Jul 07, 2009 13:27
Ever since that summer where everything seemed to be going wrong, I'm grateful for quiet boring summers. It's been 3 years. Been to Lubbock a couple of times since. Still not the same.
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Yesterday I was wondering what the thing is with Soap Operas and Hospitals.... Every soap seems to have a doctor and some sort of thing going that takes place in a hospital. Maybe the whole 'near death experience' being linked with realizing who it is you love. *shrug.
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Luzie and I are watching the Michael Jackson memorial thing on tv right now. Personally I find it a sad thing that this man died. One of the speakers said that he did achieve what it was he wanted to do. He was able to make his dreams and goals into his career. Gotta admire the man for that.
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I do find it sad though how other well-known persons death was overshadowed by all the coverage over one person.
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We spent the past 2 weeks going to the fireworks stand. On and off days. Annai went there the most. Someone asked me at one point (on the 3rd or the 4th. The busiest days) "Are you having fun yet?"
I told him "yes".
There's something about having that kind of contact with so many different people that I find enjoyable. Maybe it's the challenge of making the person at ease, smile, and get what it is they need, all in under 5 min (if it's an easy customer). There was one guy being helped by Burns who kept asking "what the hell does that do?". Lol. His friend just kinda stood there with this dazed look on his face. I asked him if he was going to need help finding fireworks and if he was alright. He said no he didn't need fireworks, but that he had just gotten off of work (over in McKinney) and was wanting to go to sleep.
The different kind of people who all come to the stand for one reason is just amazing. Not to mention the amount of money that people wil spend on the stuff!
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I miss dancing. I need to find a studio to take some classes to keep busy. I can feel my hamstrings and achilles tightening back up. No bueno :(
I was thinking the other day how maybe I need to just suck it up and go back to being a dance major. I don't want a ton of modern, but maybe it will be beneficial to making the movement seem more natural. I've looked at videos of shows and I can see how i don't move as best as I should.
I don't know if the Music Theatre will come out well. I know I can move. I know I'm not tone deaf. The question is: can I sing well enough and can I act? I guess it's time to just try it and find out.
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The new motto is : We'll see what happens...
That's basically how things are going right now. Just doing what I can and seeing what comes of it.
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