ohmahgahd
i am so fuccckckkckckcing bored. i'm at work ALONE today. which is good in a sense cause i can be online all day and like watch a movie...but uh...i gotta do this for 8 hours. and then maybe again tomorrow! kinda cool though.
i must must must stop smoking. it's such a yucky habit and it only comes back when i'm really nervous or working at clubs. which is every other night. and i'll smoke like tons. horrible. ugh.
speaking of clubs...i was promoting at a place near my house. drank TWO drinks and got f.u.b.a.r....cheap liquor is a bitch motherfucker! so needless to say i am totally embarassed about it all. but i was told to suck it up and just joke about it, cause being defensive isn't gonna help.
graduate school is seemingly not gonna happen for a bit of time. so i have to stick to my schleppy jobs. at least the club i do sound for is paying me again. i like money. i need to open a savings account so i can get a house.
fort lauderdale in 2.6 weeks. eeeeeek! and i must say i'm beach ready as of today. throwing up for 24 hours does that. however, my old clothes still don't fit...yet a size 6 jeans from HOLLISTER of all places fits me fine??? i don't understand. i will run tonight for a mile or two to stop the gears in my head from spinning so much. my dad took a horrible picture of me at christmas and i mistakenly showed it to mike and he said i looked like fat gwyneth paltrow in shallow hal. now to his defense, he's absolutely right. but it's the picture!! the angle, the lighting...terrible. that or i really am 300 pounds. hmm...my arms are looking kick ass though from all the weights!
i miss rachel and jared i should call them today. their beast of an older sister is apparently fighting with rachel over something so stupid. i swear, my sister and her sister are complete fucking assholes that will never grow up. i mean when you're like 35+...don't you like, mature? or you still act like a jealous/threatened idiot? rachel just tells them to go to church and get right...if i had the option of speaking to them i'd tell them to go to hell. slight differences between me and my twin cousin hahaha....oh well. fuck em.
the pope died and i must admit i shed a tear. me not being religious at all it was kind of strange...and i think i was sad because i worry for the pope...he spent his whole life believing in what he believed in and what if it's not true? well i suppose it at least let him die with dignity and pride and whatever else you can associate with going to heaven. but anyway...always sad when the one famous polish person dies. i'll have to put my flag out on the hood of my car.
anyway i'm going back to painting my nails, taking pictures with my sidekick and maaaaybe eat some school food. yum. call me!
adios!
i must must must stop smoking. it's such a yucky habit and it only comes back when i'm really nervous or working at clubs. which is every other night. and i'll smoke like tons. horrible. ugh.
speaking of clubs...i was promoting at a place near my house. drank TWO drinks and got f.u.b.a.r....cheap liquor is a bitch motherfucker! so needless to say i am totally embarassed about it all. but i was told to suck it up and just joke about it, cause being defensive isn't gonna help.
graduate school is seemingly not gonna happen for a bit of time. so i have to stick to my schleppy jobs. at least the club i do sound for is paying me again. i like money. i need to open a savings account so i can get a house.
fort lauderdale in 2.6 weeks. eeeeeek! and i must say i'm beach ready as of today. throwing up for 24 hours does that. however, my old clothes still don't fit...yet a size 6 jeans from HOLLISTER of all places fits me fine??? i don't understand. i will run tonight for a mile or two to stop the gears in my head from spinning so much. my dad took a horrible picture of me at christmas and i mistakenly showed it to mike and he said i looked like fat gwyneth paltrow in shallow hal. now to his defense, he's absolutely right. but it's the picture!! the angle, the lighting...terrible. that or i really am 300 pounds. hmm...my arms are looking kick ass though from all the weights!
i miss rachel and jared i should call them today. their beast of an older sister is apparently fighting with rachel over something so stupid. i swear, my sister and her sister are complete fucking assholes that will never grow up. i mean when you're like 35+...don't you like, mature? or you still act like a jealous/threatened idiot? rachel just tells them to go to church and get right...if i had the option of speaking to them i'd tell them to go to hell. slight differences between me and my twin cousin hahaha....oh well. fuck em.
the pope died and i must admit i shed a tear. me not being religious at all it was kind of strange...and i think i was sad because i worry for the pope...he spent his whole life believing in what he believed in and what if it's not true? well i suppose it at least let him die with dignity and pride and whatever else you can associate with going to heaven. but anyway...always sad when the one famous polish person dies. i'll have to put my flag out on the hood of my car.
anyway i'm going back to painting my nails, taking pictures with my sidekick and maaaaybe eat some school food. yum. call me!
adios!