the truth.

[life_for_dummys]

I am unhappy. I am sick and tired. I wish it was over, and yet i never want it to end, i dont want him to go. But i am depressed, and i need to get over him. I dont know whether i should be glad that he is leaving or not. I need a better boyfriend, i need somebody to acually make time for me, but i dont want anyone else but him. I know that once he is gone i will finally be able to start again, but that scares me. I dont want to be without him. I need someone to cry with. darah where are you?

This is probably the most open i have ever been in my life, and it's on the fucking computer. Im hella retarded.