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for those of you who have not really been a part of my life lately...here is the deal.
i work at tigertail lake fixing boats and docks and cleaning and stuff. its pretty much my dream job except for becoming a flight attendant. anyway i love it.
my best friend linda is in iowa having fun with all our old friends. im trying to get closer with my family especially my mom but it seems things have been worse between us lately.
i go to boca alot more now. i love spending time with a friend i have not seen in a while. i feel he is the only one who understands me. and probably always will.
im weird about guys now. for i while i was like looking and interested but lately i have given up all hope and become more closed off to the whole dating aspect. i dispise all forms of physical touch. including hugs except when they are for someone i really care about. i cant stand flirting it pisses me off. and there are other ways to have fun and show affection.
the people i hang out with now are very loving and i cant believe they have put up with me for this long. the more i hang out with them though the more i find flaws in all of them. and it sucks because i love them so so much.
i have been doing alot of fun stuff. zelda, ren fest, scuba, sailing, andrew, ddr and best of all im going to iowa soon.
i work at tigertail lake fixing boats and docks and cleaning and stuff. its pretty much my dream job except for becoming a flight attendant. anyway i love it.
my best friend linda is in iowa having fun with all our old friends. im trying to get closer with my family especially my mom but it seems things have been worse between us lately.
i go to boca alot more now. i love spending time with a friend i have not seen in a while. i feel he is the only one who understands me. and probably always will.
im weird about guys now. for i while i was like looking and interested but lately i have given up all hope and become more closed off to the whole dating aspect. i dispise all forms of physical touch. including hugs except when they are for someone i really care about. i cant stand flirting it pisses me off. and there are other ways to have fun and show affection.
the people i hang out with now are very loving and i cant believe they have put up with me for this long. the more i hang out with them though the more i find flaws in all of them. and it sucks because i love them so so much.
i have been doing alot of fun stuff. zelda, ren fest, scuba, sailing, andrew, ddr and best of all im going to iowa soon.