Aug 07, 2007 14:17
maybe its harsh maybe its cold but its the fucking bottom line. certain people cant be in my life anymore and just like that they arent. i didnt just wake up and say hey your out and cut anyone off just like that. i tried to not have the situation be what it was, i was sad, i may have lingered to some while just accepting others, but thats the way it is. im not gonna be ruined by unnecessary figures. its the truth, people can ruin you, they can seriously bring you down, and now im not going to allow that to happen anymore. its that simple accept it, mourn it, but then you really do have to move on. you have to stop calling, stop writing, stop talking, and get on with the rest of your life. maybe you cant do that now and maybe it wont be tommorow, but ultimately thats whats going to happen. it all depends on how far you want to take things. you can keep on doing pointless things that just make you look worse and probably feel worse about the situation or you can begin to let it go. its not going to be a burden on me. i will say one thing, its def at that point where its just getting on my nerves and im about ready to just smack a bitch.
jackie, justin, GET OVER IT! or at least leave me out of your process of SLOWLY but surely getting over it...
jackie and justin