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[liespromises]

i dont know what to feel anymore
what should i do
sometimes askin people for advice doesnt let you truly focus on what you really want
maybe i should stop asking people what they think
because right now i dont know what i want
i just know whats best for me
coming from other people
and not what i really think its best for me

the moment to cry is coming soon
it kinda sucks
because even tho i been thinkin it for weeks
i still dotn know what to do

i did do what i was suposed to do
but now i dont feel so happy about it
and its making me sad
and nervous
and weird
im way sad right now!