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something good happened...but i'm scared. i really don't know whati do this to myself, why i always push away from things....i need to relax but i can't. all these things start flooding through my head, like all the things that could go wrong, and ...ugh just everything. what should i do? i'm not sure...i think i need time to think this is all happening kinda fast but i'm making such a bigger deal out of it than it is. k that's all i need to sleep or play piano or just do somdthing to get my mind off of this. alright bye
-rayna
-rayna