h'ween, etc.
WAAAANT. Want so many things, yes I do. I really want to sell my ipod so I can buy a nano but the period of time between selling my old one and getting a new one would be unbearable. I wish I had more things to sell in general. Or that I made more money. Or that I didn't spend $248932748 on soda and vegan organic health food and stuff. (And yes I do note the contradiction between "soda" and "health food")
So, I actually went out Friday night. Astonishing, but even I cannot pass up on an opportunity to get all dressed up and/or gothed out. It wasn't even that terrifying either. Well, charismatic's wasn't...but Josh's was. I've never seen that many people shoved into a house before, and I didn't even see the worst of it apparently. And I got to see cloverdew which was cool. I think I'm getting sick now though...too much time outside and coatless.
Ughh I keep eating because I don't want to do my work and now I feel like I'm going to die. Also, I haven't gone to gymnastics in a week now. At least living off campus forces me to walk at least a mile and a half or so (and sometimes more) almost every day. And then of course the added joy of lugging back pounds of groceries.
I was doing sort of okay with reading Bleak House before, as painful as it may be, but now I've fallen out of the rhythm and hfgkjdhgdg. 100 pages left for tomorrow, though not reading them won't provide me with any less insight than when I do. This looming paper frightens me terribly. Makes me still wish even more that I had an older SUPERsibling which would allow me to justify dropping out of school, working retail-hell by day (or maybe a nice little bakery) and sewing by night. I am getting Nothing out of this. But alas, I am an only child and thus I bear the full burdeon of MAKING MY PARENTS PROUD, as painful and as soul-sucking as it may be.
On a more positive note, I finished The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay tonight and it is by far the best book I have read in years. Now you, go read it!