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i've narrowed my crankyness down to three things. so the combination of the three is what made me so cranky yesterday..there's still some resedue left over this morning. i'm not still cranky but i can tell it's still there. kind of like the feeling after a big headache. i know i can switch it on pretty quickly. so let's avoid that cuz i'd like to have an even better day today. this morning i have anxiety though. my chest feels like i've been crying all night.
being bitchy yesterday kind of made my day even better just cuz i was happier to finally get to work so then i wasn't dreading the damn nine hours.
i wish more people close to me would think like me. i suck at putting my thoughts/reasonings into words. and i have so much to say. i could help out so much but know one can understand where i'm coming from. i could just be blunt. that would get all my points across but then again blunt can become very harsh and while some kids could use it i think it could hurt my relationships with others.
clayton leaves saturday, i wish so much that he could stay. i have to have little trinkets from my past lately. just to remind myself of good times w/ different people in diffferent ways at different times. clayton comes from the perfect time way back in 5th grade. i still wear my rings for good times in 10/11 grade. but anyways...
that's all folks
being bitchy yesterday kind of made my day even better just cuz i was happier to finally get to work so then i wasn't dreading the damn nine hours.
i wish more people close to me would think like me. i suck at putting my thoughts/reasonings into words. and i have so much to say. i could help out so much but know one can understand where i'm coming from. i could just be blunt. that would get all my points across but then again blunt can become very harsh and while some kids could use it i think it could hurt my relationships with others.
clayton leaves saturday, i wish so much that he could stay. i have to have little trinkets from my past lately. just to remind myself of good times w/ different people in diffferent ways at different times. clayton comes from the perfect time way back in 5th grade. i still wear my rings for good times in 10/11 grade. but anyways...
that's all folks