Mar 23, 2004 22:04
I was in a really good mood earlier today.... But then i went to Ben's house and spent some time with him around 7:45 this evening... I'm not sure what it is but lately he seems really distant... i'm trying to put my finger on it but i can't, i'm afraid that something is wrong, i mean i know i haven't been thinking about breaking up, but i'm not sure about him... i hate asking him because i'm afraid it will make him mad.
I just need to be reasured that he still loves me, i wish i could talk to him about it...This sounds so silly but i just don't know if everything is the same, He is going to call after he is done with his homework, i'm just afraid to talk to him about it....
I really love him....i'm afraid of getting my heart broken again...
I hate thinking about this.
ah i gotta jet
love peace...ah whatever