hospital

[life_actor_me]

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there is always a first time for everything

first time fainting
first time being admitted to A&E
first time being in a hospital
first time being taken by an ambulance
first time being put on drip
first time taking blood test

after countless times of vomiting and diarrhea
and it all boiled down to a cup of cold soy milk

weird isn't it
having to spend my last week of holiday like that

but it made me realise alot of things
things that i have never thought of
some things have changed
even though i resist it
some things are the same
that i am glad of
are they bound to happen?
maybe.

its not you, its me
sounds familiar?