send the word

[life_isfree]

i dont think i will ever be as happy as i was then.
i miss you so much. and i hope that someday,
you mature and we can finally be friends.
because im not just going to forget about
what we had. im sorry but i never will.
theres nothing i can do, but sit and wait.
and its the hardest thing to understand.
its so frustrating. and i fucking hate it.
and i wish i had the balls to just confront
you but i dont. i need you too, but ull
never know any of this. grrrrr.