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Sep 30, 2003 11:09

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Re: wow. liesxexpired October 4 2003, 11:56:40 UTC
No i called u two faced because u talked to rachel like she was one of ur closest friends to her face but behind her back u called her a fucking narc and hoped she would blow her brains out on a fucking wall. i am not two faced i did not talk about u behind ur back and never did. u could have came to my journal and read this at any time u wanted to. i was just expressing my opinion, which at the time was clouded because of how angry i was.
and yes i did give u that belt, i gave u that belt because it wasnt mine and the kid whom it belonged to wasnt ever coming back for it. plus i didnt want it and u did. so i gave it to u.
and about saying u never uttered the words 'dumb preppies'..yeah u have. like last week. during gym class. maybe not saying dumb preppies exactly. but ud rant about them being so popular and ditzy and they all look the same.
nice, trying to knock me down by saying im straightedge now. hahaha fucking go snort some coke and maybe ull quit complaining about things ur way too oblivious to see.

connor does not deserve to be told to kill himself. no one does. and ur a fucking shallow person for saying that to him.

i never sed u werent as good as me. i never sed half of the things u put in ur little rant. i say things when im angry that i dont mean. u say things when ur angry can we just fucking grow up and stop this already.

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Re: wow. liesxexpired October 4 2003, 12:27:10 UTC
and there you go again.
"No i called u two faced because u talked to rachel like she was one of ur closest friends to her face but behind her back u called her a fucking narc and hoped she would blow her brains out on a fucking wall."
-for a while i did want her to blow her fukking brains out. but i can put that behind me because when i made up with her, she didn't go saying stupid shit about me like you.
"i am not two faced i did not talk about u behind ur back and never did."
-okay then how come you write this and you can't say it to my face.?
"u could have came to my journal and read this at any time u wanted to. i was just expressing my opinion, which at the time was clouded because of how angry i was."
-words hurt... they're liek shooting bullets and once you pull the trigger there's no recalling them. you can apologize but that person has to forgive you for bullet wounds to heal.
"and yes i did give u that belt, i gave u that belt because it wasnt mine and the kid whom it belonged to wasnt ever coming back for it. plus i didnt want it and u did. so i gave it to u."
-and i thank you very much for saving me the money, only to later go and criticze me for wearing it.
"and about saying u never uttered the words 'dumb preppies'..yeah u have. like last week. during gym class. maybe not saying dumb preppies exactly. but ud rant about them being so popular and ditzy and they all look the same."
-because ashley belton's a beautiful perfect smart bitch. you know this and i know this. she judges me based on my black gym clothes. fuck her. you're attacking me for stating the obvious that she buys new clothes to wear to gym... which you also said something about.
"nice, trying to knock me down by saying im straightedge now. hahaha fucking go snort some coke and maybe ull quit complaining about things ur way too oblivious to see."
- i smoke and drink and that's it. as i recall, you were the person who i did coke with most and i haven't done it since. and also... if i was oblivious as you say... wouldn't i not be having this conversation now because i'd be too drugged up to walk to the computer and see your journal and all the nasty things written in it? well i saw so shut your mouth about being oblivious. if anyone is, its you for not seeing how you're seriously fukking up a friendship.
"connor does not deserve to be told to kill himself. no one does. and ur a fucking shallow person for saying that to him."
-connor self-mutilates. it's a phase. with a little bit of discouragement, he will stop. and if i say,"stop cutting yourself or one of these times you'll die and i won't be sorry"... well that should be a step towards the end of the phase because i am discouraging him. i quit doing that cuz i was sick of people telling me to kill myself. by the way, aren't shallow people the ones who try know where everyone bought their clothes to be able to better destroy their target in their animosity? none of the things you mentioned me wearing were from hot topic. please enquire if you'd like to know where so you can develop a better cut than the previous one.
"i never sed u werent as good as me. i never sed half of the things u put in ur little rant."
- well gee it almost seemed that way when you told me to go "buy a trend" and "snort some coke", neither of those things are things that the fabulous ariel barber would do.
"i say things when im angry that i dont mean. u say things when ur angry can we just fucking grow up and stop this already."
-well as i recall things were going okay on the 30th when you wrote the things that started this. maybe you should consider how what you say will affect others when you go on your judgemental rants, especially when they're about someone you just got over fighting with. we can grow up and stop this already, if only we weren't such hypocrites.

i don't want to be angry at you. i just want you to say what you mean and mean what you say. so yeah i'll fukking grow up.i'll be the bigger person and be first to admit i'm sorry. i'm sorry that everything we sat truns into a fight, and once we make up, one of us makes a stupid remark, and i'm sorry that connor got dragged into this mess, because taht's one thing he didn't deserve.

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