uhhh...
Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole
Tower over me
Tower over me
And I'll take the truth at any cost
Hm why am i posting a livejournal at 9 am?
Why am I awake actually? Considering I sleep till like 3 everyday of my life.
Well for one my body was like WAKE UP at 8 fucking 30. I'm not really sure why. I think I'm dehydrated from drinking sparks every night of my life because I just drank like a bottle of water and a gatorade. But my body's still like oh no you're not going back to sleep. I mean I do have to work at 7 and i would love to get more then 3.5 hrs of sleep, but I guess thats asking waaaaay to much.
I've come to the conclusion that nearly everyone is fucked up over someone. Been dicked over or had their heart broken and it affects every relationship after that. That is stupid but it's still the way it is. You still think about whether the next person will do that to you, what you can do different, if you should even go there. For once I'm just over all of the negativity and I just want to live. I don't care what happens I just want to watch it happen. I mean for a pessimist I'm pretty optimistic.
My life is amazing right now.
I have the most amazing friends. Old and new.
This boy is cute and fun.
Summer owns and I don't ever want to start real life again.
I have a job that I can drink at, work 3 nights a week, and sleep all I want.
I'm making these days memorable. I'm chosing not to sweat the bullshit.
Well that was fun. I think I'm going to try to be normal and go back to sleep. I don't see it happening but who knows. Maybe I'll update this piece of shit before another 69564 weeks. Probably not.