What If I never lost you. I wouldn't have to find you all over.
Postponed updating because I didn't know what to say. Paul's gone. Haven't heard from him in a week. That about explains it.
Stayed home with my older brother this weekend. Some friends came over, and had alot of fun. Never rocked out so hard to Eminem in my life.
I've been having to make alot of really hard and tough decisions, and I'm really not a big fan of the whole process. If only I had the one person I need to help keep me strong through it. What a time to decide to not to be there.
Not looking foward to the next couple of weeks. Really looking for support through it all. <3