Intricate Affairs Part Three
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Title: Intricate Affairs (3/3)
Pairing(s): Aoi/Kai/Uruha and mentions of Reita/Ruki
Author: Life_giver
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I don’t own them, I just write them and play with them.
Warnings: The same warnings as the last story, some bad language, pornish situations, and a threesome.
Summary: This whole affair was so intricate in it’s design that Kai wasn’t sure he would ever really understand it or learn all there was to know about it. But at least he was a part of it with the two people he cared for more than anything in the world.
Sequel to: Oasis
Kai sighed and turned away from the serene portrait in the bed and left the bedroom in favor of the kitchen. His stomach growled at him as he made sure that Uruha’s door was closed so that he wouldn’t wake them up and then padded into the white tiled kitchen with the wooden counter tops he had always loved.
Uruha’s house was for the most part, clean and orderly if you didn’t count the clothes draped over the back of the couch and the many guitars, probably Uruha’s and Aoi’s, set up in every available space of room. Kai scoffed at their guitar obsession as he reached into one of the top cabinets and took down a porcelain bowl and then searched into the dishwasher for a spoon, making himself at home as Uruha had instructed him to do. In another cabinet he found about five different cereal boxes and dragged one down randomly. He fixed himself a bowl of cornflakes with slices of strawberries and sat down on one of the stools at the island in the center of the kitchen and gazed around the apartment. They didn’t see him cluttering his apartment with ten drum sets did they? He didn’t understand why they needed so many guitars, but maybe that was just a guitarist thing. Who knew really? Kai didn’t that was for sure.
Kai ate his very late breakfast slowly, elbows on the counter, hoping the two men in the bedroom would decide to get up one of these days and keep him company. But even after thirty minutes of trying to take up time with his sluggish eating, the door to Uruha’s bedroom remained closed and Kai was forced to put his empty bowl in the sink and wander around the living room aimlessly. He picked up the silver swinging pendulum on Uruha’s entertainment center and then set it down, making it swing back and forth for a minute before opening the glass door to the stacks of dvds Uruha owned; mostly action movies and dramas.
Video games and cds were stacked beside the stereo and when Kai crouched down to look through Uruha’s many cds, he discovered the photographs he had never noticed before, even after the times he’d stayed the night at Uruha’s place. Some of them were in frames and were propped up neatly here and there on the shelf above the stereo; pictures of the band, Uruha’s close friends that Kai had never met, Uruha’s family, Uruha’s sister who looked so much like him as they posed for the camera with identical smiles and even the same hand gesture, his sister’s children on Uruha’s lap, their wide smiles goofy as Uruha ruffled their hair. Kai smiled as he handled the silver frames carefully, picking them up to examine and then setting them down each in turn.
The few photographs that were out of their frames didn’t surprise Kai….they were personal photographs of Aoi and Uruha, hugging each other in ways that they didn’t do in the public eye or had never done around Kai until he had found out their secret.
Kai flipped through the glossy prints in a film strip of affection and smiled to see Uruha’s scrunched up face as Aoi hugged him tightly on a beach somewhere. There was even a photograph of Uruha and Aoi kissing outside of a nightclub, the photographer anonymous as he caught them in mid passion. The next one was of Uruha holding up a glass of amber colored alcohol, an arm thrown around a sober and exasperated Aoi as Uruha laughed drunkenly. Kai skimmed through all of the photographs curiously, wondering why he hadn’t discovered them until now. He could have broken the code a long time ago, but it seemed as if fate had wanted him to wait until now…until he was ready enough to accept this new life he was being dragged into willingly.
There was only one picture of Ruki and Reita in the exiled photographs and Kai rose his eyebrows at the reason it had been hidden away. This was definitely something he hadn’t seen before from those two. In the photograph, Reita was sitting in the back of what looked to be a taxi with Ruki sitting half on his lap, his lips pressed against Reita’s neck fervently. Reita’s smile was crooked, self satisfied, and lusty, and in the corner of the picture was Aoi, an arm around the back of the taxi seat, looking on in amusement. Kai could already guess at who was taking the playfully arousing picture and Kai smiled sadly at the realization of all that he had been shut out of, all that he had missed. There had been a whole world he’d never known about, living within reaching distance of him…and he’d just never known it. Sensed it yes…but hadn’t discovered it until it was almost too late…
The sudden muffled music and vibration against Kai’s thigh had him dropping the pictures clumsily back onto the shelf and reaching for his pant’s pocket, realizing that he had left his cell phone in the pants he’d thrown on that morning. He looked at the number on the glowing screen and inwardly groaned. It was her, the girl he’d almost forgotten about in his rendezvous with Aoi and Uruha. He had started talking to her more than a month ago and had only went out with her once for drinks, but she had been calling him off and on and he had been ignoring her calls for more important things. He knew it was wrong of him to snub the girl like that, but she wasn’t what he wanted, he had realized that weeks ago. She couldn’t offer him what Aoi and Uruha were offering him. She had seemed like a nice escape at first but now she was only a dead end and he would have to let her down as gently as he could as soon as possible. He’d already found what he needed and no one else would be able to fill his need but them.
“Sorry,” Kai mumbled, shutting off his phone and hating the uncharacteristic rudeness he was showing at that moment. But infatuations made you do crazy things and all he wanted at that moment was what he had come here to get. Kai stood up and left his phone on top of the entertainment center before heading back to Uruha’s bedroom to check up on Aoi and Uruha. They surely couldn’t sleep much longer, it was already almost three hours past noon. Kai rested his hand against the wood of Uruha’s bedroom door, stopping himself from pushing it open when he heard the almost indiscernible creak of the bed. Maybe they had finally decided to get up.
Kai carefully cracked the door a bit just in case they were still sleeping with the creak he had heard only being a lazy reposition of bodies, but when he pushed open the door a bit more to step inside, his eyes widened a bit out of the small shock he received at the scene before him.
Kai found himself once again walking in on a private moment and he felt his face heat as he watched Uruha’s feline back curve in an arc, his hips rolling and pushing down onto Aoi as the dark-haired guitarist lay beneath him, panting and digging fingers into sharply defined hips. Uruha rested a hand on one of Aoi’s thighs and leaned back, hips grinding and shifting so fluidly one would think everything attached from the waist down on Uruha had become more of a snake or a piece of silk in the breeze than hips on a man.
Aoi was vocal unlike that night in the car when he’d had to stifle his pleasure out of whatever small respect he had for the people they fucked around secretly. Aoi’s moans originated from somewhere deep in his throat and Kai stared almost open-mouthed as the other man’s adam’s apple bobbed in his throat as he swallowed and groaned. Uruha’s little moans and cries were more subdued and he seemed to be working more to drive Aoi over the edge than achieving his own gratification as he hissed and his body moved lithely in his drunken lust.
A lazy morning fuck, that’s what Kai had just walked in on and to think that he’d been only a few feet away looking at clandestine photographs and wondering if Aoi and Uruha were ever going to wake up. Well they were surely awake now and Kai held tight to the doorframe, the wood on Uruha’s floor squeaking in protest as he took a step forward and then stopped, wondering what he should do.
Aoi opened his eyes and his gaze immediately fell on Kai as he continued to guide Uruha’s hips down on top of him without hurry or a care in the world. Kai let out a tortured breath, his face heatimg and his temples already damp from the passion they seemed to always emanate in moments like this. Uruha’s fingers dug into Aoi’s thigh as he looked back over his hunched shoulder and that gaze was like a hand between Kai’s legs, so shockingly sexy. Kai could hear the breath escaping Uruha’s mouth and nose as he beckoned Kai over, his face damp, eyes lidded, with dark wet strands of hair falling around his face and sticking to his cheek and neck wildly.
Kai watched Aoi’s hand smooth a trail up Uruha’s thigh, along the side of his hip and stomach and curl around his back, pushing Uruha down onto his chest. Fingers slid down Uruha’s long back obscenely and…oh god….Kai bit the inside of his cheek hard enough to be painful as Aoi grinned mischievously, two fingers spreading Uruha just a little more around Aoi’s straining cock and Kai could see…could see everything and he didn’t need anymore encouragement as he crossed the room in the shortest time he’d ever crossed a room before. He was damn sure ready for this.
Aoi turned towards Kai and smiled devilishly as Kai crawled onto the bed next to them. Uruha pressed himself back up into a sitting position, causing a loud groan to fall from Aoi’s sinful lips as Uruha slid all the way back down onto his cock. A sharp electric shock spiked through Kai’s body and one of his hands gripped the rough material of his jeans so hard his knuckles turned white.
Kai immediately leaned up onto his knees and kissed Uruha’s sensual mouth, swallowing a pleasure laced moan into his own mouth. A tongue slipped into Kai’s mouth and everything was wet and delicious as Kai kissed Uruha, the steady rocking motion of Uruha’s body sliding their lips against one another in a steady rhythm.
Uruha whimpered when Kai drew back, sucking on a plump bottom lip before leaning down and cupping the side of Aoi’s face to give him that kiss that they had missed in the diner. Kai groaned at the feeling of a spiked black lip ring rubbing harshly against his bottom lip as they kissed heatedly. Kai felt Uruha’s hand on his back as he continued to kiss Aoi, letting his mouth be dirtied by a vulgar, talented tongue.
Kai let his fingers slip through silken black hair for the first time, now slightly tangled from sleep and sex. As Kai closed his eyes and surrendered to Aoi’s mouth, Uruha’s nails scraped lightly down the middle of his back. Kai smelt that familiar spicy scent Aoi wore and felt his cock jerk as the scent invaded his nostrils and he felt his teeth nipping at Aoi’s tongue and then lips in the excitement that scent evoked in him. He heard the deep chuckle vibrate from Aoi’s throat and when Kai pulled back, Aoi licked his bottom lip for the last remnant of Kai on his lips. Kai sucked his own bottom lip into his mouth, tasting Aoi and Uruha all at once.
“You almost missed the fun,” Uruha drawled, breaking the stunt of conversation and Kai’s heavy gaze snapped back to Uruha as the guitarist rose and lowered against Aoi, his breathing slightly breathless, but controlled in a way Kai knew he’d never be able to accomplish himself if he were in Uruha’s position.
“It would have been a pity to have missed the morning screw,” Aoi agreed with a lazy smirk, the palm of one hand stroking Uruha’s undulating stomach, pressing against the skin as if he wanted to feel his cock moving inside of Uruha’s supple body.
“It’s a morning ritual,” Uruha murmured with a teasing smile.
“Though basically it’s the afternoon. Maybe we should change it to the ‘afternoon screw’ ritual.” Aoi chuckled and thrust up to tear a cry from Uruha’s smiling lips.
Kai drew in a sharp breath and reached forward to stroke Uruha’s slick thigh, watching the flesh twitch at his touch and when Uruha grabbed his hand and slid it between his legs, Kai closed his fist around Uruha’s cock, stroking slowly just how he knew Uruha wanted at that moment.
Kai looked up at Uruha’s blissful face and ran his thumb over the head of the guitarist’s cock, feeling the pre-cum running over his fingers deliciously. Kai loved the feeling of hot flesh under his palm and he knew that it was only with them that he had ever really had the urge to please more than be pleasured. With the women he‘d been with, it had always been Kai’s pleasure he’d always thought about, but with these two, it gave him satisfaction and pleasure to see them come undone from his touches.
Kai felt Aoi’s hand bury in his short, dark hair, caressing and pulling teasingly like the night Kai had spied Uruha between Aoi’s legs. Kai leant down kissed Aoi’s lips and then let his mouth slid down to Aoi’s neck where he could run his tongue over flushed skin, more confidant in what he was doing than the last time they had all been together…just as he had predicted he would be.
“Mmm…Kai,” Aoi whispered, tugging on Kai’s hair just a bit harder, but still not hard enough to hurt and in response Kai clamped his mouth to the base of Aoi’s throat and sucked, working eagerly to bring the blood to the surface. “Uru…” Aoi hissed, suddenly turning his attention away from Kai to the man who was currently moaning and rocking harder against Aoi, nails scraping red lines down Aoi’s pale chest. “Uru…baby I’m about to come, you have to….you have to st-” Aoi’s voice had suddenly turned desperate and Kai could see the muscles in Aoi’s stomach clenching to still an orgasm that was ready to take him over but Uruha just smiled evilly and drug a nail over one of Aoi’s nipples, watching it harden immediately, those sensual hips never stopping their motion.
“Just a bit more, Aoi. I want you so close to the edge that one single breath could knock you over.”
“Don’t….Uru, god. I’m almost there you have to stop-”
“Shh,” Uruha whispered, squeezing around Aoi’s cock most likely because Kai heard Aoi gasp loudly and Kai immediately let go of Uruha’s cock as the blonde rose up to his knees quickly and guided Aoi out of his body. Kai tore his mouth away from Aoi’s neck as Aoi let out a loud, keening cry. Kai had never heard anything in his life close to a wail slip from Aoi’s reserved lips and here he was, grabbing the sheets beneath him and gasping to keep himself in control.
Kai rose his eyebrows at Uruha who wore a smug expression and was calmly wiping the sheen from between his thighs. Sheen that had to be perspiration and Aoi’s pre-cum because Aoi had just been denied orgasm by the vixen he knew Uruha could be. Aoi was still painfully hard and Kai had the urge to reach out and help Aoi the rest of the way so that he wouldn’t have to suffer for however long Uruha intended on keeping him in a limbo between desperation and release. But he knew it wasn’t his place to if Uruha wanted Aoi to wait and it seemed Aoi didn’t want help anyway because he had caught his breath in those few short moments and had sat up, his face distorted as if in pain, but he made no move to touch himself or voice any objections. Kai was just too damn compassionate and caring for his own good it seemed, a trait that appeared to be of no use in a bedroom like Aoi and Uruha’s. Though Uruha was as compassionate as he could be…in a twisted way, as he shushed the small lustful sounds coming from the back of Aoi’s throat as Aoi fought to steady himself. Uruha leaned forward and brushed Aoi’s sweaty bangs away from his face so that he could kiss his forehead.
“Is this what you needed to see?” Uruha suddenly asked, his voice dangerous while those honey brown eyes flashed on Kai expectantly. Kai opened his mouth but once again that hated silence washed over him, and he couldn’t make the words form on his lips. Uruha slid his long fingers into Aoi’s hair and pulled hard, a sinfully wicked smile painting his lips. Aoi squeezed his eyes shut and didn’t fight as his head was pulled back some, adam’s apple standing out against the skin of his neck. “To see him brought back to earth with us so that you could sleep with us comfortably? I can show you that he isn’t on a pedestal if you really want that,” Uruha drawled self-assuredly and Kai watched with wide-eyes, unable to say anything as the other side of Uruha showed it’s face. Kai bit his lip hard enough that the corner of his eyes stung as he was scrutinized but finally Aoi spoke up, his voice strained and breathless.
“We’ve leveled with each other.”
Aoi reached up for Uruha’s wrist as Uruha loosened his hold on Aoi’s hair and smiled at Kai. Uruha seemed immensely pleased by Kai and Aoi’s reconciliation as he looked first at Kai and then back to Aoi, satisfied smile still firmly set in place. It was a, ‘Well, it’s good you boys finally kissed and made up’ sort of smile. He didn’t seem at all put out that he wouldn’t be able to demonstrate his control that night, only relieved and elevated that everyone was finally getting along in their three-sided relationship.
“Well in that case, I guess we’ll have to continue this little episode later. We have all the time in the world.”
Kai’s heart pounded against his chest in anticipation. He had wanted to see Uruha control and use Aoi because he had previously thought that that would reassure him that Aoi could be brought down to a level Kai was comfortable with, but now it seemed unnecessary because he knew Aoi better. He knew what Aoi was and they didn’t need the intense, aggressive encounter tonight. Kai was at ease with both of them and all he wanted was for them to show him what it felt like to lose the ground he stood on and touch heaven for a fleeting moment. As Uruha had just confirmed, they would have plenty of time later to explore the taboo and hidden sides of all of them.
Uruha let his hand slip from Aoi’s hair and he kissed the top of Aoi’s head soothingly before taking Kai’s hand and pulling him forward so that they could kiss. Uruha’s hands wandered down to Kai’s waist as their mouths embraced sensually for a long moment. When Kai pulled back and looked over to Aoi, he caught the guitarist rubbing his scalp and grimacing and he couldn’t help but laugh. Uruha turned to see what Kai was snickering about and let out a small laugh too.
“Did I hurt you baby?” Uruha asked, amusement heavy in his voice. Uruha puckered his lips in a pout as Aoi looked up at him and rolled his eyes.
“You’re always so rough when you get in these moods of yours. I don’t mind the other kinky shit you like to do but pulling the hair from my scalp is something else,” Aoi finished with a chuckle and Uruha just shrugged, wiping his hands clean of any blame.
“Now you know how Ru-kun feels. Besides, what can you expect from me when my first time consisted of being led to a hotel room, tied to the bed, and then whipped?”
“You never told me about that Uruha…” Aoi’s eyebrows drew together in a frown. “I thought we agreed on no secrets?”
“Oh it was an eye opening experience.” Uruha grinned, speaking directly to Kai and ignoring Aoi’s shocked and irritated glare. Kai didn‘t know how to take Uruha‘s unusual first time encounter so he just remained quiet as he did in these situations that they pushed him into. “I didn’t know what to do, but when he tied me to the bed, I knew I’d fallen in love with that sort of taboo play. It spurned what me and Aoi have created here; open minds and no rules. My first time was…interesting to say the least.” Uruha smirked and Aoi fixed him with a hard glare.
“So that’s what all these ropes and handcuffs are about,” Aoi murmured, hand stroking his thigh anxiously and Kai felt for the other man. Kai had never been denied orgasm but he knew it must be a painful experience.
“You know Aoi, scowling isn’t very becoming of you.” Uruha curled his fingers under Aoi’s chin and made the other man look up at him. “You know my little secret now so stop sulking. Besides, that experience could never hold a candle to what I experience with you.” Uruha leaned down and gave Aoi a long, deep kiss before turning on Kai and doing the same. “And you,” He whispered with a slight wiggle of the eyebrows. Kai laughed quietly but when Uruha dropped down to his hands and knees to reach over to the nightstand, his laughing evolved into a nervous chuckle.
“Shall we get this show on the road then?” Uruha asked, his naked ass in Kai’s plain view as Uruha leant over Aoi’s body and slid open one of the drawers of the nightstand. Kai craned his neck around Uruha’s alluring bottom so that he could see what the other man was doing and saw him take out a slender bottle of something Kai had a good idea was lubricant. He knew enough about this sort of stuff to know what was about to happen and all of the necessities that went with it. Not that that helped calm Kai’s nerves any.
Uruha threw the bottle of lubricant over his shoulder and it landed beside Kai’s thigh. The sound of papers and anonymous objects being pushed around and clunked against one another was heard before Uruha huffed in exasperation. “Aoi did you move the condoms?”
“They’re in the last drawer. Ruki and Reita spent the night here when you were out of town remember? Ruki threw the condoms in the wrong drawer,” Aoi explained, hand rubbing over Uruha’s ass unconsciously as Uruha remained bent over, opening the last drawer and digging through it loudly.
“Figures. They have no sense of order. It’s just drop your pants and get to it with them. Aoi, you’re supposed to keep an eye on them when I’m not here. You know how I don’t like my things out of place.”
“Of course.” Aoi gave Kai an exasperated look and Kai grinned.
“My blindfolds are missing,” Uruha suddenly exclaimed loudly. “Aoi I could kill you. If they took my blindfolds I’m personally escorting them and you to your early grave.”
“You love me too much to kill me Uru.” Aoi winked over at Kai and patted the space next to him by the headboard for Kai to sit. Kai crawled forward and settled himself next to Aoi, shoulder to shoulder and watched Uruha huff and complain. A dreading sense of finality swept over Kai in that moment. He was about to shed another layer and this one might be the hardest one of all.
“At least you still have your handcuffs. Maybe me and Kai could reenact your kinky first time with that professor of yours.” Aoi laughed and Uruha reached back and slapped Aoi hard on the thigh without even looking. Aoi mouthed an ow and caressed the red handprint on his thigh soothingly.
“Who said it was my professor?” Uruha asked petulantly, finally sitting back on his calves and holding up a long string of multicolored condoms with a victorious smile.
“It just seems like something you would do. You know, fuck the professor to get an A and all.”
Uruha scowled at Aoi’s teasing.
“Fuck you Aoi and no it wasn’t a professor though it was a slightly older man and he was so good he made my toes curl and my ass hurt for a week,” Uruha shot back haughtily, preening in front of Aoi in revenge. Kai chuckled against the back of his hand, his cheeks tinged with pink from laughing at their bickering. Hopefully he would never have to quarrel with them, but they did have a knack for dragging him into their arguments unwillingly somehow. Aoi tched but let the subject drop.
“Let’s just hope he doesn’t start abusing you like he does me,” Aoi mumbled low to Kai with a serious expression.
“I heard that. Now Kai.” Uruha turned his attention back to Kai and held up the string of colored condoms for examination. “We have these in all flavors so it’s your pick.”
“He’s not going to be sucking cock tonight Uruha,” Aoi reminded the other man but Uruha waved his comment off. Kai hesitated as Uruha let the string of condoms sway a little bit, urging him to take his pick.
“Ah….I don’t know…” Kai shrugged but Uruha shook the string of rubbers insistently once more.
“Just pick…any color. It doesn’t matter, like Aoi said, you aren’t going to be sucking cock…just taking it.” Uruha winked and Kai felt his nerves jump at that little reminder of why exactly he was picking a condom out.
“Un…I guess that light red one there…” Kai pointed to one of the first ones in the line, not sure how it would be using a blue or pink condom for his first experience with this sort of sex. Uruha grinned and tore two of the light red rubbers from the rest and threw the other condoms back onto the nightstand.
“Cherry, a very good choice.” Uruha smiled at Kai. “You’re going to have the best of both worlds tonight. You said you wanted to fuck me? Well I’ll let you…and Aoi’s voiced his want to fuck you, so you’re going to be introduced to both sides. Do you think you can handle it? We’re not going to force you to do anything you don’t want to do of course.”
Kai knew he wanted to get the chance to fuck Uruha first and foremost as his eyes ran along the long expanse of smooth skin and long legs that Uruha presented to him, but when he looked beside him to Aoi leaning against the headboard, relaxed and still sensually alluring, he knew that he also wanted a chance to feel Aoi inside of him. So it seemed that tonight he would be fully initiated into this life-style however intimidating it seemed when Kai thought on how inexperienced he was. Kai nodded his consent somewhat anxiously.
“I can take it….I want it.”
“Good then.” Uruha grinned triumphantly and Aoi gave Kai’s bare shoulder a quick kiss before moving away from him to kneel in front of Uruha.
Kai watched as Aoi kissed the curve of Uruha’s ear, his arms encircling Uruha’s waist and bringing their naked bodies closer. Aoi licked the shell of Uruha’s ear slowly and Kai saw the tremble that went through Uruha’s body. Kai felt his own body shudder, his skin prickling in the cool room with anticipation. Aoi brushed his lips against Uruha’s teasingly and Kai noticed Uruha’s hand had slid down Aoi’s smooth stomach and the palm of his hand was currently brushing against Aoi’s cock as they kissed in only a way they could. They were working to set the mood again and hell…it was damn sure working for Kai as he felt his cock twitch in his pants at watching them.
Aoi’s breath escaped him in slight pants as his mouth slid away from Uruha’s mouth and instead kissed down the long, slender slope of a neck, his hips pushing into Uruha’s hand as much as Uruha would allow. Uruha wrapped his free arm around Aoi’s back and kissed along his shoulder affectionately. Kai couldn’t help but rub his thigh anxiously at seeing them together. They were an addiction he never wanted to get rid of. They always made him feel sensations he never knew existed.
Uruha watched Kai rubbing his hand along the uncomfortable material of his pants and finally broke away from Aoi. It was almost as if they had rehearsed everything because Aoi immediately helped Uruha to lay back against the pillows beside Kai. This was a prime example of their uncanny way of working together so fluidly as Kai was made to sit up with Aoi’s hand on the small of his back.
“He’s all yours,” Aoi murmured into Kai’s ear, his voice low and dripping with dirty promises. Kai looked down at Uruha whose face had become flushed from Aoi’s kisses and his thighs were rubbing together as if he couldn’t wait for someone to get between his legs. Kai took a deep breath and placed a hand on one of Uruha’s knees, his breathing speeding up when Uruha opened his legs and shifted his hips insistently.
“Come on Kai…I don’t bite,” Uruha purred, one fine eyebrow drawing up in amusement.
“He does, but not all the time.” Aoi chuckled, reaching for Kai’s pants and unbuttoning them with a quick ease that shouldn’t have been surprising for Kai, but none the less made him raise an eyebrow. Kai sucked in a sharp breath as Aoi bent down in front of him and deftly slid his pants down and the only work Kai had to do was kick them the rest of the way off. How convenient.
Aoi smiled up at Kai, giving the slope of Kai’s hip a sensual kiss before moving away from Kai and stretching his body out beside Uruha’s so that they were both looking up at the drummer. Kai felt his heart thudding too fast to be healthy at their gazes on him. Aoi rubbed his hand along the inside of one of Uruha’s open thighs casually, dripping sex with each stroke.
“Don’t be nervous. It’s just like any of the other sex you’ve had-” Aoi began but Uruha gave a short, derisive laugh.
“Don’t lie to him Aoi, it’s better than any sex he’s had. He just doesn’t know it yet.” Uruha sucked in his bottom lip as he appreciated Kai’s naked body with a heated gaze.
Aoi shrugged as if to say that basically Uruha was right and Kai smiled nervously, his hands trembling at his sides, but hopefully they didn’t notice.
“As I was saying…maybe it isn’t exactly like the sex you’ve had, but it’s close enough. It feels ten times better, but there’s more to it than just sticking your cock in.” Aoi laughed while Kai’s face heated several degrees. “I’m sure you know what you have to do if you don’t want Uruha screaming or slapping you for hurting him. He can take a lot, but it’s nice to show your partner a little courtesy in going through the proper motions.”
“You’re scaring him Aoi,” Uruha muttered, his eyes zeroing in on Kai’s trembling hands. “I’m not going to scream at you or slap you, don’t worry,” Uruha reassured Kai. “I’m used to a lot of things so you’re lucky I’m the first man you’re having sex with.” Uruha grinned proudly. “Let’s just start off slowly.”
Aoi nodded and reached out to pick up the forgotten lubrication and handed it to Kai who took it uncertainly. Kai flipped the cap and the scent of strawberries filled his nostrils.
“Uru’s favorite…don’t even ask.” Aoi laughed. “Just pour some onto your fingers and I think you know what to do next. Start off with one finger and add more as he gets loosened up…just relax. Slow is the best way to go at any time.”
Kai felt like he had entered some perverted finishing school as Aoi and Uruha led him through the steps of preparing and then eventually fucking a man. It would have made him laugh if his throat weren’t so constricted and dry. Kai did as he was instructed and squeezed the bottle, letting the strawberry scented liquid drizzle onto his fingers. Aoi continued to caress Uruha’s thigh as Kai licked his dry lips and let his hand drop down between Uruha’s spread legs. He carefully let the tip of his middle finger breach the small ring of muscle of Uruha’s opening, enjoying the warmth encircling his finger. He let his finger slide all the way in slowly as he felt his confidence building itself back up gradually and he heard Uruha let out a little sigh of contentment.
“That’s it Kai,” Aoi reassured from somewhere in the background, but Kai was too concentrated on his task to even notice anything but working his finger in and then out of Uruha who had begun to press back just a little with his hips. Kai pulled his finger out and then gently pressed two fingers against Uruha, drawing a breath between his teeth when his fingers slipped in and Uruha clenched around them deliciously. He could already almost feel Uruha around his cock and it made his stomach clench and burn hotter. He knew it really would be unlike anything he had yet to experience because the heat around his finger was so tight, it was almost unbelievable that his cock would be in there in a little while. Kai let his thumb rub against Uruha’s perineum while he continued to move his two fingers inside of the guitarist. Kai watched Uruha moan and arch his back, taking his own small pleasure from Uruha‘s wanton eagerness and obvious enjoyment. Uruha closed his eyes and pressed his face against Aoi’s arm after a moment, his moans now muffled and low.
Kai hesitantly let a third finger join the other two and marveled at the stretch around his fingers. When he looked up to Aoi, Aoi was smiling encouragingly and running his fingers through Uruha’s damp blonde hair calmingly .
“Mmm Kai….that’s enough, just….just put it in,” Uruha groaned. Kai grinned as he let his fingers slide all the way inside of Uruha and felt Uruha shudder and let out a muffled cry against Aoi’s arm.
“I think you found something.” Aoi chuckled. “He’s ready enough so go ahead and put the condom on and… fuck him.” Kai watched fascinated as he brushed his fingers in an angle deep inside of Uruha and watched as Uruha’s face turned red and his stomach clenched. He would have to remember that spot for later on. Kai drew his fingers out after another mischievous rub that had Uruha gasping.
The two condoms from earlier were lying beside Kai so he picked one up with slippery fingers and battled to open the package for a minute before sliding out the rubber into the palm of his hand. Uruha was looking up at him with eager eyes, teeth sunk hard into a plump bottom lip. Kai felt his cock jerk for the millionth time that night and he knew it wouldn’t be the last.
Kai slid the condom onto his cock with ease and then reached for the lubricant again. At least this was a part he knew well how to do. Though it seemed like he had just passed lesson number one with flying colors if Uruha’s flushed face and eager eyes were anything to go by. Kai quickly slicked the condom covering his cock and then settled himself between Uruha’s perfect legs.
“Slide it into me,” Uruha whispered, eyes heavy as he pressed his hips against Kai insistently. Kai groaned deep in his throat and reached down to hold his cock. The nervousness and uncertainty melted away to be replaced by a driving lust that had Kai wanting to thrust into Uruha and fuck him as he’d promised he would do. He could see Uruha gasping beneath him as he fucked him into the bed, but he knew he would have to take it slow tonight and act on his wilder fantasies another time.
Kai guided himself to Uruha’s opening and moaned softly when Uruha reached down and helped him press the head of Kai’s cock inside of himself. Uruha let go and held onto the pillow beneath his head as Kai pressed himself deeper, gasping at how incredibly tight Uruha felt around him. There was indeed too much of a difference in how this felt to even compare it to what he had felt with his girlfriends. Kai could feel Uruha loosen some around him the deeper he pushed, marveling at how incredibly good this felt and wondering why the hell he hadn’t tried this sooner.
Kai had his head lowered, watching his cock disappear into Uruha’s body slowly before he pulled out to the head of his cock and then slid back in comfortably. When Kai rose his head from watching Uruha take him so easily, his lips were immediately assaulted by Aoi’s lips and tongue. And when Kai pulled back, he shuddered to see Uruha’s body shifting beneath him against the white sheets of the bed, his body covered in a light sheen already and it was the most erotic, sensual thing Kai had ever seen or experienced so far in his life. Kai closed his eyes and pressed his lips together in a vain attempt to keep his groans at bay as he thrust into Uruha at a pace that wasn’t too hurried but wasn’t as slow as he knew he should be going. But this felt too good to take in small doses. He wanted it all, and he wanted it all now. Kai felt Uruha’s arms wind around his shoulders, his wrists resting against Kai’s neck, and Uruha was pulling Kai down to him so that they could kiss thoroughly while their bodies pressed against one another more intimately than Kai had ever thought was possible in their friendship.
Kai pecked Uruha’s moist lips with small kisses as he watched the guitarist slide his hands from his shoulders and reach over to touch Aoi’s neglected cock finally. Aoi let his head roll back against the headboard and he groaned as Uruha’s skilled fingers closed around his cock and rubbed, the tip of his cock leaking steadily and Kai knew it wouldn‘t take much to make him come. Kai smiled at Uruha’s small mercy and kissed his way along a smooth jaw line to Uruha’s neck. After a long moment of this sweet bliss for the three of them, Aoi stilled Uruha’s moving hand and leaned down to whisper into his ear, but loud enough so that Kai could hear.
“I can’t wait any longer Uru, I need to feel him.”
Uruha somehow found the strength to nod in the lust filled haze his mind must have been in because Kai felt delirious from the pleasure coursing through his veins at that moment. He didn’t care at all what happened just as long as he got his release with the man beneath him.
Aoi disappeared from Kai’s line of vision and even the distant sound of the tube of lubricant being opened didn’t faze Kai. He’d been through this part already and knew how good it would feel, but when Aoi wound a hand around Kai’s hip to stop him in mid-motion, Kai had to refrain himself from snarling his irritation.
“Hold on Kai. Let me just get you ready for a moment and then you can keep reveling in your fun with Uruha when I’m done.”
Kai clenched his teeth together as the overwhelming urge to move washed through him, but Uruha’s surprisingly cool hands were on his face. His angel of mercy was kissing him gently, hushing him with a small, welcome distraction.
Fingers were at Kai’s entrance circling and finally pressing in and Kai couldn’t help but groan into Uruha’s sweet mouth, his hand keeping the bangs away from Uruha’s forehead as he kept his mouth locked to the guitarist. Aoi wasn’t as slow as the last time, his fingers were careful but quick and Kai knew that they were all excited and standing on the ledge…so close, it wouldn’t be long before they all held hands and fell. Aoi pressed a tender kiss to the small of Kai’s back, another place with two dimples that had been the undoing of quite a few of his lovers and he knew Aoi appreciated them as well.
Aoi’s fingers slid out and the sound of plastic crinkling had Kai taking one last deep breath. Hopefully it wouldn’t be as bad as he had been predicting these past few weeks. He knew there would be pain…but he trusted that the pleasure would outride the uncomfortable part.
“Here we go. Relax as much as you can Kai…it’ll hurt a bit but as long as you’re relaxed the small pain will lessen eventually.” Eventually. That word echoed in Kai’s mind and he squeezed his eyes closed as the fear mounted a fraction. Kai concentrated on relaxing his muscles as he did when Aoi had fingered him and managed to relax as much as he possibly could in his position. “That’s it,” Aoi breathed as he pressed the head of his cock against Kai.
“It’s alright,” Uruha whispered, hands rubbing soothing circles along Kai’s back as he pressed calming kisses to Kai’s face and neck. Kai buried his face into Uruha’s neck, gasping as Aoi slowly pushed deeper into him and the pain swept through him with deliberate sluggishness. It wasn’t an intense pain, just a dull throbbing pain that would hopefully ease off into pleasure as soon as possible.
“See, not so bad. I’ll make it good for you, I promise,” Aoi soothed, leaning over Kai’s back and pressing in deep.
“Ah,” Kai cried into Uruha’s neck and clenched the sheets on either side of Uruha’s body in a death grip. Moisture pricked at the corner of his eyes for a moment at the sharpness of the pain. The feeling of something the size of Aoi’s cock was electrifying and foreign…but in some sense it felt…good beneath the pain.
“Shh Kai. You’re okay. Aoi move some, get him used to it,” Uruha murmured and Kai kept his eyes shut tightly as Aoi pulled back and pressed in slowly again, the muscles of Kai’s entrance loosening gradually and making it easier for the both of them to endure.
“God, he’s so tight Uru…it’s amazing,” Aoi gasped, hips moving slowly and setting a pace that had the pain lessening more and more. The sensation of being filled and filling Uruha at the same time was an intense sensation that had Kai’s body almost too sensitive to the touch.
“Move in me Kai,” Uruha instructed, clenching around Kai’s cock so blissfully that Kai couldn’t help the unconscious twitch his hips made in response.
“Let’s set a rhythm,” Aoi whispered right next to Kai’s ear, voice breathless and deep. Set a rhythm. Right. Kai fought to unclench his teeth before he experimentally tried moving his hips forward and felt Aoi push into him as he slid into Uruha to the hilt.
“Yeah…” Uruha breathed out in a voice that could have been described as agonized pleasure. “That’s perfect….” Kai wasn’t sure how Uruha could even string together intelligible words at this point because the blonde beneath him looked more and more delirious on each inward thrust from Kai’s slender hips.
Uruha’s arms wrapped themselves around Kai’s neck and he felt Aoi lean down and kiss Uruha’s arm to keep the electric current flowing between all three of them. Kai shuddered as he felt Uruha tightening around him every time he slid home and trying to keep him inside when he tried to pull back. It was a small death worth dying in Kai’s fogged mind.
After a while, Kai felt the pain of Aoi inside of him slowly morph into numbness and then a feeling that could be counted among the category of ‘pleasant’ and ‘nice’. It still wasn’t anything he could call blissful or anything near explosive, but he was getting used to being filled and being inside of Uruha overrode any other sensation at that moment anyway. Kai almost envied Aoi. It must have felt like fucking Uruha and him at the same time as Aoi pushed into Kai, which was a chain reaction for Kai to push into Uruha. But it was a different experience for all of them he guessed. Uruha was getting fucked by two men at the same time and Kai was both fucking and getting fucked. Kai snickered to himself and shook his head of that weird thought. It wasn’t really something he should be thinking about as he was experiencing this amazing encounter for the first time.
Aoi groaned behind Kai, dragging his hips back before molding them against Kai’s ass perfectly, those strong guitarist hands holding hips to pull Kai back in place snugly, thumb rubbing and pressing against the two dimples on his lower back.
“It’s not going to take long,” Uruha suddenly murmured from beneath Kai, one golden eyebrow drawn up cynically. Kai frowned and when Uruha thrust his chin in the direction of Aoi, Kai remembered the tortured state Uruha had left him in at the beginning of their stimulating afternoon and smiled inwardly. The thought that Kai would be helping Aoi achieve release had a groan escaping his lips. But suddenly without any warning Aoi shifted his hips in a way that had Kai seeing bright white stars and he even thought he could see heaven in that abrupt flash.
“Fuck, god….damn….” Kai panted, his movements stopping all together.
“And all the curse words known to man.” Uruha laughed. “A little sensitive there?” Uruha asked in a sing-song voice, his hands running soothing strokes down Kai’s trembling arms.
“Right then.” Aoi laughed as if he’d been surprised himself at finding that hidden spot inside of Kai once again. Kai had almost forgotten about that blinding sensation Aoi had made him feel that night he’d used his fingers to find that place of mercy.
“You okay?” Aoi breathed shakily, his own pleasure radiating from him in waves.
“Do it again,” Kai promptly suggested…well more ordered with a polite undertone. Both Uruha and Aoi chuckled at his eagerness and then there was that death defying sensation that was an orgasm all in it’s own.
“Yes….” Kai moaned and pressed his hips back into Aoi like a wanton whore. His cheek rested on Uruha’s shoulder as Aoi continued to give him that blinding pleasure in small, measured thrusts while Kai pressed into Uruha to satisfy his aching cock. It was beyond perfect…it was everything he had been missing and more. He wanted to find that place within Uruha to have him moaning and arching his back in that feline way when Kai had first ventured into unknown territory. “Please,” He groaned, not even knowing or caring what he was asking for, he just knew he needed gratification and he wanted to bring both of his lovers with him.
Kai felt Aoi’s teeth nip at his neck as his body was pushed against Uruha more forcefully and the man beneath him writhed and groaned as Kai’s cock slid in deeper, his hips becoming harsher and more selfish.
“Kai,” Uruha whimpered, reaching down for his own cock as Kai concentrated on finding the spot he’d hit earlier; An easier task with fingers it seemed as he searched and experimented with his hips to no avail.
Kai felt one of Aoi’s hands slip from his waist and reach down beneath Kai to close over Uruha’s fist, speeding Uruha’s hand up some to fit their tempo. Kai felt the hardness of Aoi’s chest and stomach bearing down on his back and he couldn’t help but close his eyes in bliss. Uruha’s lips were pressing frantic, moist kisses to his lips and neck and Kai was falling deeper into both of these men with everything he was.
“Perfect,” Kai murmured against Uruha’s soft lips, his hips pressing faster as Aoi’s thrusts quickened. “So unbelievably perfect.” It was almost too much for Kai as they all neared the end together with baited breath.
Uruha let out a short cry and his hand let go of his own cock to cling to Kai’s shoulders as Aoi continued to move his hand in Uruha’s stead. Kai must have found that weak spot again and he grinned through the haze of their impending orgasm. The next few moments were a blur of fingers, lips, blissful sensations, and cries falling from trembling mouths as they all worshipped one another with entangled limbs and whispered words of affection and burning lust.
Kai lost his breath and his mind in those last moments as the world stopped in suspension for several seconds, watching them take that step from the cliff. It was everything Kai had ever wanted in that moment as he clung tight to Uruha’s shivering body and hid his face in hair that still smelt of sweet intoxications. His hips rode out the last of the pleasure as Aoi pressed into him as deep as he possibly could, his cheek pressed against Kai’s cheek as he died the little death. Aoi’s groans were in Kai’s ear, the scent of mint strong so that Kai couldn’t resist turning his head and clamping his mouth to Aoi’s. The sounds of his own final moans were lost to a hungry mouth and Uruha’s desperate cries sealed their fate perfectly.
The world began moving again just as Kai’s arms gave out and he tumbled into Uruha with as much grace as he could possibly muster in their post orgasmic state. Uruha held him to his body with panting breaths and Aoi stayed kneeling over them, his forehead to Kai’s shoulder, his hands running calming strokes along the sides of Kai’s stomach.
An orgasm for a man drains the life from him in Kai’s opinion and he wouldn’t have been able to stand up or even kneel without his knees giving way beneath him and sending him sailing to the ground. Though he could manage to roll off of Uruha’s limp form once Aoi decided to move off of them both. Kai pressed his hips back into Aoi and the guitarist seemed to get the hint because he carefully slid his softening cock out of Kai and collapsed in a heap beside them. Kai rose up on shaky arms above an exhausted Uruha, the blonde’s face red and his eyes closed as he fought for breath.
Aoi moved over some on the bed to give Kai room as he weakly rolled onto his back between his two lovers, an arm thrown over his eyes in fatigue. Kai dimly heard the snap of rubber and knew Aoi had just taken his condom off. Kai cracked an eye open to see the sticky whiteness entrapped in rubber being thrown into a hidden waste basket near Uruha’s side of the bed. It seemed an encouragement to discard his own uncomfortable hindrance, something he would have rather not even used. He wondered briefly what it would have felt like to feel Aoi come inside him, to be filled with a warmth, to feel Aoi’s pleasure inside of him….the thought had a shiver running through his body and would have had him aroused and hard again if it weren’t for how weak he felt at that moment. Amazing orgasms did that to a person and now Kai knew what it was to experience one. The thought of being able to release inside of Uruha pushed him even closer to awakening his weary body so he closed his mind from those dirty thoughts and stored them away for another time.
Kai deftly reached down and slipped the condom from his cock and gathered enough strength to lean over Uruha and search for the trashcan Aoi had just used. Uruha’s stomach felt warm and damp beneath him as he found the small clear wastebasket and dropped the used condom into it and then settled back into the warm indention between Aoi and Uruha.
“So how was it?” Aoi asked, that normally confident voice was worn and tired now and when Kai looked over at the guitarist, he saw that the other man was smiling wearily. The back of Aoi’s hand was pressed to his forehead, his eyes heavy.
“Do you even have to ask?” Kai laughed weakly, readjusting his damp shoulders on the pillows uncomfortably.
“I guess not,” Aoi settled in amusement.
“I told you it would be like nothing you’ve ever experienced,” Uruha threw in confidently with a little wiggle of the eyebrows. Kai had to agree with Uruha on that one. It was nothing even close to what he’d ever experienced.
Kai smiled and laid his head against Aoi’s shoulder, reaching for Uruha’s hand so that he could wind the other man’s arm around his waist. Uruha chuckled and let himself be used as a rag doll of sorts, sliding closer to Kai for a more comfortable position as his arm was hugged.
It was strange how everything felt so good after sex and that after sex atmosphere seemed to be heightened after experiencing what he just had with these two men he called his lovers now. It was something so much stronger than that night they had first initiated him into their relationship because now…he knew them, he cared for them more than ever, and they felt like home to him.
They would still instruct him on the ways that their taboo world worked. The wonders and pleasures they had in store for Kai were endless he was sure. But now that he had the security of trust and a sense of belonging, their experiences would be that much more exciting and fulfilling in their intricate affair. Kai was free now to live like they lived, without a care in the world, without the smothering thoughts clouding his mind about what was right and what was wrong and what it was to feel so insecure around two people he loved and whom loved him back. They were the only ones in his scope of vision now and he knew they felt the same way because with even one point missing the whole triangle would collapse.
Uruha disentangled his arm from Kai so that he could stretch his arms above his head, his back curving into a fine arc before he sat up on one elbow and studied Kai and Aoi, both weary and content with satisfied, lazy grins adorning their smooth faces. Kai looked over at Uruha who had seemed to rejuvenate himself completely in their brief moments of rest. He couldn’t even fathom how Uruha had recuperated from their encounter so quickly but then again, asking how and why was out of the question when it came to how Uruha worked, how this whole relationship worked really. Kai just wished he had known that a long time ago.
“So who’s up for lunch in bed?” Uruha offered with a charming smile, his hand sweeping through the air to indicate elegance, luxury, something Kai had the complete privilege of experiencing with them. Everything was limitless here, nothing out of reach for the three of them. “I know I promised you breakfast in bed Kai-kun, but would you mind taking a rain check? It’s really almost time for dinner.” Uruha laughed, shrugging as if it didn’t really matter anyway. “I promise I’ll make you a huge breakfast tomorrow morning if we can all get out of bed and manage clothes somehow….it’s going to be hard I know.”
“Oh so very hard,” Aoi agreed in a teasingly agonized voice, making Kai smile.
“Rain check it is then,” Kai consented without any hesitance what so ever. “I raided your kitchen early this morning anyway,” Kai added with a sheepish smile. Aoi chuckled and Uruha shrugged to say that he had already known that anyway.
“Uruha makes the best breakfast you’ll ever eat, Kai, trust me on that. You’ll die another sweet death after we’ve killed you a bit more tommorow morning.”
Aoi gave Kai a subtle wink that had Kai trying to fight down a blush. It seemed that blushing would be a regular occurrence around these two just as the no clothes policy would be applied more often than not.
No amount of sex or vulgarities or even learning the ropes of Uruha and Aoi’s playground could really change Kai’s inner innocence he realized. Of course he wasn’t as naive and pure as the first time they had touched him and he was definitely not a saint after what they had just done, but he would always have that hidden innocence and wide-eyed curiosity that Uruha and Aoi loved about him. That inner virtue allowed him to throw his all into taking care of the people he loved and adoring them with a fierce passion even at the expense of getting hurt or losing everything. He was the one who carried the people he cared about when they were too weak to carry themselves, that sweet smile braving through it all. He could have been called a fool for the way he gave up parts of himself so selflessly just to see his friends and lovers smile and feel comforted. So maybe that was his role in this relationship. Uruha had taken him in because he had been lost and they had needed that selflessness and internal innocence that Kai carried with him wherever he went. He completed everything with the innocence he had hated so much at the beginning of all of this.
Kai grinned at his little self discovery and was content that he’d finally figured out his role with Aoi and Uruha. He planned on giving everything to these two men that had already given him so much in return. He knew that they would never hurt him deliberately, that all they wanted was a chance to care for him and have him with them. This was a time that Kai could give his all without worries or insecurity. He would be the anchor when their waters were too rough and everything would be more than alright.
“Mmm, but I can make an even better lunch. Don’t you agree Aoi?” Uruha was saying and Kai had to shake himself from the thoughts he was always plagued with but at least these thoughts gave him solace, no negative or questioning judgments in his range of vision anymore.
“You make a good everything, Uruha. And you wonder why I’ve been gaining a little weight lately.” Aoi shook his head as Uruha pretended to check his nails uninterestedly.
“Oh I know that,” Uruha agreed offhandedly.
“So confident. I think you might be the one that needs to be taken off your golden throne, your highness.” Aoi tched disapprovingly as Uruha narrowed his eyes half-heartedly.
“Stop treating me like royalty then, Aoi. If you can’t handle what you create-”
“What are you saying?” Aoi gapped.
“I’m just saying, you give me everything, and you let me control you when I want to.” Uruha grinned deviously, his nose twitching in a way that Kai would have called adorable if he thought that Uruha wouldn’t slap him as he seemed so fond of doing to Aoi. But Kai was a favorite to Uruha so maybe that came with certain privileges. Kai smiled to himself secretly as his two lovers continued to bicker half-heartedly.
“Hey, for your information, this bed here contains an equal amount of control and submission from the three of us or have you forgotten? You’re just too spoiled and you know what? I think I might show you how to be humbled,” Aoi suggested dangerously. Kai could visibly see Uruha shiver and wondered if Aoi had caught that little gesture. Kai knew how much Uruha wanted Aoi to control him in a switch of roles the way Uruha controlled Aoi so well on occasion. Perhaps Aoi had never truly conquered Uruha in that way and Kai found himself eager to see what would happen. Uruha wanted what Aoi did to Ruki, that total dominance even if it was only for a few hours or a night and hopefully Aoi would go through with his suggestion. Kai definitely hoped he would, because the mental images were almost too much to handle and Kai could tell that Uruha needed that from Aoi as Kai had needed to level with the guitarist.
Aoi’s dark eyes glinted mischievously and Kai confirmed that, yes, he would get a show sooner or later. But right now his stomach was grumbling and Uruha’s amazing lunch called to him so he would just have to wait and see what happened between those two.
“You know…Uruha’s lunch offer sounds more than delicious to me right now,” Kai piped up, stopping Uruha and Aoi in mid argument on if Aoi’s proposal was sincere or not. Kai was an anchor…not a relationship counselor, though he had a feeling he would be breaking up quite a few little disagreements while trying to keep himself from being dragged in between them. The thought amused and frightened at the same time. Uruha beamed as he tore his attention away from a glowering Aoi to a bemused Kai whose stomach was not making any secret of how empty and hungry it was at that moment.
“Ah, of course, Kai.” Uruha leaned forward and pecked Kai gently on the lips, a hand patting Kai’s smooth, flat stomach with a silly grin. “I can see I have another victim to test my kitchen creations on.” Kai’s eyes widened for a moment at what that might mean but Uruha didn’t seem to take notice. “But for today I’ll make you my famous sushi…my sushi will make your mouth water, Kai. Remember the sushi in the diner the other day? Well mine is ten times better if I say so myself.” Kai’s worried expression lengthened at the mention of the dreaded sushi but once again Aoi came to the rescue, reaching out to smooth Uruha’s hair away from his face affectionately.
“You know Uru, something that would be even better for Kai to try on his first true afternoon with us is that fried rice you cook so well. That would be a pretty good lunch wouldn’t it?” Aoi suggested, sneaking a look at Kai who clasped his hands together in thanks before Uruha turned to look at him.
“That’s not a bad idea at all. I’m not even really in the mood for sushi once I think about it. What do you think Kai-chan?” Uruha asked sweetly and Kai nodded as if it weren’t a big deal, but inside he was thanking Aoi on his knees.
“That sound good to me,” Kai agreed casually.
“Okay then. Fried rice and Korokke it is.” Uruha clapped two hands together as if in preparation to get to work. “Kai you can cook for us all whenever you want to because we all know you’re a master of your craft, but let me spoil and pamper you for awhile since you’re the center of attention at the moment.” Uruha winked and kissed Kai on the cheek before slipping from the bed fluidly, not even bothering to put clothes on as he drifted from the room to bring Kai and Aoi lunch in bed, a first for Kai, but it was a welcomed first.
“Center of attention,” Aoi teased ruffling Kai’s already bed mussed hair. “How does it feel to be waited on?”
“It’s the first time I’ve ever had lunch in bed,” Kai offered in answer with a small laugh.
“Well expect a lot more of that from us. Expect….” Aoi stopped and looked at the ceiling as if in thought. “The unexpected,” Aoi finally drew out simply with a kiss to Kai’s temple. Kai smiled and stroked Aoi’s porcelain cheek as the brunette laved his neck with adoring kisses. Kai knew that that one statement from Aoi summed up their relationship and what would happen in the future more perfectly than anything else.
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So there it is ^___^ Sorry about the late post. I meant to post this last night but we had a storm that cut the power *sad tear* But well, hope you all enjoyed it at least. I might come back and do a few things later on down a road with this series if I get the inspiration *cough* band orgy anyone? *cough* lmao But for now classes have started for me and there probably won’t be much activity on my writing journal until December T__T Thanks for reading and commenting everyone, you were all awesome ;D
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[ What I'm listening to| Alexisonfire- Rough hands
Title: Intricate Affairs (3/3)
Pairing(s): Aoi/Kai/Uruha and mentions of Reita/Ruki
Author: Life_giver
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I don’t own them, I just write them and play with them.
Warnings: The same warnings as the last story, some bad language, pornish situations, and a threesome.
Summary: This whole affair was so intricate in it’s design that Kai wasn’t sure he would ever really understand it or learn all there was to know about it. But at least he was a part of it with the two people he cared for more than anything in the world.
Sequel to: Oasis
Kai sighed and turned away from the serene portrait in the bed and left the bedroom in favor of the kitchen. His stomach growled at him as he made sure that Uruha’s door was closed so that he wouldn’t wake them up and then padded into the white tiled kitchen with the wooden counter tops he had always loved.
Uruha’s house was for the most part, clean and orderly if you didn’t count the clothes draped over the back of the couch and the many guitars, probably Uruha’s and Aoi’s, set up in every available space of room. Kai scoffed at their guitar obsession as he reached into one of the top cabinets and took down a porcelain bowl and then searched into the dishwasher for a spoon, making himself at home as Uruha had instructed him to do. In another cabinet he found about five different cereal boxes and dragged one down randomly. He fixed himself a bowl of cornflakes with slices of strawberries and sat down on one of the stools at the island in the center of the kitchen and gazed around the apartment. They didn’t see him cluttering his apartment with ten drum sets did they? He didn’t understand why they needed so many guitars, but maybe that was just a guitarist thing. Who knew really? Kai didn’t that was for sure.
Kai ate his very late breakfast slowly, elbows on the counter, hoping the two men in the bedroom would decide to get up one of these days and keep him company. But even after thirty minutes of trying to take up time with his sluggish eating, the door to Uruha’s bedroom remained closed and Kai was forced to put his empty bowl in the sink and wander around the living room aimlessly. He picked up the silver swinging pendulum on Uruha’s entertainment center and then set it down, making it swing back and forth for a minute before opening the glass door to the stacks of dvds Uruha owned; mostly action movies and dramas.
Video games and cds were stacked beside the stereo and when Kai crouched down to look through Uruha’s many cds, he discovered the photographs he had never noticed before, even after the times he’d stayed the night at Uruha’s place. Some of them were in frames and were propped up neatly here and there on the shelf above the stereo; pictures of the band, Uruha’s close friends that Kai had never met, Uruha’s family, Uruha’s sister who looked so much like him as they posed for the camera with identical smiles and even the same hand gesture, his sister’s children on Uruha’s lap, their wide smiles goofy as Uruha ruffled their hair. Kai smiled as he handled the silver frames carefully, picking them up to examine and then setting them down each in turn.
The few photographs that were out of their frames didn’t surprise Kai….they were personal photographs of Aoi and Uruha, hugging each other in ways that they didn’t do in the public eye or had never done around Kai until he had found out their secret.
Kai flipped through the glossy prints in a film strip of affection and smiled to see Uruha’s scrunched up face as Aoi hugged him tightly on a beach somewhere. There was even a photograph of Uruha and Aoi kissing outside of a nightclub, the photographer anonymous as he caught them in mid passion. The next one was of Uruha holding up a glass of amber colored alcohol, an arm thrown around a sober and exasperated Aoi as Uruha laughed drunkenly. Kai skimmed through all of the photographs curiously, wondering why he hadn’t discovered them until now. He could have broken the code a long time ago, but it seemed as if fate had wanted him to wait until now…until he was ready enough to accept this new life he was being dragged into willingly.
There was only one picture of Ruki and Reita in the exiled photographs and Kai rose his eyebrows at the reason it had been hidden away. This was definitely something he hadn’t seen before from those two. In the photograph, Reita was sitting in the back of what looked to be a taxi with Ruki sitting half on his lap, his lips pressed against Reita’s neck fervently. Reita’s smile was crooked, self satisfied, and lusty, and in the corner of the picture was Aoi, an arm around the back of the taxi seat, looking on in amusement. Kai could already guess at who was taking the playfully arousing picture and Kai smiled sadly at the realization of all that he had been shut out of, all that he had missed. There had been a whole world he’d never known about, living within reaching distance of him…and he’d just never known it. Sensed it yes…but hadn’t discovered it until it was almost too late…
The sudden muffled music and vibration against Kai’s thigh had him dropping the pictures clumsily back onto the shelf and reaching for his pant’s pocket, realizing that he had left his cell phone in the pants he’d thrown on that morning. He looked at the number on the glowing screen and inwardly groaned. It was her, the girl he’d almost forgotten about in his rendezvous with Aoi and Uruha. He had started talking to her more than a month ago and had only went out with her once for drinks, but she had been calling him off and on and he had been ignoring her calls for more important things. He knew it was wrong of him to snub the girl like that, but she wasn’t what he wanted, he had realized that weeks ago. She couldn’t offer him what Aoi and Uruha were offering him. She had seemed like a nice escape at first but now she was only a dead end and he would have to let her down as gently as he could as soon as possible. He’d already found what he needed and no one else would be able to fill his need but them.
“Sorry,” Kai mumbled, shutting off his phone and hating the uncharacteristic rudeness he was showing at that moment. But infatuations made you do crazy things and all he wanted at that moment was what he had come here to get. Kai stood up and left his phone on top of the entertainment center before heading back to Uruha’s bedroom to check up on Aoi and Uruha. They surely couldn’t sleep much longer, it was already almost three hours past noon. Kai rested his hand against the wood of Uruha’s bedroom door, stopping himself from pushing it open when he heard the almost indiscernible creak of the bed. Maybe they had finally decided to get up.
Kai carefully cracked the door a bit just in case they were still sleeping with the creak he had heard only being a lazy reposition of bodies, but when he pushed open the door a bit more to step inside, his eyes widened a bit out of the small shock he received at the scene before him.
Kai found himself once again walking in on a private moment and he felt his face heat as he watched Uruha’s feline back curve in an arc, his hips rolling and pushing down onto Aoi as the dark-haired guitarist lay beneath him, panting and digging fingers into sharply defined hips. Uruha rested a hand on one of Aoi’s thighs and leaned back, hips grinding and shifting so fluidly one would think everything attached from the waist down on Uruha had become more of a snake or a piece of silk in the breeze than hips on a man.
Aoi was vocal unlike that night in the car when he’d had to stifle his pleasure out of whatever small respect he had for the people they fucked around secretly. Aoi’s moans originated from somewhere deep in his throat and Kai stared almost open-mouthed as the other man’s adam’s apple bobbed in his throat as he swallowed and groaned. Uruha’s little moans and cries were more subdued and he seemed to be working more to drive Aoi over the edge than achieving his own gratification as he hissed and his body moved lithely in his drunken lust.
A lazy morning fuck, that’s what Kai had just walked in on and to think that he’d been only a few feet away looking at clandestine photographs and wondering if Aoi and Uruha were ever going to wake up. Well they were surely awake now and Kai held tight to the doorframe, the wood on Uruha’s floor squeaking in protest as he took a step forward and then stopped, wondering what he should do.
Aoi opened his eyes and his gaze immediately fell on Kai as he continued to guide Uruha’s hips down on top of him without hurry or a care in the world. Kai let out a tortured breath, his face heatimg and his temples already damp from the passion they seemed to always emanate in moments like this. Uruha’s fingers dug into Aoi’s thigh as he looked back over his hunched shoulder and that gaze was like a hand between Kai’s legs, so shockingly sexy. Kai could hear the breath escaping Uruha’s mouth and nose as he beckoned Kai over, his face damp, eyes lidded, with dark wet strands of hair falling around his face and sticking to his cheek and neck wildly.
Kai watched Aoi’s hand smooth a trail up Uruha’s thigh, along the side of his hip and stomach and curl around his back, pushing Uruha down onto his chest. Fingers slid down Uruha’s long back obscenely and…oh god….Kai bit the inside of his cheek hard enough to be painful as Aoi grinned mischievously, two fingers spreading Uruha just a little more around Aoi’s straining cock and Kai could see…could see everything and he didn’t need anymore encouragement as he crossed the room in the shortest time he’d ever crossed a room before. He was damn sure ready for this.
Aoi turned towards Kai and smiled devilishly as Kai crawled onto the bed next to them. Uruha pressed himself back up into a sitting position, causing a loud groan to fall from Aoi’s sinful lips as Uruha slid all the way back down onto his cock. A sharp electric shock spiked through Kai’s body and one of his hands gripped the rough material of his jeans so hard his knuckles turned white.
Kai immediately leaned up onto his knees and kissed Uruha’s sensual mouth, swallowing a pleasure laced moan into his own mouth. A tongue slipped into Kai’s mouth and everything was wet and delicious as Kai kissed Uruha, the steady rocking motion of Uruha’s body sliding their lips against one another in a steady rhythm.
Uruha whimpered when Kai drew back, sucking on a plump bottom lip before leaning down and cupping the side of Aoi’s face to give him that kiss that they had missed in the diner. Kai groaned at the feeling of a spiked black lip ring rubbing harshly against his bottom lip as they kissed heatedly. Kai felt Uruha’s hand on his back as he continued to kiss Aoi, letting his mouth be dirtied by a vulgar, talented tongue.
Kai let his fingers slip through silken black hair for the first time, now slightly tangled from sleep and sex. As Kai closed his eyes and surrendered to Aoi’s mouth, Uruha’s nails scraped lightly down the middle of his back. Kai smelt that familiar spicy scent Aoi wore and felt his cock jerk as the scent invaded his nostrils and he felt his teeth nipping at Aoi’s tongue and then lips in the excitement that scent evoked in him. He heard the deep chuckle vibrate from Aoi’s throat and when Kai pulled back, Aoi licked his bottom lip for the last remnant of Kai on his lips. Kai sucked his own bottom lip into his mouth, tasting Aoi and Uruha all at once.
“You almost missed the fun,” Uruha drawled, breaking the stunt of conversation and Kai’s heavy gaze snapped back to Uruha as the guitarist rose and lowered against Aoi, his breathing slightly breathless, but controlled in a way Kai knew he’d never be able to accomplish himself if he were in Uruha’s position.
“It would have been a pity to have missed the morning screw,” Aoi agreed with a lazy smirk, the palm of one hand stroking Uruha’s undulating stomach, pressing against the skin as if he wanted to feel his cock moving inside of Uruha’s supple body.
“It’s a morning ritual,” Uruha murmured with a teasing smile.
“Though basically it’s the afternoon. Maybe we should change it to the ‘afternoon screw’ ritual.” Aoi chuckled and thrust up to tear a cry from Uruha’s smiling lips.
Kai drew in a sharp breath and reached forward to stroke Uruha’s slick thigh, watching the flesh twitch at his touch and when Uruha grabbed his hand and slid it between his legs, Kai closed his fist around Uruha’s cock, stroking slowly just how he knew Uruha wanted at that moment.
Kai looked up at Uruha’s blissful face and ran his thumb over the head of the guitarist’s cock, feeling the pre-cum running over his fingers deliciously. Kai loved the feeling of hot flesh under his palm and he knew that it was only with them that he had ever really had the urge to please more than be pleasured. With the women he‘d been with, it had always been Kai’s pleasure he’d always thought about, but with these two, it gave him satisfaction and pleasure to see them come undone from his touches.
Kai felt Aoi’s hand bury in his short, dark hair, caressing and pulling teasingly like the night Kai had spied Uruha between Aoi’s legs. Kai leant down kissed Aoi’s lips and then let his mouth slid down to Aoi’s neck where he could run his tongue over flushed skin, more confidant in what he was doing than the last time they had all been together…just as he had predicted he would be.
“Mmm…Kai,” Aoi whispered, tugging on Kai’s hair just a bit harder, but still not hard enough to hurt and in response Kai clamped his mouth to the base of Aoi’s throat and sucked, working eagerly to bring the blood to the surface. “Uru…” Aoi hissed, suddenly turning his attention away from Kai to the man who was currently moaning and rocking harder against Aoi, nails scraping red lines down Aoi’s pale chest. “Uru…baby I’m about to come, you have to….you have to st-” Aoi’s voice had suddenly turned desperate and Kai could see the muscles in Aoi’s stomach clenching to still an orgasm that was ready to take him over but Uruha just smiled evilly and drug a nail over one of Aoi’s nipples, watching it harden immediately, those sensual hips never stopping their motion.
“Just a bit more, Aoi. I want you so close to the edge that one single breath could knock you over.”
“Don’t….Uru, god. I’m almost there you have to stop-”
“Shh,” Uruha whispered, squeezing around Aoi’s cock most likely because Kai heard Aoi gasp loudly and Kai immediately let go of Uruha’s cock as the blonde rose up to his knees quickly and guided Aoi out of his body. Kai tore his mouth away from Aoi’s neck as Aoi let out a loud, keening cry. Kai had never heard anything in his life close to a wail slip from Aoi’s reserved lips and here he was, grabbing the sheets beneath him and gasping to keep himself in control.
Kai rose his eyebrows at Uruha who wore a smug expression and was calmly wiping the sheen from between his thighs. Sheen that had to be perspiration and Aoi’s pre-cum because Aoi had just been denied orgasm by the vixen he knew Uruha could be. Aoi was still painfully hard and Kai had the urge to reach out and help Aoi the rest of the way so that he wouldn’t have to suffer for however long Uruha intended on keeping him in a limbo between desperation and release. But he knew it wasn’t his place to if Uruha wanted Aoi to wait and it seemed Aoi didn’t want help anyway because he had caught his breath in those few short moments and had sat up, his face distorted as if in pain, but he made no move to touch himself or voice any objections. Kai was just too damn compassionate and caring for his own good it seemed, a trait that appeared to be of no use in a bedroom like Aoi and Uruha’s. Though Uruha was as compassionate as he could be…in a twisted way, as he shushed the small lustful sounds coming from the back of Aoi’s throat as Aoi fought to steady himself. Uruha leaned forward and brushed Aoi’s sweaty bangs away from his face so that he could kiss his forehead.
“Is this what you needed to see?” Uruha suddenly asked, his voice dangerous while those honey brown eyes flashed on Kai expectantly. Kai opened his mouth but once again that hated silence washed over him, and he couldn’t make the words form on his lips. Uruha slid his long fingers into Aoi’s hair and pulled hard, a sinfully wicked smile painting his lips. Aoi squeezed his eyes shut and didn’t fight as his head was pulled back some, adam’s apple standing out against the skin of his neck. “To see him brought back to earth with us so that you could sleep with us comfortably? I can show you that he isn’t on a pedestal if you really want that,” Uruha drawled self-assuredly and Kai watched with wide-eyes, unable to say anything as the other side of Uruha showed it’s face. Kai bit his lip hard enough that the corner of his eyes stung as he was scrutinized but finally Aoi spoke up, his voice strained and breathless.
“We’ve leveled with each other.”
Aoi reached up for Uruha’s wrist as Uruha loosened his hold on Aoi’s hair and smiled at Kai. Uruha seemed immensely pleased by Kai and Aoi’s reconciliation as he looked first at Kai and then back to Aoi, satisfied smile still firmly set in place. It was a, ‘Well, it’s good you boys finally kissed and made up’ sort of smile. He didn’t seem at all put out that he wouldn’t be able to demonstrate his control that night, only relieved and elevated that everyone was finally getting along in their three-sided relationship.
“Well in that case, I guess we’ll have to continue this little episode later. We have all the time in the world.”
Kai’s heart pounded against his chest in anticipation. He had wanted to see Uruha control and use Aoi because he had previously thought that that would reassure him that Aoi could be brought down to a level Kai was comfortable with, but now it seemed unnecessary because he knew Aoi better. He knew what Aoi was and they didn’t need the intense, aggressive encounter tonight. Kai was at ease with both of them and all he wanted was for them to show him what it felt like to lose the ground he stood on and touch heaven for a fleeting moment. As Uruha had just confirmed, they would have plenty of time later to explore the taboo and hidden sides of all of them.
Uruha let his hand slip from Aoi’s hair and he kissed the top of Aoi’s head soothingly before taking Kai’s hand and pulling him forward so that they could kiss. Uruha’s hands wandered down to Kai’s waist as their mouths embraced sensually for a long moment. When Kai pulled back and looked over to Aoi, he caught the guitarist rubbing his scalp and grimacing and he couldn’t help but laugh. Uruha turned to see what Kai was snickering about and let out a small laugh too.
“Did I hurt you baby?” Uruha asked, amusement heavy in his voice. Uruha puckered his lips in a pout as Aoi looked up at him and rolled his eyes.
“You’re always so rough when you get in these moods of yours. I don’t mind the other kinky shit you like to do but pulling the hair from my scalp is something else,” Aoi finished with a chuckle and Uruha just shrugged, wiping his hands clean of any blame.
“Now you know how Ru-kun feels. Besides, what can you expect from me when my first time consisted of being led to a hotel room, tied to the bed, and then whipped?”
“You never told me about that Uruha…” Aoi’s eyebrows drew together in a frown. “I thought we agreed on no secrets?”
“Oh it was an eye opening experience.” Uruha grinned, speaking directly to Kai and ignoring Aoi’s shocked and irritated glare. Kai didn‘t know how to take Uruha‘s unusual first time encounter so he just remained quiet as he did in these situations that they pushed him into. “I didn’t know what to do, but when he tied me to the bed, I knew I’d fallen in love with that sort of taboo play. It spurned what me and Aoi have created here; open minds and no rules. My first time was…interesting to say the least.” Uruha smirked and Aoi fixed him with a hard glare.
“So that’s what all these ropes and handcuffs are about,” Aoi murmured, hand stroking his thigh anxiously and Kai felt for the other man. Kai had never been denied orgasm but he knew it must be a painful experience.
“You know Aoi, scowling isn’t very becoming of you.” Uruha curled his fingers under Aoi’s chin and made the other man look up at him. “You know my little secret now so stop sulking. Besides, that experience could never hold a candle to what I experience with you.” Uruha leaned down and gave Aoi a long, deep kiss before turning on Kai and doing the same. “And you,” He whispered with a slight wiggle of the eyebrows. Kai laughed quietly but when Uruha dropped down to his hands and knees to reach over to the nightstand, his laughing evolved into a nervous chuckle.
“Shall we get this show on the road then?” Uruha asked, his naked ass in Kai’s plain view as Uruha leant over Aoi’s body and slid open one of the drawers of the nightstand. Kai craned his neck around Uruha’s alluring bottom so that he could see what the other man was doing and saw him take out a slender bottle of something Kai had a good idea was lubricant. He knew enough about this sort of stuff to know what was about to happen and all of the necessities that went with it. Not that that helped calm Kai’s nerves any.
Uruha threw the bottle of lubricant over his shoulder and it landed beside Kai’s thigh. The sound of papers and anonymous objects being pushed around and clunked against one another was heard before Uruha huffed in exasperation. “Aoi did you move the condoms?”
“They’re in the last drawer. Ruki and Reita spent the night here when you were out of town remember? Ruki threw the condoms in the wrong drawer,” Aoi explained, hand rubbing over Uruha’s ass unconsciously as Uruha remained bent over, opening the last drawer and digging through it loudly.
“Figures. They have no sense of order. It’s just drop your pants and get to it with them. Aoi, you’re supposed to keep an eye on them when I’m not here. You know how I don’t like my things out of place.”
“Of course.” Aoi gave Kai an exasperated look and Kai grinned.
“My blindfolds are missing,” Uruha suddenly exclaimed loudly. “Aoi I could kill you. If they took my blindfolds I’m personally escorting them and you to your early grave.”
“You love me too much to kill me Uru.” Aoi winked over at Kai and patted the space next to him by the headboard for Kai to sit. Kai crawled forward and settled himself next to Aoi, shoulder to shoulder and watched Uruha huff and complain. A dreading sense of finality swept over Kai in that moment. He was about to shed another layer and this one might be the hardest one of all.
“At least you still have your handcuffs. Maybe me and Kai could reenact your kinky first time with that professor of yours.” Aoi laughed and Uruha reached back and slapped Aoi hard on the thigh without even looking. Aoi mouthed an ow and caressed the red handprint on his thigh soothingly.
“Who said it was my professor?” Uruha asked petulantly, finally sitting back on his calves and holding up a long string of multicolored condoms with a victorious smile.
“It just seems like something you would do. You know, fuck the professor to get an A and all.”
Uruha scowled at Aoi’s teasing.
“Fuck you Aoi and no it wasn’t a professor though it was a slightly older man and he was so good he made my toes curl and my ass hurt for a week,” Uruha shot back haughtily, preening in front of Aoi in revenge. Kai chuckled against the back of his hand, his cheeks tinged with pink from laughing at their bickering. Hopefully he would never have to quarrel with them, but they did have a knack for dragging him into their arguments unwillingly somehow. Aoi tched but let the subject drop.
“Let’s just hope he doesn’t start abusing you like he does me,” Aoi mumbled low to Kai with a serious expression.
“I heard that. Now Kai.” Uruha turned his attention back to Kai and held up the string of colored condoms for examination. “We have these in all flavors so it’s your pick.”
“He’s not going to be sucking cock tonight Uruha,” Aoi reminded the other man but Uruha waved his comment off. Kai hesitated as Uruha let the string of condoms sway a little bit, urging him to take his pick.
“Ah….I don’t know…” Kai shrugged but Uruha shook the string of rubbers insistently once more.
“Just pick…any color. It doesn’t matter, like Aoi said, you aren’t going to be sucking cock…just taking it.” Uruha winked and Kai felt his nerves jump at that little reminder of why exactly he was picking a condom out.
“Un…I guess that light red one there…” Kai pointed to one of the first ones in the line, not sure how it would be using a blue or pink condom for his first experience with this sort of sex. Uruha grinned and tore two of the light red rubbers from the rest and threw the other condoms back onto the nightstand.
“Cherry, a very good choice.” Uruha smiled at Kai. “You’re going to have the best of both worlds tonight. You said you wanted to fuck me? Well I’ll let you…and Aoi’s voiced his want to fuck you, so you’re going to be introduced to both sides. Do you think you can handle it? We’re not going to force you to do anything you don’t want to do of course.”
Kai knew he wanted to get the chance to fuck Uruha first and foremost as his eyes ran along the long expanse of smooth skin and long legs that Uruha presented to him, but when he looked beside him to Aoi leaning against the headboard, relaxed and still sensually alluring, he knew that he also wanted a chance to feel Aoi inside of him. So it seemed that tonight he would be fully initiated into this life-style however intimidating it seemed when Kai thought on how inexperienced he was. Kai nodded his consent somewhat anxiously.
“I can take it….I want it.”
“Good then.” Uruha grinned triumphantly and Aoi gave Kai’s bare shoulder a quick kiss before moving away from him to kneel in front of Uruha.
Kai watched as Aoi kissed the curve of Uruha’s ear, his arms encircling Uruha’s waist and bringing their naked bodies closer. Aoi licked the shell of Uruha’s ear slowly and Kai saw the tremble that went through Uruha’s body. Kai felt his own body shudder, his skin prickling in the cool room with anticipation. Aoi brushed his lips against Uruha’s teasingly and Kai noticed Uruha’s hand had slid down Aoi’s smooth stomach and the palm of his hand was currently brushing against Aoi’s cock as they kissed in only a way they could. They were working to set the mood again and hell…it was damn sure working for Kai as he felt his cock twitch in his pants at watching them.
Aoi’s breath escaped him in slight pants as his mouth slid away from Uruha’s mouth and instead kissed down the long, slender slope of a neck, his hips pushing into Uruha’s hand as much as Uruha would allow. Uruha wrapped his free arm around Aoi’s back and kissed along his shoulder affectionately. Kai couldn’t help but rub his thigh anxiously at seeing them together. They were an addiction he never wanted to get rid of. They always made him feel sensations he never knew existed.
Uruha watched Kai rubbing his hand along the uncomfortable material of his pants and finally broke away from Aoi. It was almost as if they had rehearsed everything because Aoi immediately helped Uruha to lay back against the pillows beside Kai. This was a prime example of their uncanny way of working together so fluidly as Kai was made to sit up with Aoi’s hand on the small of his back.
“He’s all yours,” Aoi murmured into Kai’s ear, his voice low and dripping with dirty promises. Kai looked down at Uruha whose face had become flushed from Aoi’s kisses and his thighs were rubbing together as if he couldn’t wait for someone to get between his legs. Kai took a deep breath and placed a hand on one of Uruha’s knees, his breathing speeding up when Uruha opened his legs and shifted his hips insistently.
“Come on Kai…I don’t bite,” Uruha purred, one fine eyebrow drawing up in amusement.
“He does, but not all the time.” Aoi chuckled, reaching for Kai’s pants and unbuttoning them with a quick ease that shouldn’t have been surprising for Kai, but none the less made him raise an eyebrow. Kai sucked in a sharp breath as Aoi bent down in front of him and deftly slid his pants down and the only work Kai had to do was kick them the rest of the way off. How convenient.
Aoi smiled up at Kai, giving the slope of Kai’s hip a sensual kiss before moving away from Kai and stretching his body out beside Uruha’s so that they were both looking up at the drummer. Kai felt his heart thudding too fast to be healthy at their gazes on him. Aoi rubbed his hand along the inside of one of Uruha’s open thighs casually, dripping sex with each stroke.
“Don’t be nervous. It’s just like any of the other sex you’ve had-” Aoi began but Uruha gave a short, derisive laugh.
“Don’t lie to him Aoi, it’s better than any sex he’s had. He just doesn’t know it yet.” Uruha sucked in his bottom lip as he appreciated Kai’s naked body with a heated gaze.
Aoi shrugged as if to say that basically Uruha was right and Kai smiled nervously, his hands trembling at his sides, but hopefully they didn’t notice.
“As I was saying…maybe it isn’t exactly like the sex you’ve had, but it’s close enough. It feels ten times better, but there’s more to it than just sticking your cock in.” Aoi laughed while Kai’s face heated several degrees. “I’m sure you know what you have to do if you don’t want Uruha screaming or slapping you for hurting him. He can take a lot, but it’s nice to show your partner a little courtesy in going through the proper motions.”
“You’re scaring him Aoi,” Uruha muttered, his eyes zeroing in on Kai’s trembling hands. “I’m not going to scream at you or slap you, don’t worry,” Uruha reassured Kai. “I’m used to a lot of things so you’re lucky I’m the first man you’re having sex with.” Uruha grinned proudly. “Let’s just start off slowly.”
Aoi nodded and reached out to pick up the forgotten lubrication and handed it to Kai who took it uncertainly. Kai flipped the cap and the scent of strawberries filled his nostrils.
“Uru’s favorite…don’t even ask.” Aoi laughed. “Just pour some onto your fingers and I think you know what to do next. Start off with one finger and add more as he gets loosened up…just relax. Slow is the best way to go at any time.”
Kai felt like he had entered some perverted finishing school as Aoi and Uruha led him through the steps of preparing and then eventually fucking a man. It would have made him laugh if his throat weren’t so constricted and dry. Kai did as he was instructed and squeezed the bottle, letting the strawberry scented liquid drizzle onto his fingers. Aoi continued to caress Uruha’s thigh as Kai licked his dry lips and let his hand drop down between Uruha’s spread legs. He carefully let the tip of his middle finger breach the small ring of muscle of Uruha’s opening, enjoying the warmth encircling his finger. He let his finger slide all the way in slowly as he felt his confidence building itself back up gradually and he heard Uruha let out a little sigh of contentment.
“That’s it Kai,” Aoi reassured from somewhere in the background, but Kai was too concentrated on his task to even notice anything but working his finger in and then out of Uruha who had begun to press back just a little with his hips. Kai pulled his finger out and then gently pressed two fingers against Uruha, drawing a breath between his teeth when his fingers slipped in and Uruha clenched around them deliciously. He could already almost feel Uruha around his cock and it made his stomach clench and burn hotter. He knew it really would be unlike anything he had yet to experience because the heat around his finger was so tight, it was almost unbelievable that his cock would be in there in a little while. Kai let his thumb rub against Uruha’s perineum while he continued to move his two fingers inside of the guitarist. Kai watched Uruha moan and arch his back, taking his own small pleasure from Uruha‘s wanton eagerness and obvious enjoyment. Uruha closed his eyes and pressed his face against Aoi’s arm after a moment, his moans now muffled and low.
Kai hesitantly let a third finger join the other two and marveled at the stretch around his fingers. When he looked up to Aoi, Aoi was smiling encouragingly and running his fingers through Uruha’s damp blonde hair calmingly .
“Mmm Kai….that’s enough, just….just put it in,” Uruha groaned. Kai grinned as he let his fingers slide all the way inside of Uruha and felt Uruha shudder and let out a muffled cry against Aoi’s arm.
“I think you found something.” Aoi chuckled. “He’s ready enough so go ahead and put the condom on and… fuck him.” Kai watched fascinated as he brushed his fingers in an angle deep inside of Uruha and watched as Uruha’s face turned red and his stomach clenched. He would have to remember that spot for later on. Kai drew his fingers out after another mischievous rub that had Uruha gasping.
The two condoms from earlier were lying beside Kai so he picked one up with slippery fingers and battled to open the package for a minute before sliding out the rubber into the palm of his hand. Uruha was looking up at him with eager eyes, teeth sunk hard into a plump bottom lip. Kai felt his cock jerk for the millionth time that night and he knew it wouldn’t be the last.
Kai slid the condom onto his cock with ease and then reached for the lubricant again. At least this was a part he knew well how to do. Though it seemed like he had just passed lesson number one with flying colors if Uruha’s flushed face and eager eyes were anything to go by. Kai quickly slicked the condom covering his cock and then settled himself between Uruha’s perfect legs.
“Slide it into me,” Uruha whispered, eyes heavy as he pressed his hips against Kai insistently. Kai groaned deep in his throat and reached down to hold his cock. The nervousness and uncertainty melted away to be replaced by a driving lust that had Kai wanting to thrust into Uruha and fuck him as he’d promised he would do. He could see Uruha gasping beneath him as he fucked him into the bed, but he knew he would have to take it slow tonight and act on his wilder fantasies another time.
Kai guided himself to Uruha’s opening and moaned softly when Uruha reached down and helped him press the head of Kai’s cock inside of himself. Uruha let go and held onto the pillow beneath his head as Kai pressed himself deeper, gasping at how incredibly tight Uruha felt around him. There was indeed too much of a difference in how this felt to even compare it to what he had felt with his girlfriends. Kai could feel Uruha loosen some around him the deeper he pushed, marveling at how incredibly good this felt and wondering why the hell he hadn’t tried this sooner.
Kai had his head lowered, watching his cock disappear into Uruha’s body slowly before he pulled out to the head of his cock and then slid back in comfortably. When Kai rose his head from watching Uruha take him so easily, his lips were immediately assaulted by Aoi’s lips and tongue. And when Kai pulled back, he shuddered to see Uruha’s body shifting beneath him against the white sheets of the bed, his body covered in a light sheen already and it was the most erotic, sensual thing Kai had ever seen or experienced so far in his life. Kai closed his eyes and pressed his lips together in a vain attempt to keep his groans at bay as he thrust into Uruha at a pace that wasn’t too hurried but wasn’t as slow as he knew he should be going. But this felt too good to take in small doses. He wanted it all, and he wanted it all now. Kai felt Uruha’s arms wind around his shoulders, his wrists resting against Kai’s neck, and Uruha was pulling Kai down to him so that they could kiss thoroughly while their bodies pressed against one another more intimately than Kai had ever thought was possible in their friendship.
Kai pecked Uruha’s moist lips with small kisses as he watched the guitarist slide his hands from his shoulders and reach over to touch Aoi’s neglected cock finally. Aoi let his head roll back against the headboard and he groaned as Uruha’s skilled fingers closed around his cock and rubbed, the tip of his cock leaking steadily and Kai knew it wouldn‘t take much to make him come. Kai smiled at Uruha’s small mercy and kissed his way along a smooth jaw line to Uruha’s neck. After a long moment of this sweet bliss for the three of them, Aoi stilled Uruha’s moving hand and leaned down to whisper into his ear, but loud enough so that Kai could hear.
“I can’t wait any longer Uru, I need to feel him.”
Uruha somehow found the strength to nod in the lust filled haze his mind must have been in because Kai felt delirious from the pleasure coursing through his veins at that moment. He didn’t care at all what happened just as long as he got his release with the man beneath him.
Aoi disappeared from Kai’s line of vision and even the distant sound of the tube of lubricant being opened didn’t faze Kai. He’d been through this part already and knew how good it would feel, but when Aoi wound a hand around Kai’s hip to stop him in mid-motion, Kai had to refrain himself from snarling his irritation.
“Hold on Kai. Let me just get you ready for a moment and then you can keep reveling in your fun with Uruha when I’m done.”
Kai clenched his teeth together as the overwhelming urge to move washed through him, but Uruha’s surprisingly cool hands were on his face. His angel of mercy was kissing him gently, hushing him with a small, welcome distraction.
Fingers were at Kai’s entrance circling and finally pressing in and Kai couldn’t help but groan into Uruha’s sweet mouth, his hand keeping the bangs away from Uruha’s forehead as he kept his mouth locked to the guitarist. Aoi wasn’t as slow as the last time, his fingers were careful but quick and Kai knew that they were all excited and standing on the ledge…so close, it wouldn’t be long before they all held hands and fell. Aoi pressed a tender kiss to the small of Kai’s back, another place with two dimples that had been the undoing of quite a few of his lovers and he knew Aoi appreciated them as well.
Aoi’s fingers slid out and the sound of plastic crinkling had Kai taking one last deep breath. Hopefully it wouldn’t be as bad as he had been predicting these past few weeks. He knew there would be pain…but he trusted that the pleasure would outride the uncomfortable part.
“Here we go. Relax as much as you can Kai…it’ll hurt a bit but as long as you’re relaxed the small pain will lessen eventually.” Eventually. That word echoed in Kai’s mind and he squeezed his eyes closed as the fear mounted a fraction. Kai concentrated on relaxing his muscles as he did when Aoi had fingered him and managed to relax as much as he possibly could in his position. “That’s it,” Aoi breathed as he pressed the head of his cock against Kai.
“It’s alright,” Uruha whispered, hands rubbing soothing circles along Kai’s back as he pressed calming kisses to Kai’s face and neck. Kai buried his face into Uruha’s neck, gasping as Aoi slowly pushed deeper into him and the pain swept through him with deliberate sluggishness. It wasn’t an intense pain, just a dull throbbing pain that would hopefully ease off into pleasure as soon as possible.
“See, not so bad. I’ll make it good for you, I promise,” Aoi soothed, leaning over Kai’s back and pressing in deep.
“Ah,” Kai cried into Uruha’s neck and clenched the sheets on either side of Uruha’s body in a death grip. Moisture pricked at the corner of his eyes for a moment at the sharpness of the pain. The feeling of something the size of Aoi’s cock was electrifying and foreign…but in some sense it felt…good beneath the pain.
“Shh Kai. You’re okay. Aoi move some, get him used to it,” Uruha murmured and Kai kept his eyes shut tightly as Aoi pulled back and pressed in slowly again, the muscles of Kai’s entrance loosening gradually and making it easier for the both of them to endure.
“God, he’s so tight Uru…it’s amazing,” Aoi gasped, hips moving slowly and setting a pace that had the pain lessening more and more. The sensation of being filled and filling Uruha at the same time was an intense sensation that had Kai’s body almost too sensitive to the touch.
“Move in me Kai,” Uruha instructed, clenching around Kai’s cock so blissfully that Kai couldn’t help the unconscious twitch his hips made in response.
“Let’s set a rhythm,” Aoi whispered right next to Kai’s ear, voice breathless and deep. Set a rhythm. Right. Kai fought to unclench his teeth before he experimentally tried moving his hips forward and felt Aoi push into him as he slid into Uruha to the hilt.
“Yeah…” Uruha breathed out in a voice that could have been described as agonized pleasure. “That’s perfect….” Kai wasn’t sure how Uruha could even string together intelligible words at this point because the blonde beneath him looked more and more delirious on each inward thrust from Kai’s slender hips.
Uruha’s arms wrapped themselves around Kai’s neck and he felt Aoi lean down and kiss Uruha’s arm to keep the electric current flowing between all three of them. Kai shuddered as he felt Uruha tightening around him every time he slid home and trying to keep him inside when he tried to pull back. It was a small death worth dying in Kai’s fogged mind.
After a while, Kai felt the pain of Aoi inside of him slowly morph into numbness and then a feeling that could be counted among the category of ‘pleasant’ and ‘nice’. It still wasn’t anything he could call blissful or anything near explosive, but he was getting used to being filled and being inside of Uruha overrode any other sensation at that moment anyway. Kai almost envied Aoi. It must have felt like fucking Uruha and him at the same time as Aoi pushed into Kai, which was a chain reaction for Kai to push into Uruha. But it was a different experience for all of them he guessed. Uruha was getting fucked by two men at the same time and Kai was both fucking and getting fucked. Kai snickered to himself and shook his head of that weird thought. It wasn’t really something he should be thinking about as he was experiencing this amazing encounter for the first time.
Aoi groaned behind Kai, dragging his hips back before molding them against Kai’s ass perfectly, those strong guitarist hands holding hips to pull Kai back in place snugly, thumb rubbing and pressing against the two dimples on his lower back.
“It’s not going to take long,” Uruha suddenly murmured from beneath Kai, one golden eyebrow drawn up cynically. Kai frowned and when Uruha thrust his chin in the direction of Aoi, Kai remembered the tortured state Uruha had left him in at the beginning of their stimulating afternoon and smiled inwardly. The thought that Kai would be helping Aoi achieve release had a groan escaping his lips. But suddenly without any warning Aoi shifted his hips in a way that had Kai seeing bright white stars and he even thought he could see heaven in that abrupt flash.
“Fuck, god….damn….” Kai panted, his movements stopping all together.
“And all the curse words known to man.” Uruha laughed. “A little sensitive there?” Uruha asked in a sing-song voice, his hands running soothing strokes down Kai’s trembling arms.
“Right then.” Aoi laughed as if he’d been surprised himself at finding that hidden spot inside of Kai once again. Kai had almost forgotten about that blinding sensation Aoi had made him feel that night he’d used his fingers to find that place of mercy.
“You okay?” Aoi breathed shakily, his own pleasure radiating from him in waves.
“Do it again,” Kai promptly suggested…well more ordered with a polite undertone. Both Uruha and Aoi chuckled at his eagerness and then there was that death defying sensation that was an orgasm all in it’s own.
“Yes….” Kai moaned and pressed his hips back into Aoi like a wanton whore. His cheek rested on Uruha’s shoulder as Aoi continued to give him that blinding pleasure in small, measured thrusts while Kai pressed into Uruha to satisfy his aching cock. It was beyond perfect…it was everything he had been missing and more. He wanted to find that place within Uruha to have him moaning and arching his back in that feline way when Kai had first ventured into unknown territory. “Please,” He groaned, not even knowing or caring what he was asking for, he just knew he needed gratification and he wanted to bring both of his lovers with him.
Kai felt Aoi’s teeth nip at his neck as his body was pushed against Uruha more forcefully and the man beneath him writhed and groaned as Kai’s cock slid in deeper, his hips becoming harsher and more selfish.
“Kai,” Uruha whimpered, reaching down for his own cock as Kai concentrated on finding the spot he’d hit earlier; An easier task with fingers it seemed as he searched and experimented with his hips to no avail.
Kai felt one of Aoi’s hands slip from his waist and reach down beneath Kai to close over Uruha’s fist, speeding Uruha’s hand up some to fit their tempo. Kai felt the hardness of Aoi’s chest and stomach bearing down on his back and he couldn’t help but close his eyes in bliss. Uruha’s lips were pressing frantic, moist kisses to his lips and neck and Kai was falling deeper into both of these men with everything he was.
“Perfect,” Kai murmured against Uruha’s soft lips, his hips pressing faster as Aoi’s thrusts quickened. “So unbelievably perfect.” It was almost too much for Kai as they all neared the end together with baited breath.
Uruha let out a short cry and his hand let go of his own cock to cling to Kai’s shoulders as Aoi continued to move his hand in Uruha’s stead. Kai must have found that weak spot again and he grinned through the haze of their impending orgasm. The next few moments were a blur of fingers, lips, blissful sensations, and cries falling from trembling mouths as they all worshipped one another with entangled limbs and whispered words of affection and burning lust.
Kai lost his breath and his mind in those last moments as the world stopped in suspension for several seconds, watching them take that step from the cliff. It was everything Kai had ever wanted in that moment as he clung tight to Uruha’s shivering body and hid his face in hair that still smelt of sweet intoxications. His hips rode out the last of the pleasure as Aoi pressed into him as deep as he possibly could, his cheek pressed against Kai’s cheek as he died the little death. Aoi’s groans were in Kai’s ear, the scent of mint strong so that Kai couldn’t resist turning his head and clamping his mouth to Aoi’s. The sounds of his own final moans were lost to a hungry mouth and Uruha’s desperate cries sealed their fate perfectly.
The world began moving again just as Kai’s arms gave out and he tumbled into Uruha with as much grace as he could possibly muster in their post orgasmic state. Uruha held him to his body with panting breaths and Aoi stayed kneeling over them, his forehead to Kai’s shoulder, his hands running calming strokes along the sides of Kai’s stomach.
An orgasm for a man drains the life from him in Kai’s opinion and he wouldn’t have been able to stand up or even kneel without his knees giving way beneath him and sending him sailing to the ground. Though he could manage to roll off of Uruha’s limp form once Aoi decided to move off of them both. Kai pressed his hips back into Aoi and the guitarist seemed to get the hint because he carefully slid his softening cock out of Kai and collapsed in a heap beside them. Kai rose up on shaky arms above an exhausted Uruha, the blonde’s face red and his eyes closed as he fought for breath.
Aoi moved over some on the bed to give Kai room as he weakly rolled onto his back between his two lovers, an arm thrown over his eyes in fatigue. Kai dimly heard the snap of rubber and knew Aoi had just taken his condom off. Kai cracked an eye open to see the sticky whiteness entrapped in rubber being thrown into a hidden waste basket near Uruha’s side of the bed. It seemed an encouragement to discard his own uncomfortable hindrance, something he would have rather not even used. He wondered briefly what it would have felt like to feel Aoi come inside him, to be filled with a warmth, to feel Aoi’s pleasure inside of him….the thought had a shiver running through his body and would have had him aroused and hard again if it weren’t for how weak he felt at that moment. Amazing orgasms did that to a person and now Kai knew what it was to experience one. The thought of being able to release inside of Uruha pushed him even closer to awakening his weary body so he closed his mind from those dirty thoughts and stored them away for another time.
Kai deftly reached down and slipped the condom from his cock and gathered enough strength to lean over Uruha and search for the trashcan Aoi had just used. Uruha’s stomach felt warm and damp beneath him as he found the small clear wastebasket and dropped the used condom into it and then settled back into the warm indention between Aoi and Uruha.
“So how was it?” Aoi asked, that normally confident voice was worn and tired now and when Kai looked over at the guitarist, he saw that the other man was smiling wearily. The back of Aoi’s hand was pressed to his forehead, his eyes heavy.
“Do you even have to ask?” Kai laughed weakly, readjusting his damp shoulders on the pillows uncomfortably.
“I guess not,” Aoi settled in amusement.
“I told you it would be like nothing you’ve ever experienced,” Uruha threw in confidently with a little wiggle of the eyebrows. Kai had to agree with Uruha on that one. It was nothing even close to what he’d ever experienced.
Kai smiled and laid his head against Aoi’s shoulder, reaching for Uruha’s hand so that he could wind the other man’s arm around his waist. Uruha chuckled and let himself be used as a rag doll of sorts, sliding closer to Kai for a more comfortable position as his arm was hugged.
It was strange how everything felt so good after sex and that after sex atmosphere seemed to be heightened after experiencing what he just had with these two men he called his lovers now. It was something so much stronger than that night they had first initiated him into their relationship because now…he knew them, he cared for them more than ever, and they felt like home to him.
They would still instruct him on the ways that their taboo world worked. The wonders and pleasures they had in store for Kai were endless he was sure. But now that he had the security of trust and a sense of belonging, their experiences would be that much more exciting and fulfilling in their intricate affair. Kai was free now to live like they lived, without a care in the world, without the smothering thoughts clouding his mind about what was right and what was wrong and what it was to feel so insecure around two people he loved and whom loved him back. They were the only ones in his scope of vision now and he knew they felt the same way because with even one point missing the whole triangle would collapse.
Uruha disentangled his arm from Kai so that he could stretch his arms above his head, his back curving into a fine arc before he sat up on one elbow and studied Kai and Aoi, both weary and content with satisfied, lazy grins adorning their smooth faces. Kai looked over at Uruha who had seemed to rejuvenate himself completely in their brief moments of rest. He couldn’t even fathom how Uruha had recuperated from their encounter so quickly but then again, asking how and why was out of the question when it came to how Uruha worked, how this whole relationship worked really. Kai just wished he had known that a long time ago.
“So who’s up for lunch in bed?” Uruha offered with a charming smile, his hand sweeping through the air to indicate elegance, luxury, something Kai had the complete privilege of experiencing with them. Everything was limitless here, nothing out of reach for the three of them. “I know I promised you breakfast in bed Kai-kun, but would you mind taking a rain check? It’s really almost time for dinner.” Uruha laughed, shrugging as if it didn’t really matter anyway. “I promise I’ll make you a huge breakfast tomorrow morning if we can all get out of bed and manage clothes somehow….it’s going to be hard I know.”
“Oh so very hard,” Aoi agreed in a teasingly agonized voice, making Kai smile.
“Rain check it is then,” Kai consented without any hesitance what so ever. “I raided your kitchen early this morning anyway,” Kai added with a sheepish smile. Aoi chuckled and Uruha shrugged to say that he had already known that anyway.
“Uruha makes the best breakfast you’ll ever eat, Kai, trust me on that. You’ll die another sweet death after we’ve killed you a bit more tommorow morning.”
Aoi gave Kai a subtle wink that had Kai trying to fight down a blush. It seemed that blushing would be a regular occurrence around these two just as the no clothes policy would be applied more often than not.
No amount of sex or vulgarities or even learning the ropes of Uruha and Aoi’s playground could really change Kai’s inner innocence he realized. Of course he wasn’t as naive and pure as the first time they had touched him and he was definitely not a saint after what they had just done, but he would always have that hidden innocence and wide-eyed curiosity that Uruha and Aoi loved about him. That inner virtue allowed him to throw his all into taking care of the people he loved and adoring them with a fierce passion even at the expense of getting hurt or losing everything. He was the one who carried the people he cared about when they were too weak to carry themselves, that sweet smile braving through it all. He could have been called a fool for the way he gave up parts of himself so selflessly just to see his friends and lovers smile and feel comforted. So maybe that was his role in this relationship. Uruha had taken him in because he had been lost and they had needed that selflessness and internal innocence that Kai carried with him wherever he went. He completed everything with the innocence he had hated so much at the beginning of all of this.
Kai grinned at his little self discovery and was content that he’d finally figured out his role with Aoi and Uruha. He planned on giving everything to these two men that had already given him so much in return. He knew that they would never hurt him deliberately, that all they wanted was a chance to care for him and have him with them. This was a time that Kai could give his all without worries or insecurity. He would be the anchor when their waters were too rough and everything would be more than alright.
“Mmm, but I can make an even better lunch. Don’t you agree Aoi?” Uruha was saying and Kai had to shake himself from the thoughts he was always plagued with but at least these thoughts gave him solace, no negative or questioning judgments in his range of vision anymore.
“You make a good everything, Uruha. And you wonder why I’ve been gaining a little weight lately.” Aoi shook his head as Uruha pretended to check his nails uninterestedly.
“Oh I know that,” Uruha agreed offhandedly.
“So confident. I think you might be the one that needs to be taken off your golden throne, your highness.” Aoi tched disapprovingly as Uruha narrowed his eyes half-heartedly.
“Stop treating me like royalty then, Aoi. If you can’t handle what you create-”
“What are you saying?” Aoi gapped.
“I’m just saying, you give me everything, and you let me control you when I want to.” Uruha grinned deviously, his nose twitching in a way that Kai would have called adorable if he thought that Uruha wouldn’t slap him as he seemed so fond of doing to Aoi. But Kai was a favorite to Uruha so maybe that came with certain privileges. Kai smiled to himself secretly as his two lovers continued to bicker half-heartedly.
“Hey, for your information, this bed here contains an equal amount of control and submission from the three of us or have you forgotten? You’re just too spoiled and you know what? I think I might show you how to be humbled,” Aoi suggested dangerously. Kai could visibly see Uruha shiver and wondered if Aoi had caught that little gesture. Kai knew how much Uruha wanted Aoi to control him in a switch of roles the way Uruha controlled Aoi so well on occasion. Perhaps Aoi had never truly conquered Uruha in that way and Kai found himself eager to see what would happen. Uruha wanted what Aoi did to Ruki, that total dominance even if it was only for a few hours or a night and hopefully Aoi would go through with his suggestion. Kai definitely hoped he would, because the mental images were almost too much to handle and Kai could tell that Uruha needed that from Aoi as Kai had needed to level with the guitarist.
Aoi’s dark eyes glinted mischievously and Kai confirmed that, yes, he would get a show sooner or later. But right now his stomach was grumbling and Uruha’s amazing lunch called to him so he would just have to wait and see what happened between those two.
“You know…Uruha’s lunch offer sounds more than delicious to me right now,” Kai piped up, stopping Uruha and Aoi in mid argument on if Aoi’s proposal was sincere or not. Kai was an anchor…not a relationship counselor, though he had a feeling he would be breaking up quite a few little disagreements while trying to keep himself from being dragged in between them. The thought amused and frightened at the same time. Uruha beamed as he tore his attention away from a glowering Aoi to a bemused Kai whose stomach was not making any secret of how empty and hungry it was at that moment.
“Ah, of course, Kai.” Uruha leaned forward and pecked Kai gently on the lips, a hand patting Kai’s smooth, flat stomach with a silly grin. “I can see I have another victim to test my kitchen creations on.” Kai’s eyes widened for a moment at what that might mean but Uruha didn’t seem to take notice. “But for today I’ll make you my famous sushi…my sushi will make your mouth water, Kai. Remember the sushi in the diner the other day? Well mine is ten times better if I say so myself.” Kai’s worried expression lengthened at the mention of the dreaded sushi but once again Aoi came to the rescue, reaching out to smooth Uruha’s hair away from his face affectionately.
“You know Uru, something that would be even better for Kai to try on his first true afternoon with us is that fried rice you cook so well. That would be a pretty good lunch wouldn’t it?” Aoi suggested, sneaking a look at Kai who clasped his hands together in thanks before Uruha turned to look at him.
“That’s not a bad idea at all. I’m not even really in the mood for sushi once I think about it. What do you think Kai-chan?” Uruha asked sweetly and Kai nodded as if it weren’t a big deal, but inside he was thanking Aoi on his knees.
“That sound good to me,” Kai agreed casually.
“Okay then. Fried rice and Korokke it is.” Uruha clapped two hands together as if in preparation to get to work. “Kai you can cook for us all whenever you want to because we all know you’re a master of your craft, but let me spoil and pamper you for awhile since you’re the center of attention at the moment.” Uruha winked and kissed Kai on the cheek before slipping from the bed fluidly, not even bothering to put clothes on as he drifted from the room to bring Kai and Aoi lunch in bed, a first for Kai, but it was a welcomed first.
“Center of attention,” Aoi teased ruffling Kai’s already bed mussed hair. “How does it feel to be waited on?”
“It’s the first time I’ve ever had lunch in bed,” Kai offered in answer with a small laugh.
“Well expect a lot more of that from us. Expect….” Aoi stopped and looked at the ceiling as if in thought. “The unexpected,” Aoi finally drew out simply with a kiss to Kai’s temple. Kai smiled and stroked Aoi’s porcelain cheek as the brunette laved his neck with adoring kisses. Kai knew that that one statement from Aoi summed up their relationship and what would happen in the future more perfectly than anything else.
End
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So there it is ^___^ Sorry about the late post. I meant to post this last night but we had a storm that cut the power *sad tear* But well, hope you all enjoyed it at least. I might come back and do a few things later on down a road with this series if I get the inspiration *cough* band orgy anyone? *cough* lmao But for now classes have started for me and there probably won’t be much activity on my writing journal until December T__T Thanks for reading and commenting everyone, you were all awesome ;D