won't you?
the bahamas trip was a wonderful success. sure, there were a few bumps along the way, but all in all, it was great. we've some great memories and catch phrases.
intellect!
i've decided that there are better places to focus my energies. i've this tendency to dwell and stress myself out, and i'm oh so tired of it. so i sat back and wondered to myself, 'what's driving me here?' it's my energies. there are so many better things i can be focusing them on. for instance, money. why should i stress about money? i truly don't need money to be happy. i have my pen and paper, i have my guitar, i have my books. i have a mind. indulging myself in these things requires no money whatsoever. school? why stress about school? all i do is write. that's what school is for me. writing and reading. problem there? nope! we can all be happy if we just let ourselves be. it's all about perception. how you view a situation or event can really affect your feelings towards it. that's all that i'm saying.
my goals are no longer to be successful and stable. my goals are to love and to change the world. to me, these are very realistic. i've some wonderful friends, a wonderful family, and a wonderful life.
i spent the day yesterday teaching myself how to play piano, watching movies, and writing. i spent the night drinking and reminiscing. i slept in peace, woke with a smile on, and began writing again. now i'm going to go grocery shopping before indulging myself in some more writing. maybe i'll catch a movie tonight or something. we'll see where the day takes me.
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
so smile and be happy. it's really that easy.
intellect!
i've decided that there are better places to focus my energies. i've this tendency to dwell and stress myself out, and i'm oh so tired of it. so i sat back and wondered to myself, 'what's driving me here?' it's my energies. there are so many better things i can be focusing them on. for instance, money. why should i stress about money? i truly don't need money to be happy. i have my pen and paper, i have my guitar, i have my books. i have a mind. indulging myself in these things requires no money whatsoever. school? why stress about school? all i do is write. that's what school is for me. writing and reading. problem there? nope! we can all be happy if we just let ourselves be. it's all about perception. how you view a situation or event can really affect your feelings towards it. that's all that i'm saying.
my goals are no longer to be successful and stable. my goals are to love and to change the world. to me, these are very realistic. i've some wonderful friends, a wonderful family, and a wonderful life.
i spent the day yesterday teaching myself how to play piano, watching movies, and writing. i spent the night drinking and reminiscing. i slept in peace, woke with a smile on, and began writing again. now i'm going to go grocery shopping before indulging myself in some more writing. maybe i'll catch a movie tonight or something. we'll see where the day takes me.
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
so smile and be happy. it's really that easy.