Dec 07, 2006 00:11
so i'm thankful for my boyfriend. i think that's what he is.
i'm am soo fucking happy that me and amp are doing so well. like this is my first true relationship and i am soo soo happy that's it's him.
i never thought that having my feelings returned would feel this good.
i've never had any care soo much about me, not male any way. he accepts all of me and i adore that. we look so good together too.
i've never taken a picture with a guy before...outside of my prom dates.
he makes me feel like somebody. we have our problems but hey who doesn't?? love is exhausting and all i want to do is fall asleep to the sound of his voice.
i'm so damn emotional now. becuase he broke down those barriers that i had around my heart. he won't allow me to shut down or shut off. it's alittle nerve racking becuase that's the only way i know to deal with stuff. but anywayz..i'm supposed to be studying. bah.
:-)
i'm dangerously in love.