Wow...
I can't believe it's the end of the year. It just doesn't make any sense. And I can't believe this is the end of my two years here in Canada. Too weird. These have probably been two of the hardest, weirdest, most interesting years of my life. I did so much maturing here...wow. Well, not REAL maturing, 'cause I will always be a Peter Pan at heart, but maturing as in 'wow I just realized that the world is so much bigger and scarier than I ever thought it could be'. These two years have definitely exposed me to work...lots of it...and how to deal with it- no excuses. And I have, without a doubt, grown as a Harry Potter fan, in the sense that I had a lot more time to sort of look for deeper meanings and understand the characters better as individuals. It's like Harry, Ron, and Hermione have been closer to me these past two years than ever. Omg, I am making NO sense. None at all. I dunno, I'm feeling all reflective now. And wistful. I had a lot more time for myself here, too. Just time to, you know, discover new things about myself, which was overwhelming since I didn't even know that there were so many layers to everything. K, not making much sense here either. This entry is such a waste of space.
The bottom line I guess, is that I've had room to breathe and time to explore and eyes open wider to see things that I wouldn't have noticed if I were still in Israel.
I have no clue as to what I'm saying. Shutting up now. Ugh, once I get started...you should all know that even though I'm finishing this entry this is still going to be going on in my head for the next few days- this sort of looking back-ish feeling. It doesn't just stop, it's this whole process, you know...
I HATE closure.
P.S. Aya, I felt a lot better after our conversation too. Thanks.
HAPPY THOUGHT OF THE MOMENT: 47 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!