things that probably will never benifit me in my life and the career that I haven't decided on yet, come home do homework, go to work and go to bed. I want excitement and adventure. Just typing those two words makes me depressed.
What is it about being sick?
You feel like you'll never be well again
You want to lay around and watch meaningless movies all day long
You want someone to take care of you and if there is no one you feel unloved
You want to be held and cuddled with (even though people want to stay at least 5 feet from you) and if your not you feel unwanted.
Then again maybe that is just how I feel when I'm sick.
Just when I thought I was getting better the dreaded cough springs up. I can only hope that it won't be the kind that everybody cringes at becuase it sounds like your lungs are gonna fly out of your throat. Lovely picture huh?
I guess this was just a "bitch post" but hey, that's pretty much what these site is for anyways right?
Love you guys,
Kandy
Something about reading peoples deapest thoughts is so much more intersting than me rambling on about my boring life.
Speaking of boring. I've come to realize that I hate routine. I get up go to school and learn things that probably will never benifit me in my life and the career that I haven't decided on yet, come home do homework, go to work and go to bed. I want excitement and adventure. Just typing those two words makes me depressed.
What is it about being sick?
You feel like you'll never be well again
You want to lay around and watch meaningless movies all day long
You want someone to take care of you and if there is no one you feel unloved
You want to be held and cuddled with (even though people want to stay at least 5 feet from you) and if your not you feel unwanted.
Then again maybe that is just how I feel when I'm sick.
Just when I thought I was getting better the dreaded cough springs up. I can only hope that it won't be the kind that everybody cringes at becuase it sounds like your lungs are gonna fly out of your throat. Lovely picture huh?
I guess this was just a "bitch post" but hey, that's pretty much what these site is for anyways right?
Love you guys,
Kandy