graduation and moving forward
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just a couple of days ago
someone asked me what is happiness to me
and i replied, i'm not really sure
frankly speaking, i don't know
and it got me thinking
what would make me happy?
i would say that I am usually happy, laughing and all
would that be considered as true happiness?
no doubt everyone's perception of happiness is different
but isn't there one universal thing where everybody hopes to get to achieve happiness?
and is happiness overrated?
i don't have a definite answer, and i don't know if i ever will
this is the year with many changes, i can't help to think whether it would be for the better or worse
would I be happy about the changes?
and yes, I know that all things happen for a reason
but would it go the way I want it to?
and do i really want to?
in 2 weeks, i would be done with school
3 years. ups and downs, it was insane
my life has changed, and I am not ready for it to change again
i always tell myself that change is constant and I always think that I am quite adaptable to change
but deep down inside, when everything is going great, why do I still want it to change?
and all the what ifs comes again
it may not be perfect now, but at least I am enjoying it
fear and skepticism overwhelms me right now
uncertainty, but the feeling of not knowing is quite exciting too
its all an irony and the feelings contradict
i'm afraid of the future but yet, I want to find out what's in it for me
but what if it's bad?
i'm not prepared, and I don't know when I will ever be
I have been making so many decisions lately and I hope that I did not make a wrong one
the not knowing is a killer
i'm sure there is a grand master plan of my life somewhere
it could be destined but it could be waiting for me to fill it in
I guess I will never know
.
.
just a couple of days ago
someone asked me what is happiness to me
and i replied, i'm not really sure
frankly speaking, i don't know
and it got me thinking
what would make me happy?
i would say that I am usually happy, laughing and all
would that be considered as true happiness?
no doubt everyone's perception of happiness is different
but isn't there one universal thing where everybody hopes to get to achieve happiness?
and is happiness overrated?
i don't have a definite answer, and i don't know if i ever will
this is the year with many changes, i can't help to think whether it would be for the better or worse
would I be happy about the changes?
and yes, I know that all things happen for a reason
but would it go the way I want it to?
and do i really want to?
in 2 weeks, i would be done with school
3 years. ups and downs, it was insane
my life has changed, and I am not ready for it to change again
i always tell myself that change is constant and I always think that I am quite adaptable to change
but deep down inside, when everything is going great, why do I still want it to change?
and all the what ifs comes again
it may not be perfect now, but at least I am enjoying it
fear and skepticism overwhelms me right now
uncertainty, but the feeling of not knowing is quite exciting too
its all an irony and the feelings contradict
i'm afraid of the future but yet, I want to find out what's in it for me
but what if it's bad?
i'm not prepared, and I don't know when I will ever be
I have been making so many decisions lately and I hope that I did not make a wrong one
the not knowing is a killer
i'm sure there is a grand master plan of my life somewhere
it could be destined but it could be waiting for me to fill it in
I guess I will never know