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I'm kind of sad. Maybe just melancholy. It happens sometimes.
Since I've been in the house I've lost almost 10 lbs. I got here Saturday. I think acclimating to a new location, not having a ton of food around, and for the past few days considering what I eat have led to this. So, I guess now I'm trying to work on it. I don't know what's healthy and what's not. I had a cup of ramen for lunch(so lazy I had the kind that's in a cup...I know) and yogurt and a bagel for dinner. I'm still hungry. I'll probably figure that out later. I need to use the gym membership for the 4 or so weeks that it has left.
Marley and I are making lunch tomorrow. I'm thinking Spaghetti or something really easy like that. It's to celebrate making it through the first week of summer school and we're probably going to do it every week.
I only have 55 pages of reading tonight. I've read 30, so 25 more to go. I'm not very motivated. I'm skimming and not really taking anything in. I did the same last night and I did fine in class today. I've only taken half a page of notes(typed) for the 30 pages I've read. It's kind of sad that I don't care already. But man, Core sucks.
I miss my boy a lot and feel really pathetic about it. But I guess it's not so pathetic because I can't even talk to him, he's in a foreign country. A little more than a week and he's home.
I feel kind of like a silent wreck waiting to happen. We'll see I suppose. Maybe I'm just imploding a little today and that's it.
Love you guys <3.
Since I've been in the house I've lost almost 10 lbs. I got here Saturday. I think acclimating to a new location, not having a ton of food around, and for the past few days considering what I eat have led to this. So, I guess now I'm trying to work on it. I don't know what's healthy and what's not. I had a cup of ramen for lunch(so lazy I had the kind that's in a cup...I know) and yogurt and a bagel for dinner. I'm still hungry. I'll probably figure that out later. I need to use the gym membership for the 4 or so weeks that it has left.
Marley and I are making lunch tomorrow. I'm thinking Spaghetti or something really easy like that. It's to celebrate making it through the first week of summer school and we're probably going to do it every week.
I only have 55 pages of reading tonight. I've read 30, so 25 more to go. I'm not very motivated. I'm skimming and not really taking anything in. I did the same last night and I did fine in class today. I've only taken half a page of notes(typed) for the 30 pages I've read. It's kind of sad that I don't care already. But man, Core sucks.
I miss my boy a lot and feel really pathetic about it. But I guess it's not so pathetic because I can't even talk to him, he's in a foreign country. A little more than a week and he's home.
I feel kind of like a silent wreck waiting to happen. We'll see I suppose. Maybe I'm just imploding a little today and that's it.
Love you guys <3.