Feeling Alive

[life_islikethat]

Title: Feeling Alive
Characters/Pairing: Sungmin, Kyuhyun, KyuMin
Word Count: 7,743
Genre: au, drama, romance
Rating: R
WARNING: attempted suicide, talk of suicide, talk of abuse, slight talk of rape

Comments

[princessyuyu1]

You will laugh at me! ;~;
It used to be a bridge for cars, but they shut it down when a new, more efficient bridge was built further down the road. Now the path to it was overgrown and hardly anyone knew it still stood sturdy. This is the exact reason Kyuhyun had picked this bridge; he didn't think anyone would find him.
--- Hahaha! I thought Sungmin was a spirit who committed suicide on the same bridge. What the hell am I thinking! :p

Anyway, I like this so much. I'm writing a fic with suicide issue too but yeah I procrastinate a lot. ;~; I love this kind of fic, not really inspirational but something that will make you remember how bless we are that we are still alive. And as long as we are alive, there's hope. I was hospitalized 2 years ago for trying to kill myself and now I know its the most stupid thing I did and I'm ashamed of myself. ;~; This my sound stupid but seriously I became a better person when I started liking Suju, I became happier. ^^

Errrr.... Soory for the comment. I didn't really comment about the fic itself. ;~; It's great I swear! ^^

[life_islikethat]

haha I guess you could have thought that in the beginning haha

aww :) I don't think I'm that good at inspirational, but I like writing stuff that makes people think about something a different way, help people understand my thinking. & I don't think you should be ashamed about it.. like I said in the story, you are alive, so obviously you were meant to live for something (SuJu? talking to me? hehe) It happened, you can't change that, but it is a part of you, and you should never be ashamed of something that is a part of you. I went through a time where I had like no self confidence and was depressed, and it was caused by the people I thought were my friends. at first I was ashamed and sort of disgusted with myself that I had let people bring me down that low for so long. But I'm better now & there is a reason for it. I'm not sure what it is yet, but there is a reason. And there is a reason that period happened, because it brought me to where I am now. Just like your situation (not the exact same story, but you, know). There is a reason you are still here, and there is a reason that happened. It sounds cliche, but it made you who you are today. <3

wow wow, that was long, sorry... :)