a melancholy town where we never smile

[life_goeson]

It's kind of funny the way that history has a way of shaping the future. Nah, not entirely does history have a way of repeating itself. Well, kinda, but more like history recreates itself later in different circumstances, with the players in the game being shifted

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[life_goeson]

oh, it's not as if I'm telling her and actively talking to her about dumping him, I just think life would be better for me if she did break up with him.

Selfish? Yes, but sometimes people need to be selfish.

Love her? Ha. No. She'll just always hold a piece of my heart, as she was my first kiss. Just like Abi will always hold another piece, as she was the first, and only, person I've ever been in love with, and the person I lost the big V to.

And I do keep my options open, but I miss the softness of a female hand touching my heart. I still feel like a part of me is missing, since Abi and I parted ways.

And I guess I am being kind of hasty, rushing into any relationship that presents itself.

I was staring into the water coming out of the shower head today, and it came to me. I've become so unstable that I "fall in love" with any girl who gives me the time of day. It's the problem with lacking any true emotions aside from pain and hate. I hate that I am hurt by everything, and I try to fill that void with false love.

I'm just waiting for love to find me, though I actively pursue it myself.

I just hope things work in my favor, as they always should.

[pulpless]

I know what you're talking about - though, y'know, through a female perspective with men and all.

You're a romantic, Kamden - I never knew! You'll find somebody, I'm absolutely sure of it, so don't go throwing yourself into bad situations (i.e. trying to get a girl to break up with her current boyfriend for you which could eventually backfire).

Everything'll work out in the end so don't get all egomaniacle about it. SHEESH! *hug*

YOU'D BETTER COME TO MY GRADUATION PARTY BUSTER.