WHAT?!?!
get to feeling better? ugh, what am i?...sick or something? nope, but thanks anyways. well Chris, have a great time at Josh's house. i'm sure you will, he's a good guy. so anyways, i tried the whole no emotions thing today...the outcome?...well i did pretty good except for when i was with Jessica, Nicole, or when i was in English. Nicole for some reason decided to talk about a lot of the stuff we did in the past. such as the smiley face, the bathing suit top, the nail glue and eye incident, and a few others. of course that got me laughing. Jessica of course just makes me happy all of the time because we're always laughing at something and we trust each other a whole lot. English itself it just really funny, even when we have a clause test. plus Greg was acting weird, and weird in his way is funny. oh, i get my cast off on Monday around 4:10 i believe it is. i barely see Lindsey anymore, but when i do it's great. i couldn't ask for a better friend. i wish i was one of those people who could just throw away the whole confidentiality rule and throw some crap in some people's faces. however, i'm not going to break that rule so you're safe for now. by the way, i've decided to take certain things more seriously. such as reading, writing, art, and other subjects of my interest. Josh M. is flying up here for the weekend. he was supposed to arrive this afternoon. he's staying with Jessica, i think that whole thing is very cute. Nicole thinks its weird, but whatever...that's why she doesn't know that he's gonna be here all weekend. it seems that lately a lot of us are going through some hard times, and i just want to let everyone know that i'm praying for you all. some of you i've been praying for since last year. my prayer may change according to what's going on in your life, but part of it remains the same. even now when i do feel kind of horrible due to many things, i know life wouldn't be possible without God. He has been so good to me throughout my life, and i've never really accepted that. but lately it's been so easy to see all that God has done for me. He has answered so many of my recent prayers, and yet it still amazes me everytime He answers the next one. without my faith i know where i would be because of my past and the things that i used to be involved in. that scares me, and so everyday i thank the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit for saving my soul and living in my heart.
oh and one last thing...i can't wait until Aquire The Fire comes again so i can gain that deeper relationship with the Lord through everything they speak about there, and the dramas, and the MUSIC!!!!!!! i'm planning on going with FUMC again. hope to see you there again Josh, laters.
oh and one last thing...i can't wait until Aquire The Fire comes again so i can gain that deeper relationship with the Lord through everything they speak about there, and the dramas, and the MUSIC!!!!!!! i'm planning on going with FUMC again. hope to see you there again Josh, laters.