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ok now i can do a real update. i am sitting in this fluorescent hell known as work. it is about 60 degrees in the office which i would love if i didn't come to work in a tank top and shorts expecting it to be roasting like it usually is. so now i am cold, i have a headache and i just want to sleep before my excursion tomorrow.
+ i had shitty school food because i was starving. and i didn't want to eat bad food this week but i've fucked it up all week anyway haha.
i'm really getting fat. this is just plain silly! me + the word "FAT" should never have to be used together. i have no urge to work out during the summer though. and i also have a greater tendency to eat shitty food in summer...because BBQ is much easier than stir fry. and chips and salsa are way better than salads. and of course, summer would not be summer with out some alcohol. so i gotta start running again when i get back from florida. who's down!! 1 mile a day!
i feel like passing out. oh and i have no money in my bank account for florida. this is fantastic. i'm also super stressed out. i'm ready to kill the next self-centered jerk i come across because i seem to be a magnet for them. boy am i stupid to have been so naive to call some people friends. from now on, only reciprocal relationships will be formed. i do for you what you do for me. you don't call me, i won't call you. you want a favor, do me one. you talk shit behind my back, i will talk just as much shit behind yours. it's amazingly simple how this system works! if only i would've put it into play sooner.
so there's that and the fact that i'm at these shitty jobs still. ugh.
all i want to do right now is watch finding nemo and take a nap haha. how gay but really that's what i want to do. so there's my venting hope you enjoyed.
+ i had shitty school food because i was starving. and i didn't want to eat bad food this week but i've fucked it up all week anyway haha.
i'm really getting fat. this is just plain silly! me + the word "FAT" should never have to be used together. i have no urge to work out during the summer though. and i also have a greater tendency to eat shitty food in summer...because BBQ is much easier than stir fry. and chips and salsa are way better than salads. and of course, summer would not be summer with out some alcohol. so i gotta start running again when i get back from florida. who's down!! 1 mile a day!
i feel like passing out. oh and i have no money in my bank account for florida. this is fantastic. i'm also super stressed out. i'm ready to kill the next self-centered jerk i come across because i seem to be a magnet for them. boy am i stupid to have been so naive to call some people friends. from now on, only reciprocal relationships will be formed. i do for you what you do for me. you don't call me, i won't call you. you want a favor, do me one. you talk shit behind my back, i will talk just as much shit behind yours. it's amazingly simple how this system works! if only i would've put it into play sooner.
so there's that and the fact that i'm at these shitty jobs still. ugh.
all i want to do right now is watch finding nemo and take a nap haha. how gay but really that's what i want to do. so there's my venting hope you enjoyed.